Last fri went to class wif Feli den went to mit up wif Justin to go Ah Na's hse for supper and chilled out. 1st time after so long after sch daes..we can do this togther again.. This time round he dint put plane cos his airport @ Pasir Ris mwahahhaa.. he went to a cell group nearby so he cfm on this late nite gathering =D Thanks to feli hubby sent me to Aljunied MRT , frm thea i took a train to meet up wif him! Ah Na drove us to Changi V to buy supper and proceeded to her hse. Had a mini movie marathon. Justin was engrossed in the shows.. Me and Ah Na had our gals talk..her hubby KO ard 1 plus i tink.. BB Tiff was the earliest to be in Lala land =D And hor i oso dun believe myself.. i kept on talking non stop w/o drinking anything thruout for 5 hrs non stop. Wana hav beer session but scared nxt dae too tired. I was yakking happily away to AH Na abt him1, him2 and other stuffs. Sorry ar..AH Na..mayb too long nvr ton the nite out somemore wif U den reali too engrossed.. Justin finished watching 2 movies and i was still ti ti ta ta away~ Finally ard 6am..3 of us KO. Mwahhahaha.. i was the last to zzz and sudden hear the quietness ard me..kinda felt tired and dozed off. Nxt Dae woke up..Ah Na's lao gong bot us bfast hee.. Wan ton mee.. reali hope more of such get togther can come often lo..dun mind go all e way to Pasir Ris la..though its impromptu..always wan mit but hard le..every1 so bz esp Justin's schedule!

Last min decided wan go JB again..she wanted to replenish groceries and BB Tiff's milk powder and stuffs (reali lotsa cheaper in thea) Justin dint noe abt the plan den he went ahead to mit his frens liao.. Haiz. Nxt time ba. Last min Ah Na's hubby alighted @ Marsiling cos got activated for work.. Ah Na so upset lor.. Hugz. But after awhile.. they made peace la. Me, her and BB Tiff went in JB ourselves! She brot me to TESCO the new JB shopping mall nxt to JUSCO. These 2 are the biggest shopping arenas thea.. can see lotsa SG cars coming in to shop. Prices still ok la..nt a big diff as compared to SG de. I bot 1 pair of flats @ Holi Plaza quite cheap le.. $17.90 in SGD. Had dinner @ this Sushi DON restaurant concept like SAKE Sushi in SG..overall of cos cheaper la..quality of the food varies though if u are reali very particular abt sushi. Ok la i am oredi used to be the bao mu and overall oso njoyed myself (despite bad weather) .. BB Tiff used to me nw le yeah! Getting more clever, dong shi and cute nw..the way she speaks and behaves reali let me see the innocence in a sweet child like her! Looking fwd to more JB gai gai wif her and family =D
But i realised driving in Msia reali mus be careful, very accident prone..got 1 point i was shocked cos nearly caused an accident.. 1 stupid car suddenly jus dashed out lidat..luckily Ah Na skillful but i almost hit my head against the front seat head rest.. and heng BB Tiff was "secured" in her BB seat! No worries Ah Na i still dare go in wif u la hurhur! Thanks for jio-in me nw and then.. though its reali last min..mayb i shld jus put my passport in my bag starting todae hahaha.

Boss had a mtg wif all of us last fri and informed he would not be stationed in office for 1 mth..i knew new proj starting and i gonna be bz.. jus hope i still can manage.. Frm the way he described to us.. mayb shld reali thankful dat busy nw is a gd sign @ this point and i hav to put in my best @ work. I shld lessen his load ..i mus let him worry less abt our dept and troubled him less if possible! This yr going to be hectic for my dept.. take care peeps!

