Weeks jus passed like that..i am still me...despite the emo period...There is a saying - to rely on urself is better den rely on someone..be it loved one, frens....Cos not everyone can reali be there for you 24/7. This is one of the hardest ordeal i hav to cope all by myself..(I resort to chantin to seek peace in me) Lotsa struggles, decision-making and confusions...i am nt desperate for an answer but afraid to take risks..Pls bear wif it...this entry is going to be long again mwahahhaha =p
Anyway.. the point is i have managed to calm myself down..mayb i hav super long weekend and enjoyed myself =) I managed to tink things thru, words of wisdom - dun tink so much..its good to be sensitive but dun overdo it...Thanks Serene sis..you so busy and yet weekdaes always will sms me to chat online even for a while..I know you are worried..thanks for your time..so sorry to bother you..but when u emo..really hard to control ur mood and emotions ba! Always gd @ counsel ppl but nt myself..this is a fact we all can't deny.
Actually wanted to stop blogging for some time but looking bac what had happened to mi, one of the 3 bad obstacles i hav managed to tide over, i believe i can do it this time..Those who duno me well see any pics or read my blog will wonder how come i dun look as bad as i wrote...?! Argh,,
ok fast fast chop chop..avoid bein lorso...
Starting frm last week ba...b4 dat all emo nothing to write and fruitless weekend as usual =(
Ok..hmm dear started to make some effort ba...
Sat - accompanied me eat MAC breakfast cos he knew we long time nvr wake up so early to hav tian mi mi breakfast...den we went AMK hub to watch Fantastic 4..nt a bad show...Chris Evan is so charming lo.. Jessica Alba is so cute & hot le..drools..The new Cathay is quite spacious and reali starts screening punctually =) Well..walked ard AMK hub and saw Bryan Wong, Michelle Chia & Edmund Chen..they are filming for a new variety show...Michelle looks really pretty in person..hmm she had thick make up..I tot she is quite tall but still shorter den me hee...She smiled at me..Lotsa ppl wan take pics with her and Bryan but the asst jus escorted them away..But Edmund Chen stayed bac to take pics wif the kids...
Sun ~ nua @ his hse =(
Last fri - after Open office cse (damn borin lol)...met dear, chaplin and Kristin for steamboat..after dat went AMK hub to watch Transformers..damn funny and nice show =) Dun mind watch again...will buy dvd when its out...but in cartoon the mechatron is a gun..in movie he is a plane..diong~Abit very SAF le..got all US forces le...but i still enjoyed the movie..after dat went S11 for prata and headed to dear's hm. ~Tired~
Sun - acc dear's sis & bf to buy N95..really ex lor..$1110 w/o contract..nice hp le..played wif it..really satisfied le.Had jap food for lunch..so filling! Den went Defu Lane to see some furniture...empty handed lor den decided to go Holland V to chill out...Went bac SETTLERS Cafe and stayed till 10 plus.. Cos i missed Strawberry Shortcake..they all grant my wish - went to Coffee club to hav some cakes hee...reali can feel dear changing ba..hope nt time bein lo....Jia you ba~ I really feel so gd..though quite tired frm north to east..time bein forget my worries & sadness.. Dessert really heals my soul lol..Somemore frm last thu -fri i no nid go bac work.. =) Super long weekend le + can avoid seein some faces..Sun stayed over dear's hse and watched korean drama till 1 am... *yawnz*
Mon - on Time Mgt cse..again borin n dry mwahhahaha..heng its only 1 day @ SPRING..no nid work again le...hurhur~ Shiok! Had MAC breakfast - My fav hotcakes..Evening met up Justin for dinner @ Raffles MKtplace..thanks! =) He treated me to Soup Kitchen...haiz..ah boy ar..always so packed wif appts..gav me 2 hrs only...after dat rushing to Marina Sq for his part 2. haiz..hope nxt mtg i can hav whole slot hor..we chatted awhile and update each other lives...so tired i took a cab hm...Wad a fruitful week ^_^ Long time nvr feel so happy..tink i will be on my feet again soon..
Sian...so many daes nvr go office..be prepared to face work again..hope nothin bad happens when i nt ard...*cross* fingers =(