Cny eve i was terribly sick..outta nowhere gt fever and sorethroat. But still went ahead to eat reunion dinner wif dad's side relatives and nope this yr i dint go bai nian for 4 daes..the 5th dae met LX and Heuer for proj discussion but decided take a brk o me n LX watched Percy Jackson & lightning thief..sorta Harry Porter pattern, nt too bad la..gt action and quite funny oso. @ least temp helped us to relieve stress. B4 dat we shared dessert @ Bakerzin NP. Heuer nt in time to join us and nxt dae I acc her watch again lo...Its very hard to accomodate every1 timing and plan..talking abt my 3 projs..reali no time left 1 wk to do all 3..after dat followed closely are 3 exams..seriously i hope i can jus study full time but noein i hav to face the reality! =( Super bad mood at work oso..dun wish tok to any1..gt 1 finance auntie jus took over and asked me many things, check invoice for her etc..called suppliers to ask hav we paid them..seriously i oso duno is it my jobscope..so I jus call and end all "chasin soul" calls frm the auntie =( Heuer very sensitive to my feeling i shld say : I was eating and not able to call her so I asked LX to use my hp to call..uopn hearing her voice and nt mine..H lamented where is jie ..y she nvr call me? Den sounded so worried tot she cant mit us in time and I am angry! Den told LX to ask me to call her after dat...So ya later i called bac and told her off Y she treate LX lidat..H jokingly said no la jus scaring her ma =.= Den she still nt done after 10pm so I said we gg hm liao..and sms her say no nid rush over and though he agreed to mit us after our show. @ 1st we wann go Bishan watch den we accomodated to him cos he needa bai nian after dat..bt den.. her parents had planned it earlier! So she tot I was angry I jus sms her- aiya cant mit den dun try to squeeze time out for us and ended we needa wait longer..and i told her to sms LX to apologise lo..for me is ok cos nearby ma...LX stays in Braddell ma.
Den when i reached hm nt long, H sms me said comin to pick us for supper but both me an LX oredi hm and she dun wish come out le. So i told her mit nxt dae la..no pt cos nxt dae i needa work too! She so funny lo..sms me she on the way come find me le cos i made her feel bad..while i was msn wif LX, she told me she gt a hunch H would come find me as she is always sensitive to my feelings. And ya so she came , called me said she oredi dwnstairs so i went dwn..she wanna eat chomp pang nasi lemak but closed le..so well..we went Khatib MAC thruout and she da bao MAC and eat in the car under my blk..we talked for awhile and she kept apologising to me! =.=
Recently at nite felt breathless when wanna zzz..the INDON haze is bac..every morn i wake up feelin so giddy..and down lotsa water in office and dun dare anyhw eat.. ya i even brot my vitamin b to eat to ease my stress..
I seriously no idea hw am i or hw are we gg to finish our projs on time when they expect us do a gd job etc...where gt time lo.
I am feeling terribly dwn..long time nvr felt so LOW again..haiz!
Nw jus hope to clear my work, go hm on time do proj or go for class, proj etc..others i am nt keen le.
As for Heuer mei mei..we progress quite fast as in reali she treated me like sis...very attentive to my needs until sometimes i tink its quite over le! Lucky she gt gf le - she wanna intro us..i dare to let her come close to me..she v cute la..yest we had dinner togther and i took cab go pick her up and she bot a can of green tea ..drank few sips den say for me..but den ask me do i mind sharing with her? I was like huh..jus drank frm the can lo! =S We are v close sibs nw =D Certain things she said to me i hear le reali touched frm a jie jie pt of view! This BRO reali treats me so well and protect me..like in train gt ppl near me, she will try ask me stand near her side etc..she wanna mit me yest jus to confide in me! I am v shocked I am again the only one who knew her 101 probs..i oso wonder y..she feels safe to tell me everything, I only sat thea and listen and mostly let her do the talking lol..ya dearies..dun worry i will still be sensititve when with her alone! And she is oredi so grateful to me reali wanna hug me but cos her hse dwnstairs so she patted me on my shoulder! We sat thea and talked like 2hrs ++ and i guess that session made her closer to me once!
Nt much things to update except class, proj, exam and work..this is my sickening life nw! And i seriously no hopes for my POA paper to pass..reckon i hav to re-mod le..but at least let me finish my other mods fen register...duno can anot. LX said i tink too much...Paige ask me hw i manage to look so fresh w/o dark circles if i tong till 3am everydae.. i replied.. jie jie you lian guo =S
*period* gonna zzz nw! Very tired..dun wanna tink so much but i am reali blessed to hav caring classmates like LX and Heuer.. encouraging each other along this ardous path!
I reali dare nt foresee dis 2 yrs wad i will become of! Emo oso lidat..hav to bite thru and do it! Deadlines are so tight! 1 wk only!!
Missed Tiff and Ah Na , Susan and Nikki alot..mus find time mit them le.. =X
Oh met cz @ admir mac last wk after my proj discussion den nxt dae concuss..nw i reali wan bu mian if nt working! I needed dat most..and slowly I noe i may still b missing him2 but I am so occupied to reali divert my focus so it may a gd thing afterall.
I reali hope I can survive! Attached are few pics for dessert , LX and Me.