I reali totali agree wif wad AH Na and i shared in her car abt him1/ him2. Him1 is reali patient with me for dat 4yrs and ok la.. i used to be xingfu xiao nu ren dat time - gd enugh liao!
i dun wish shoulder "dat aspect" of blame but jus cant help it la..its a stupid tinking but i hav to stick to my principles! Haha..mayb only Ah Na noes wad i talking here.. Shhhhh. Ha oso reali duno y i chose him1 over my other suitors last time (i reali so plain looking hurhur~) I remember got 1 eurasian guy THEO (his name very long to pronounce) cycled all the way frm his Hse Novena jus to see me..(i looked dwn frm my window and he kept wavin at me and we talked on the phone..sounds so drama and stupid rite) He oso nvr ask me to go dwn and mit him leh.. cute rite? GOng gong de. He is reali a block head dat time and dun get my attn.. he is a rich kid le.. got height somemore.. mayb if i chose him..i am a tai tai nw.. haiz.. Justin oso lost contact wif him if nt nw mayb i go chase him bac? hahaha. Mayb nt fated ba.. hahaha.. got 1 time me n him1 was crossing the road behind Suntec - the bridge that can walk and link to Bugis.. i saw THEO on his mountain bike again..ya u mus be tinking lidat in the nite can oso bumped into him. He gav me his no and asked me to keep contact. I remember him1 face very black though its dark dat time! Nxt dae i went to perm my hair den he happened to sms me.. him1 initially nt very happy lol..den i jus replied ya happy to bump into him den duno is too happy to sms him or wad (as a fren la).. i dint save his no and jus deleted his sms away ..frm thea lost contact till nw~ wonder he gt facebk ma..ya i did try searching but cant find le. I was so worked up but him1 kept saying no fate and asked me y i behaved so ji dong! Hope gt fate can bump into him again..this time i will save his no le..

As for him2.. mayb he found the attn i can giv him nw and he behaved lidat towards me.. kinda weird to send me pics and overall obsessed wif his doings.. as long i can move on w/o bein emo often ..i guess jus be happy can liao! I told AH NA i nvr expected him2 to reali like me despite his flirtatious looks..he reali cherished his time wif me le though its WRONG de.. AH Na asked me dun look dwn on my charm cos she reali can see a big change in me be it looks or tinking.. she felt happy for me nw cos she oso knew i only like him2 nw. Jus dun wish to see me get hurt dats all. I told her i be careful! Hugz, tks sis. Reali happy to be close bac wif u once again.

BB Tiff reali growin up each time i see her.. more and more cute and noe hw to bond wif me well =D Going to attend her mini bdae cele this wk. Waiting for AH Na to cfm! Got to admit i reali mus work harder to be her bao mu nw..her pace gettin fast and i reali njoyed spending time with her though she may throw tantrums which i cannot tahan. But she is a kid ma ^_____^

Ha happy reading.. i typed till fingers aching man =(

GOnna zzz nw le. Long time no updates sure super long ma. So far i am less emo and put more heart to mit Ah Na and besties more..impromptu is fine with me unless i am reali tired or got somethin on. If nt i am reali gg to be ZHai Nu =D So u wont reali get to see i will load lotsa pics for nw.

Its going to be brand new phase for AH JEN.. stay tuned.. wana be more mei mei, live life to the fullest, less emo and hopes reali can find an eligible guy to reali care for him! Nt easy but i am tryin la..6mths over dat painful period.. shld be able to continue frm thea.. Hee I am a Bachelorette le aka BA in Biz Mgt mwahhahaha *lame*

Been ages no updates ..well cos i dun wan be the sole person who takes on the burden to pay internet bills whereas my 2 young sibs shld help too haiz. We agreed on forking out per mth individually and though i used the least .. i am a wei da jie jie wad to do, will top up the rest out of 9times =( Mayb shld reali save up get a simple lappie ba.. if nt its reali nt fair lor ! But i jus angry in my heart only.. i am their da jie ma.. fighting over to use com is common among all sibs but i guess i am the lugi one here!

