2nd dae of CNY dats fast wor.. haiz. But seems like dis yr i reali canot feel dat its CNY..simply no mood @ all and jus feel like nua-ing @ hm. No need go far bai nian oso.. Looking @ my shopping "conquer" i reali felt so sian.. Afternoon went to my Da Bo's hse (dad's side wif all other relatives) @ Semb awhile and came bac hm.. We da bao KFC for dinner!
Yest met up a fren (an NSF frm Army in my dept - Manfred) go cwp watched movie - THE PUNISHER.. a very action pac movie wif lotsa bloody scenes.. well i still can accept it... I love mafia shows !

We went to Swensens for dinner and there is dis Malay young couple wif their BB boi.. the BB eyes were very big and Manfred wanted to play wif the BB ..mayb he was shy den started to cry non stop...everyone turned ard to look @ us. His mama gt a hard time to coax him. I told him to concentrate eating..He told me norm BB will like him de but i told me thea is always 1st time Bb dun like him lol.

We wanted to hav ice cream @ Swensens but cos of long queue outside..we decided to be considerate and adjourned to Gelare. We shared 2 scoops ice cream sundae and chatted away those daes we still in ARMY till the place da yang.

Due to limited place to continue chatting..we stood outside BREADTALK and talked for 1 hr plus.. the cold wind was gushing away but we jus continued to ti ta... He oso agreed i shld leave him1 long time ago..and said i am reali silly..
This meet up was an abrupt 1.... last time in camp we rarely talked to each other..recently he added me to facebk and msn..frm thea chatted abit.. and exchanged hp no. He asked me wana join him for movie.. since i got nothin to do and only CWP.. i obliged to it w/o any hesitation..and he immediately fast fast chop chop bot the tics online haha.
Well me n him are reali frens..pls hor i dun treat as date , rather as a norm fren mit up. When he offered to send me hm..cos i told him i wana walk hm and take a breather.. he felt dat its nt safe so he offered to walk wif me and still assured me norm if late and he will send his ger de frens hm and only 1 time cos jus purely frens. I told him i can manage on my own and he jokingly suan me.. aiya i reali nt gg to woo U or wad , frens ma.. den still joked saying for the past 8yrs only 1 guy sent me hm dats y i might find it weird if other guy de frens offered dat gesture. I told him no la..i nvr worry he wans woo me cos its outta the qn , i jus feel like walkin alone.. but since he insisted.. i obliged la.. while reaching my hse dwnstairs bus stop..i helped him to flag a cab and went hm myself.. =D We agreed to mit up with the rest of the guys or we can cum out for dinner again.
This is hw 1 dae is gone~

After msn wif Trish yest.. i told her hw i felt for my nxt rs (in years to cum ba) - i told her once i found some1 who loves me.. i will jus marry off le.. cannot waste my youth anymore.. he loves me more better cos the risk of he betrayin me is less ba. Its a selfish tinking but i reali got no time to lose.. haiz.
Rite nw.. i will jus focus on work /studies..dun even wana tink abt rs.. tot of wana go watch movie wif frens todae..but i scrolled my contacts.. mostly are either married or attached.. single de left a handful but they oso nt free for me so i jus seek refuge @ hm ba.
Oh while talkin to Cun zhang.. him2 msn me..we chatted awhile *happy*
Mayb i shld reali kick off the habit - always tink /worry too much for others.. esp those dat i reali care.
Tomoro needa work.. i try force myself to Lala land ba.. surely no mood to wrk de. duh~

那一條牙膏 在對我傻笑 嘲笑我永遠用不掉
想睡就睡 想鬧就鬧 好快樂少了人嘮叨
藍色的碗盤 多買了一套
我忘了沒人陪我通宵
要多少替代的丑角 無辜的陪笑
才會讓我能真的忘了你的好

我在搞笑 借著熱鬧 掩蓋著心跳
邊哭邊笑 偏要說著 一個人真好
當人群散了 突然覺得我可以死掉 我受不了

還在搞笑 害怕回家 不知怎麼熬
這麼多年 早就喜歡 有你的撒嬌
我想我能熬 但是至少要讓我知道 你好不好

我們的小狗 食量變好小 眼神裡常常顯得無聊
它習慣睡覺的床尾 少了一雙腳
所以他常常看著門口睡不著

我在搞笑 借著熱鬧 掩蓋著心跳
邊哭邊笑 偏要說著 一個人真好
當人群散了 突然覺得我可以死掉 我受不了

我在搞笑 卻在最后 眼淚拼命掉
你的離開 失去多少 我計算不了
忙完了一天 突然覺得又何必辛勞 對誰炫耀

還在搞笑 是否擁有 麻痺的療效
唱一夜歌 卻避不開 催淚的曲調
我徹夜胡鬧 希望聽到有人會提到 你好不好



Gao Xiao 搞笑 - Luo Zhi Xiang 罗志祥