I heart this angle hee ..mei mei ma ? hee

last min b4 gg hm take de.. the gal who took 4us cnt focus in the dark & we nt ready yet.. haiz , my mouth so big la!

bad angle but no choice.. very few ppl noe hw to reali take pic..

Todae is the 5th dae of CNY..so fast le.. and i realise i reali dint step outta my hse bai nian except chu er..went Semb dats all.. reali cannot feel the mood @ all.

Thanks to cz who called me.. we had a long chat till late nite ..thanks for ur concern..u reali can sense i nt happy wor cos of so many things, nt jus fan abt rs.. hurhur~ ya mayb due to bad weather and i on off binge on the new yr goodies.. my sorethroat & cough is still "torturing" me. But i still "hoot" lotsa water. Ya new yr supposedly throw everything behind and starts afresh.. i reali try but i nt emo this time.. i jus feel sian and lethargic. Besides the weddin dinner last nite..Xingfu de couple who dated 9yrs and so lovin till nw..reali happy 4her. Suddenly got an urge wonder when is my turn hurhur~ I tink my appetite stopped. Thanks Shihui (the lady in black tube in the pic) and bf Wilfred for giving me a lift hm..they are the nxt to get married soon.. Ya even Manfred nagged @ me nw..say i may suffer gastric nw.. I oso duno why i so fan over dis and dat lo.. worry for fren.. tsk tsk when i know he jus needs me to standby..so i tell myself i wont be obligated to do so much beyond my care anymore. If no function or wad..i reali dun hav the mood to reali doll up myself.. but recently reali fell in love wif dresses..duno wear to where.. 1 yr hardly hav any big event.. Ha Manfred and i so telepathy i online he online w/o i telling him..thanks for chattin wif me fren ! He reali hope i dun keep harbouring the tot - as long as my frens/ loved ones xingfu i am contented.. those dat i keep worrying and qian gua de ..time to put dwn my emotional baggage le. I WILL TRY !!!!! Give me time.

Last nite went to attend 1 of my gf wedding.. quite a grand 1 @ holidae Inn atrium.. u be shocked to hear this..i brot along cammie but but.. i dint take any pic until i self took one in office.. reali nt ME lo.. ya i hav to agree i really dressed up to the nines but simply no mood take pic. So tough luck ar..even the bride and groom pic i nvr take , dun mention food.. wad happen to Ah Jen who always like to camwhore? well well.. reali dun hav the mood la.. Haiz. Hope Serene sis can find a new job soon..reali nt easy..Sidney recession reali jia lat. Hugs.. Sis i sure u can overcome this hurdle.. i be wif U.

Jus nw suddenly got a tot wan to see my old pics..happened to go thru some foto albums got me and him1.. i reali look so plain jane but the smile me and him put on were so xingfu de.. haiz. And i realised i still hav lotsa things i havent throw le. Todae jus nua @ hm and watched the dvds i borrowed frm ah na.. havin my own space and time is reali precious~As long as i am hm nw..i dun even wana go out for dinner.. rely on my parents to da bao 4me.. sorry folks~ they can tell i gt no appetite so bot 1 popiah for me.. *touched*

But 1 thing so happy..i borrowed frm ah na de dvds got my 2 most loved actor - Louis Koo and Nic Tse. Reali heart them esp Nic.. frm he jus joined the entertainment circle..i suppted him till nw..be it wad happen to them or they aged.. =D I am still their silly fan hurhur~

Nw channel 8 every sat i get to see Nic again..abt hw he go to Cambodia to help out the needy and experience life documentary... he is so handsome and charming..reali feel so heart pain for the kids thea, fending for themselves. Ha if possible i reali wana be Mrs Chou , Mrs Xie , Mrs Koo..aiya i mean my future hubby surnames.. mwahahahaa. Hearing abt Nic's life story reali adore and xin teng him nw..nt everyone born frm a silver spoon is a happy kid and hav a gd life~ Poor Nic.. tsk tsk.. reali hope his Bb Lucas Tse Zheng Xuan will grow up and be filial to him.. ok la i dun reali like Cecilia ..but its his wife and the woman he loved.. i hav to respect dat oso =D

Nw reali can be more zhai nu le.. but i tell myself if i reali were to go out, i cfm will doll up mei mei.. cos wana feel happier.. weekends TV shows esp at nite nt bad..but noon till evening mus prepare some dvds if nt reali suck thumb liao.. hurhur~ Read abt 09 forecast , nt very good..but i am nt gg to read to much..wad will come will jus come..cant run away! Jus got to recover fast and work harder @ work! *bonus* awaiting ~~~ For him2..a little bit means alot to me le..as long as once in a while sms me/ call me/ pop by i wont ask for more. He again msn me this noon but very fast offline.. *ming bai*

Reali shi mian again..ah na says sick mus rest more, no excuses.. Yes mummy.. i will rest more and love myself more..if i dun dote on myself.. who will nw? New yr ending in a wks time..so well jus hope everything goes on smoothly for my dearies =D