Calculated here and thea.. i still hav to pay my sch fess for another 3 yrs - ard $400 per mth.. lucky i got promoted @ dis crucial period..got pay increment but nw only wont get to eat grass so soon but reali mus save up. Last time b4 mid mth ..oredi very broke and tried so hard to scrimp and save..mayb jus gg out to eat alone can cost half my wallet.. i guess nw be more zhai @ hm is the best way to save $$$. Somemore recession reali bad lor. Nw u wont reali catch me @ shopping malls..mayb reali jus hang out wif frens once in awhile or any cele den will step out of my hse. Wadeva stuffs i reali fancy mus reali put aside 1st.. since sep gg to graduate..hopefully can get another promotion fast!

2 weeks bac de sat met up with Kris and Chaplin, the jie meis and bros for their weddin complimentary buffet dinner @ M hotel. (See pics) Most of the bros were thea but jie meis only me and Adelene (in the pic) were present! Had a hearty free dinner and strolled to Boat Quay TCC after dat. They got these retro sofas and chairs which cost $5000...reali antique price.. it looks norm to me though of cos i oso took the chance to sit on it.
Jus sat dwn and chatted here and thea.. the bros all dun believe i am SINGLE nw until Chaplin told me to move on ba...6mths liao since the breakup.. he blurted out dat him1 had left navy and going to Vietnam for few mths to find his gf. When i heard dat..i was like ..... well nt sad or wad..jus wondered wad would be his plans...well its his life le..i wont bother. I asked Chaplin to update me more but Kris kept exchanging stares wif him and told him wana zzz in living rm ar.. Kris told me wad is over is over.. no nid noe anything la. I nodded in approval! Him1 asked them nt to update me abt his life so be it ba. Wish him luck!

The bros were very sweet , kept saying jokes how they met the couple (all of them were poly mates) and frm thea diverted my attn. They asked me to send in my finding bf resume and they will help wif it. All of them are either gettin married soon or attached happily. *envious* Chaplin mentioned abit abt him1 and my rs..the bros all chorused wif 1 word - admirable!
All of them shook their heads after hearing hw i spent my life wif him1 in the past.

Him2 is reali so weird nowadaes, he offered to be my on-off driver be it i am going hm /class/ or meetin frens in town. He said if he can make it he would surely do it! Ok la got 1 free driver nw =p

2 daes in a row fetched me hurhur ..can see he was reali happy doing this and duno y we blushed when seein each other.. mwahahahaa.
1st time he offered to fetch me after work and he sms-ed me he going town for his fighting class so i agreed. Waited till 7pm for him cos i meetin Trish for dinner @ 730pm in town. He came and kept talking non stop in the car abt his work, his class, movie etc.. i noe he oso gan cheong scared we would be very silent... i was oso stoned and my mind cannot function properly..wad i wana asked him or tell him totali came bac different frm my mouth. Is this "xiao lu luan zhuang" ma ? mwahhahaha. And he dared not look @ me and jus concentrated on his steering wheel. Outta sudden he asked me yish MRT stn can ma.. i was like - huh tot he sending me to town ? Den i asked him isnt he going for his class..he complained to me dat he needed to go bac to his site cos 3 daes later there would be an event and he needed to supervise at the heaviest hours! No wonder thruout the short lift..he drove very slow lor. Den i replied ok can thanks and no nid take the trouble to do this again if reali nt convenient. Den suddenly he turned and looked @ me in a serious way and said : nah yish too near liao i dropped u @ khatib ba cos i felt like drinking some lime juice. I was like huh ok lo.. and jokingly said if still too near den jus send me to town ba..he said he scared traffic jam and he nt in time to rush bac. I was like huh joking la!
B4 i got dwn..he asked for a farewell hug..den due to constraint movement in the car..he dint reali manage to reali lean over and hugged me cos i was sittin thea stoned and dint reciprocate bac =.=
When i was waiting for train, saw his sms asking me where am i , got seat ma etc.. suddenly felt very sweet of him to do dat but i am nt used lo. He told me he dint realise after 2 mths seein me again he would miss me dat much, whether i wana believe him its up to me..well i nvr reply jus say happy to see him2. In my heart felt happy but dun wish let him noe. Be it its real or fake..this is temp bliss ba =D

