Todae on MC.. went see doc..hav been coughing lately for 2 weeks. cant sleep well , head spinning everydae..part of hindering my work too. Who will expect on my way in the MRT to class, i almost fainted..due to peak hrs very crowded and everyone was "robbin" air frm me..i kept coughing in the train. I cannot tahan.. suddenly perspired in cold sweat and felt giddy...could nt even stand properly..knees going weak too, gasping for breath. I dint noe a cough can lead to so much complications le.

When the train stopped @ YCk, i chiong my way out and took a rest at the bench.. my face cfm was as pale as sheet.. i kept breathe in and out and took out a sweet. I wiped off my sweat and stood thea in blank. After dat thanks to Shanna talking to me over the phone to make sure i ok..i slowly made my way to the taxi stand and took cab hm.. haiz.

I suddenly felt very helpless.. duno who to call. Last time if such things happen i will immediately call/sms him1 - my ex. Mayb too xingku, i teared abit.. haiz. *emo* But of cos i noe i hav my close frens..so i sms them. I am reali touched..all replied and asked me abt my condition and i realised lucky i still hav them if nt i reali felt like dying. Doc gave me antibiotics, cough syrup and somethin to cough my phelgm out.. Since new yr i hav been sick..its nt a gd start for me lo..i reali hope can recover well.. i wana take care of myself but nw my body is singing opp tunes. =(

I am reali sick of my coughing nw.. arghhhhhhhhhh

Oh ya yest him2 texted me over somethin.. 1st time i received 23 sms frm him a dae..i felt kinda bewildered and puzzled by his action and reply..well i guess 10mths very fast will pass by. I will jus focus on my work and studies =D I will nt jump into "complications" liking still mus complement with rationale. But i am happy to be liked @ dis pt. Nvr expected things would turn out this way..

Yeah..50 more daes Serene sis coming bac ..looking fwd..thanks sis for callin me and chatted wif me for so long. Hope u can find a new job soon. I noe Sidney recession reali bad..goto hang in thea.. *hugs hugs*

Ok..i will take med and rest well.. todae i sms boss i gg see doc..he sms me say sat dun wan see my face appear in office.. he oredi noe my pattern.. when i bac frm mc will sure go bac work and even OT. But i wont le.. i will reali rest well..mayb these 2 weeks i will jus come hm straight.. reali mus rest and zzz well.

Ya Wed went to watch Bride Wars @ CINE wif Trish. Luckily i made it in time.. yup this show is strongly recommended to watch with ur gfs..hmm esp the ending part where 2 best girlies patched bac after a big quarrel over their weddin.. i teared abit.. We had late dinner @ HK cafe and chatted awhile and shared cab hm. Will buy the dvd to keep when its out =D

PS : i wana praise myself for improving alot on writin mins.. will jia you cos Boss nvr calls me in his rm and say my mins nt strong to suppt lo.. He will jus vet thru and send to my director for final approval =)