Finally i have managed to regain my happy self again..more jovial nw! I am still trying my best lo..not easy for me.. but i will and hav to jia you! Recently only weekly update cos too tired and cos Serene is bac.. i got no time to update oso.. hurhur! Ok la..since majority do agree my face is rounder but PRETTIER nw.. i gladly accept and try eat more but to more healthy aspect! Last wk had dept mtg..discussing abt progress of our work and tinkin nxt yr i wont be ard le.. haiz.. *emo*

Last wk reali hectic @ work cos new card printer here and due to some PC config probs.. dragged 1 more dae to officially " Kai Mu" my core biz again! Been rushing for the past wk for 100 outstanding passes and viola i am so pro in my typing nw.. thanks lor.. all my passes are cleared except those sub cons companies nvr gav me full docus! Phew! Thu met up wif Susan , Biaomei and her bf @ amk for a quick dinner... reali appreciated to keep me company cos i needa stock up my shampoo and hair mask.. every1 so tired after work and Susan worked till 7pm den come straight mit me.. *touched* Hope Nikki recovered fast frm her fever. Poor Susan dint get enugh zz taking care of her.

Last fri suddenly i felt so wanted by every1.. him2 dropped by my office in the morn ( he jus came bac after 3 daes helping another mgr to cover duty @ Tuas Yard) He did sms me said he missed me but i jus take it ya la i am happy le.. I happen to sms him boss nt ard whole dae and i am feelin so happy cos i am alone doing my work, no 1 disurbin..within 10 mins.. he showed up in frnt of me , dint say much again, jus asked hws my weekend and he popped by b4 he going for a mtg in the yard.. the mtg @ 915am.. he came @ 830am and he still say awhile.. well i noe he making effort le... i asked he oredi gt the intention to pop by cos so many daes nvr see me or seein my sms den he came by..he dint wana ans but gav me a sheepish grin! Well well.. =) We still felt awkward when seein each other i tink and yet we reali njoy jus seein each other w/o talk much ! Our biao qings shld be captured dwn lor! I shld blush and shy..duno y he will behave lidat!

So qiao after he left.. i went to refill my water bottle and saw his company van still thea and knew he went to smoke..wanna go to the back to find him but but.. i dint! Den so qiao.. i was abt to go to the main entrance near my office to update the mthly accident stats board.. he was still ard.. "givin water" to the engines.. cos weather too hot liao..i stood beside him.. and i jus asked eh u still ard and i said drive company van y not car? He jus answered nt convenient for him to park in the yard. Den we looked @ each other.. i felt awakward though i reali njoy jus standing beside him dun talk @ all .. Siao rite? Den i initiated to walk off and said bye to him.. i walked quite fast lo but tink he went to catch up wif me cos he was slowly drivin beside me and said bye to me b4 headin for mtg! I promised to make him a new safety pass b4 i go.. he jus say haiz. After work 1st plan was to mit Serene when she touched dwn frm KL (She n hubby went to visit his grandma thea).. den Kris sms me to mit dinner so i tinking mit her den will go mit Serene or 3 of us can mit up..can intro them to each other too! Den Cz sms me say he can join me & Serene after his work (end after 8pm).. Den elvin sms me to mit him and Jason and frens to chill out! Ok overall.. me n Kris had dinner @ Kenny Rogers @ Marina Sq.. chatted cos we long time no sit dwn and talk! Serene came to mit us @ 930pm den we went hav drinks @ HK cafe and ya 2 of them can hit it off quite well.. hee =) After dat i sms CZ dun come dwn cos no pt come an hr only taking cab.. den initially i tot Kris go find her hubby, Serene go mit hubby too.. me will adjourn to mit Elvin they all lo.. Ha no need envious..me single wan go where wad time its up to me to control ! Well many ppl ask me hw i make use of my status nw.. i say no le..jus only spend time with frens and enjoy their company. As for dating.. nah nt my cup of tea.. unless real close guy frens! If nt.. hard ba.. no intention of havin a rs even i do reali meet a nice guy! *so far heart dead for a new rs!*

But end up..change of plan.. me & Serene and Kris went to find Chaplin @ Selegie @ MINDS Cafe to play games while i acc Serene to wait for her hubby to finish meetin up his frens @ CLARKE QUAY! Weird encounter - 3 of us alighted the cab den got 3 guys wanna get in ..1 of them helped us to open the door and say welcome ladies and hav a gd nite.. den 1 of them even tried to be funny to me & Ser saying we dropped somethin in the cab..we went bac to take a look..duh bluff us lor..and den 1 of the ang moh can still say gotcha bluff u ladies.. Siao la..3 of them nt hemsem leh and looked mid 30s.. arghhhhhhh.. Kris was complaining hw come gt ppl open door for us hahahha, tink they tipsy or wad le.... and they realise once again i start to attract wrong guys.. @ the MINDS cafe got Chaplin's batch bois all xdds lo , but got to admit some reali nt bad looking wor! Haiz..
Sorry Elvin.. lucky he understands i treasure my gfs even more =) Reached hm 3am.. hurhur.. fell zzz in the cab!

