Kinda moody, sad, lost, confused, shocked & stressed recently! (Dats y no updated entries)
Ok shall sum up wad i did for this week.
Mon -thu = slogged & slogged duno for wad - clear stuffs - stressed =.= Not eating well and sleepin well.
Suspect soon will hav anorexic =( Hope nt! Forcing myself to eat and sleep well.
Fri - seminar cum activities @ Seletar Camp = hot, borin, confused , tired =.=
Sat - dear & me met up Chaplin & Kristin @ Bugis..all dolled up cos at nite gotta attend Mum's side cuz weddin dinner. Did some retail therapy in the noon..Dear allowed me to do my shopping cos he says i can indulge in shopping if dat can make me feel happier.. End up dear paid for my new bag, CDs, accessories..He said its for my belated bdae pressie...after dat i bot a dress frm Mphosis..cant resist the dress..really so nice i feel dat and gt sale somemore..Overall..shopped until very happy..after weddin dinner went Kbox wif Chaplin & Kristin and sang till 3am..Overall tired but a fruitful dae.. Dedicated some songs and my tears jus flowed freely...Dear asked me y i cried..i also cant explain but i think i noe wads the cause.. Haiz.. =(
Sun - while eating lunch, suddenly cried again..no appetite. Evening went to my god-daughter 1mth old cele...me & dear met up wif Justin.. took pics, chatted..I keep taking pics wif the baby until so happy..i forget all my worries le.. =)
Dear abit worried for me cos he duno wads the cause of my "misbehaviour"..i told him i am stressed @ work..hmm in fact...
He said i have lost weight and looked so tired.
I jus feel so confused, sad, unhappy abt...