HAPPY BDAE TO HIM2 ON 16 DEC ..wishing him all the best in his work ! (he still on his honeymoon trip)

I tried to bury myself @ work on dis dae..super bz and super emo but i jus let WORK took over my emotions - rushing to make the passes. After the sub-con bosses mtg, more safety promoters shld be gt scolded and @ 1 go sent me pics and docus for me to rush the passes for them. Our dept warning - issue fine to those coy workers who worked w/o a pass. Is dis deal gd for me or would be tiring me out ar?
Sighz, i only can wish him on my blog..I cant write on his fb wall cos the feeling is reali diff frm last time. He may oso find it weird ba, nt jus a fren!

I reali kinda regretted abit y wanna started the 1yr + rs wif him..when we were jus ai mei..things were so much better..missed his laughter and suaning me lor..After we gt togther, he more to a DEAR gesture and behaviour towards me which made me teared and oso happy depends ! Reali glad we had 1 pic taken!
can we reali be buddies purely..are we able to withstand this feeling ? Given u reali got feeling and like me!

Got dis poor safety promoter- he went offshore few mths den bac to site to work , no more work contact wif me. I suspect he likes me hurhur though he is a Indian burmese mixed. i was so bz @ wrk and i dint notice its him comin to say HI to me..I gav him cold shoulders and i could see his disappointed face b4 he left..after awhile den i remember its him haha..oops my bad! i tot he was my norm daily liaise wif de ma..so i jus said come later la - i bz la..no time , DUN DISTURB ! Dun tink he will come bac soon cos he needed to sneak over ba!

I realised i on off took exam lve..work would be piling but no choice I needed my time to study oso ma..so i hav to ot when i bac to work dat dae..v hectic and stressed but NO ONE COVERED MY JOB! And some adhoc things - like changin toner cartridge, prob wif com , gg thru the invoices for my asst mgr and had to explain to him the stuffs..den he wanna sign for! Haiz..I reali wrap mountain wrap sea.. Phew..luckily for dis yr dept xmas cele, we would combine with other proj site office..so JEN can rest..yay!

Todae took lve to mit Trish for the final time b4 she fly to US dis sun..OMG..I needed to be @ Terminal 3 @ 5am..i would be v tired..but she is my bestie..if dun send her off..I nt gonna see her for 2 yrs..! So ya, i will emo and cry and hug her @ the airport.

Ha..todae morning went waxing - all off..damn painful man! Cos I nvr go for 1 mth plus - hair grew longer and pores more tight!( due to work and studies)..lucky the friendly therapist kept talkin to me if nt i would die thea =X

After dat, met Trish and HB @ Maxwell Mkt ..they craving for local food..Me and Trish had chix rice...well we tot as long as the stall gt lotsa awards and celebs pics shld be reali yummy..but we were wrong hurhur! The rice abit hard , nt so chewy and abit oily too. And weird..no soup to compliment with oso. We had rojak too =)

Me and Trish proceeded to our "amazing race" cos we only hav 5 hrs to spare..we went Ann Siang Hill thea to take pics - reali acted as tourists..walked all over to experience the "artistic aura". Can see some young kids shld be frm Lasalle or wad ba..sitting dwn @ a corner sketchin the buildings..*woot* =D
We managed to find the super nice pastry shop called Patisserie - too bad no seats so we had to da bao. I had the strawberry cognac and she had the choc one, both contained alcohol. We joked abt being alcoholics we wont be swooned by the cake and get tipsy. Oh ya..along some of the pubs holdin area could see many ang mohs sittin dwn to chat and and seemed so boozy..They gav us a feeling like they jus eat, drink and waste their life away everydae..gd life no nid work! While we were walkin past 1 ang mo, he seemed boozy and we were so scared he might jus hit on US or came towards to hug us or wad..

After getting the cakes, we were cracking our brains where to hav it, den happened to see a sitting area outside a restaurant. We tinking since its nt open for biz, no harm jus sit thea and rest our feet oso! In the midst of enjoying the quiet atmosphere ard us..suddenly a MAC delivery guy who seemed to lost his way asked me for directions. B4 I could ans him, the restaurant staff opened the door and directed dat delivery guy..heng ar..she dint confrnt us sittin outside their territory..prolly they nt open for biz yet ba somemore rainin oso..so we jus "thickskinned" and sat thea for rain to stop! Ha i made her pose a fake effect after blowing the cake cos I gt the candle but no lighter.. Thanks Trish for playing along haha! Glad u like the pressies I got U..I reali FELT IT (emo oso and happy) - ur LIVE reaction reading my LOVE LeTTER and card. All the best to U and happy belated bdae too =) Will upload pics later. Can see u almost wanna cry cos of we wan mei mei and keep our image outside! U reali sporting leh wear ur pressie in public esp ur fur coat when ongoing vehicles kept staring @ us mwahahhaha! Happy cookin with ur MELODY apron hee and 2 yrs later mus cook 1 meal for me leh =p Jia you pretty SIS!