Yest met up wif Serene again for dinner but Feli came along too.. I was very touched when initially me and Feli wanan giv Serene a belated bdae surprise @ TAOS restaurant again (we brot her thea cos we felt reali nice thea to chill out and she deserved the same surprise too =) ) Glad she is happy too.. I dint noe Feli and Serene planned 1 for me too though its still early..Thanks ladies for the advanced pressie.. i wanna tear but havin 3 coats of thick mascara..i better drop this idea! They tinkin since 3 of us can get together, we shall hav an advanced one for ME.. Ya this time got more VIP treatment frm the restaurant managers themselves..remember dat time i brot Feli thea to cele her bdae.. got this waiter keep comin to our table and talk to us very friendly and all..yest den we realised he was oso 1 of the managers la.. hahahha.. oops! 2mths passed.. he and the other manager still can recognised me and Feli leh and treated us even friendly this time.. like old frens lidat.. yest mayb whole dae dint eat.. besides feeling touched and duno y something jus flashed thru my mind.. i very hard to "blend" into them at a point.. the gals wondered hw come suddenly i was so quiet! The 2 gals very naughty keep disturbing me and that mgr..ok his name is Gregory, the other one is Raymond.. They make Greg take pics with me saying bdae gal ma.. den when takin grp pic..they made him sit beside me and take lo..i felt so pai say and he still can turn to tell me shall we pose? Ha..end up 2 of us pose only.. the 2 gals kept commentin we looked reali compatible.. no pics..goto wait for Feli cos captured in her and Ser's cammie wor.. Hurhur! Den Feli seemed to be my spokesperson.. kept taking to Greg and asking him qns, wanna add him to fb..and Greg so gladly accepts her offer! Den he added on workin in this line hard to noe gd frens and no time for networking cos he only has 1 dae off per wk. Ser and Feli were so certain Greg do felt somethin for me cos when he was talking to them.. his eyes were on me.. i do notice few times but i jus pretended to be ignorant. Then when the 2 ladies went to the washrm, Greg came to ask me hws the food so far i say ok..Raymond came to thank me for coming bac the 2nd time (Feli asked them to look after me while they nt @ the table) =.= den another manager Eric ( happened to be Ray's real bro) came to ask me cfm 2 ppl bdae rite? I was like huh.. no le.. i told him 1 only and dats Serene.. He promised to make somethin special for her.. i said OK!

When the 2 gals came bac nt long.. there comes Serene's surprise cake.. den Feli asked hw come gt 1 only..i asked eh 1 ma no meh.. den Feli went to talk to Ray, he brot another cake.. Greg came to sing bdae song to me and Ser.. i felt so touched cos i was bein included too! I reali felt as if its my bdae too! Ya i reali love the pink bag which i been eyein dat dae when we gals went shopping ! I wonder shld i put the pics here or wait for Jun hurhur! Well mayb jus post lor. Den Feli asked any present for me ..Greg jokingly say he can giv me a bdae hug if i wan.. i dint say anything! Haha.. den he turned to look 2 me and asked me dun be offfended.. Den Ray gave 3 of us complimentary cakes again.. den gav us a jug (free gift) which they hold the drinks and said since its 2 gals bdae ..todae we shall hav more VIP treatment.. We took pics with Greg and Ray. Eric dun feel comfortable so ya we respect his decision! I told the 2 gals.. since they working in this line.. its nan mian to be friendly to customers and build a networking wif them.. but 2 of them lamented.. Greg seemed to be interested in me if nt he wont ask his staff to keep coming our table and serve us and end up he gav us extra 10% discount and said for us only! I felt reali pai say! Me and Ser was tinking hope Greg and Ray wont hav the tinking we so hardcore abt all dis treatment and appear to be cheapo lidat.. Ha feli got Greg's fb and will add him and tag him in the pics too. (they oso wonder wad will him2 reaction be when he sees the pics) Feli damn daring ask Greg ask whose acc he wans.. he replied all! They commented and lied that i flying bac nxt week so we are gg to hav dinner thea again nxt Fri as farewell.. he was so gun cheong and asked me fly bac to where? I jus smiled and said nt me la.. He seemed a nice guy but ya so far no chemistry! Ha Feli even joked saying since nw we hav taken pic with him..that can add as a member card.. tink the restaurant itself gg to adopt the membership system soon =) We cfm VIPS! Cos tinkin he worked in this line sure can noe many gals and hee haa wif them! After dinner..went movies with Mnafred @ Np for midnite show ..reached hm 2am lidat.. whole 2 weeks been out..mus reali rest again!

Ya Elvin flying off to Africa for 1 mth plus for biz trip.. kinda sudden but happy for him dat his boss tink so highly of him.. promised to mit him b4 he fly off this Sun.. and yup..Serene gg bac this Sun too.. sobz..will miss her..so we left nt much time to mit.. mus grab more chances le.. !

Thanks Manfred for ur advice on my leavin nxt yr.. it sounds aggressive for me but this is reality of working society.. cant be a pampered princess or livin in my comfort zone forever.. no matter hw pain leadin to certain issues.. i am always a strong gal..so ya i hav to navigate my tots very carefully! Good luck for ur exams.. will see u 1 mth later.
I starting to tink with this round face.. i gg to get more tao huas ma ?