Awhile later..he called me and we chatted frm khatib to Bis.. he asked me y am i so stoned in the car and dun seem to bother abt him and asked me is it i dun like him anymore or wad did he do wrong? He apologised for nt able to send me but i said its reali ok! I told him mayb too long nvr see him , i oso duno hw my reaction shld be ba! He said he kept on talking cos he reali scared i would ignore him on the way!
Nxt dae i am gg hm after work , him2 sms-ed again say would send me bac but asked me to acc him to other yard for work and he will send me bac..den afterwhile he told me can only send me to CCK cos he might be occupied at the yard thea. I told him its ok i can go hm myself. Ard 5 plus he sms-ed me say he nid nt go other yard and can send me hm asked me to wait for him.. I stayed bac to clear my work till 6pm den i called him..he still tied up ..i told him i can go hm myself but he insisted he coming le.. i called again at 6plus and he told me he still @ work and asked me can wait awhile more..he be sneakin out to send me hm.. den i told him no nid and i went hm myself. So tired and dozed off my bed.. ya i felt angry cos asked me wait so long and cannot cfm the timing. I noe his concern was to see me and to send me. My concern was worried he needed to rush here and thea.. ard 9pm he sms-ed me and said sorry and told me he still @ work and he knew he was in the wrong. I told him dat was jus diff opinion view and nt quarrel in sms..he said he reali worried i angry and dun wish see him anymore! Well ..everything was wrong when he said all dis.. but i am alarmed dat i could hav such impact on him! Its nt a fling or jus plainly sms. Nxt dae he dint sms say wana fetch me.. he jus told me he was oredi outside my gate and he tot i heading for class so happy said can see me longer le. But i told him i havin a bad headache and wished go hm rest. He sent me hm wif some disappointment on his face. He told me coming 2 weeks mayb cannot send me but he would try cos he would be bz working.. i said he is nt obliged to send me anywhere la and reali appreciated his effort. He told me he reali like the feeling to fetch me and see me in person! ^_____^ On sat supposedly meeting Kris for the buffet..him2 sms-ed me said he would be fetching me to mit her but last min he was stuck wif a problematic foreman and he needs to settle the issue. He asked me to wait for him cos it would be a fast 1..i told him to concentrate on his work ..i can go myself ..called and chatted awhile b4 his foreman came to see him..he felt so pek chek.. den when he on the way bac..he called me asked me where am i ..i said train le..though its still early for the dinner..Kris and I decided to mit up 1st. He told me he needa go hm bathe and tot comin to fetch me since he oredi knew where i live pengz. Ok la.. overall i am blessed wif this temp bliss ba..he wana fetch me den let him be ba.. as for meetin up for drinks or wad..dat 1 reali very hard le. I hav to admit i oso like the feelin bein with him in the car even w/o saying anything. Mayb he scared i would feel annoyed by his ti ti ta ta.. he jus focused askin abt my work and hw i am gg to spend my weekend and asked me to rest well!

Had a mini bdae cele wif Feli cos Serene sis nt bac yet! Glad she njoyed her cele @ TAOs restaurant @ Selegie.. mayb the waiter bei wo dian dao..he kept coming to our table (most of the working staff will chat wif customers to get feedbac..gd strategy) =D I got lotsa complimentary ice cream, drinks and he even secretly da bao 1 drink for me hee hee =D He can walk 1 big round to serve other table when he is jus steps away.. well well..i dint noe i got such charm hurhur..
1st time went to the Toy Museum wif Feli ..nothin fantastic leh.. dinner ok only.. well jus wana to unwind ourselves cos last lesson of last mod liao..super stressed~

ok la..shld be contented for nw le.. well i noe him2 oredi starts to put more attn on me but due to work and.. well.. i hav nothin to complain la! Just njoyed this duan zhan de process.