Final stop : we rushing to the Toy Museum ..reached thea ard 6pm..(closed @ 630pm). Person in charge told us there were 5 floors to comb and xplore..we only leave 30 mins to do so and there was a private function gg on..so i added on - my gf nt comin bac le..she leavin on SUN and 2 yrs later. The uncle being so understanding made an exception for us - we were in thea takin pics ferociously - mus make gd use of the $12 entrance fee (20% off passion card - tks to Trish) and admiring the toys till 7pm while he bz showing a grp of ppl ard (they comin for the private function). We saw lotsa nostlgic era of our fav toys..ha i told her i mus die die take pics with my Hb - Popeye cos I am OLIVE ma - his wife! On the way in the cab to Museum, the malay cabbie tot we CHINA gals cos @ 1st i forgot the way thea and could nt direct him properly..den he lamented heng u all are local..he very scared to get CHINA tourists gg some places which they oso duno and 1 chix n duck communicating lo.

Mission to act as tourists @ Ann Siang : ACCOMPLISHED cos even the ang mohs oso lookin @ us takin pics though there were few ppl ahead of us takin pics but they reali TOURISTS la!

She left at 715pm to mit her frens, I met up Susan AT CITYHALL for a short dinner and went bac after dat. Mayb xmas coming..town reali flooding with ppl and i hated it! No mood to buy anything while we were doin a bit window shopping at Robinsons ..seein ppl shopping with their family and loved ones..i tinkin last yr xmas..my ex was doin shopping with me..haiz.. I dun miss him but missed dat moment only! I bot 2 sets of towels as gifts..supposedly non OCBC card shoppers only will hav up to 15%..duno y the cashier xdd gave me 20%. Me and Susan were shocked. His mgr came behind him to correct him in keyin in to the payment so we left hurriedly..Shhhh..Susan suan me say xdd bei wo dian dao le..haha! wadeva - discount more impt!

Duno y as exams nearing.. I gettin more shag, more tired, more sleepy le..dat dae met wif Lixian (my BA classmate) @ Bishan to study for 5hrs...reali focus like mad..nvr walk ard, sms , keep eating or lookin here and thea. I guess study buddy very impt indeed!

Wish me luck for Sat Accs paper..1 of my weak subj. Haiz, very worried lor! I simply love my new hair..realised more xdds checkin me out..and ya i hav los weight in quite a drastic way..lucky my tubes nt dropping or wad..and scared my breast will shrink..would it b this way? Well being a 200% vainpot, still mus keep myself mei mei and hiao..cannot look CUI as me and Trish agreed. Even emo oso mus nt look shrivelled and haggard hurhur~


I TINK I REALI NEED TIME TO GET OVER HIM2. His encounter with me is frm dun like him to slowly accept him and to NW> So it reali been thru the diff stages of feelings..its nt we started as frens or close colleagues lor..so after accepting him..the feelin more attached and strong and I hate it! Cos when I like someone be it gt outcome or wad..I will persist to quite sometime unless dat person reali did somethin to make me giv up on him..see me & my ex - 8yrs+ ..Duno dis trait in me is gd or wad..relieved part of me - i will always do self relfection when things happened in a rs even wif him2 time..But i analyzed too much.. wanna be wif the person..I can tink v long, wanna stop the liking oso takes long time..haiz..

JEN EXAM 1ST - EMO LATER LA! U CAN DO IT DE! HAV TO OK!!!!

recently will get hungry late nite..I gt eat dinner leh! and reali can hear tummy growling leh! =___=++

Ps : feli sent me private fb msg and sms to Serene and me to apologise for defaming us on her fb shoutout, we nt so petty and cant b bothered..of cos bu shuang seein her frens bac her up w/o nein wad happened. After Serene so-called confrnted Feli on msn..she felt so guilty and she promised would giv us time to tink over our frenship..so kiddy and childish leh! Duh..she still tink its becos she married liao and we dun jio her out anymore and left her out totally in our "SISTA clan" *scratch head*

Serene Sis - get well soon..mus b so lovesick den fall sick bac in Sidney le..promised U our taiwan trip , hope dun clash wif my exam timetable ba..*cross fingers*..I will try make effort go Sidney holi oso! Anyway i shopped v little nw oso..shld be able to le!

Sorry if gt typo..tired to edit *yawnz*