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studies :


So blessed to hav LX mei mei as my mentor..always so patient to giv me extra tuition nearin exam periods.. form study grps @ her hse and PK dear will send me hm after dat or bring me go eat supper to relieve my stress! Heuer Di Di - i decide to call her dat.. i can cfm say she is and wont like me le..she is so happily n xingfu with her DD nw.. both of us felt so happy for each other.. the rest of the classmates like Amery, Sis Pauline , Huili , Huiyi , MengHan, Shihui , Abraham.. i wont forget u all de...i noe even u all continue to degree prog..we wont be classmates anymore..so i gotta know new study mates le..but of cos LX and H didi so close to me nw.. after we brave thru so much study daes togther.. thanks guys for acc me thruout this study journey..and LX reali motivated me well! Gd luck in findin job and oso study further ya! I will miss U all =) My degree cse will start nxt yr Jan onwards.. dis fw mths i wanna recharge myself and spent more time wif him.. prep to look ard for BTO flats..ROM etc..shiftin office oso..! I am too stressed out dat few mths .and boss let me take last min lve to study etc.. but dis time 2 wks prep exam i only take 3daes lidat.. cos i still wan secure my job!


Darlings:


Drivin up to Malacca wif Justin and Mama, Ah Na's kampung members of cos gt DEAR oso..2 cars gg up and hope everythin goes on smoothly.. gg JB this sat to svc our car and nxt sat we are ready to set off frm 7-9aug!


Cele Tiff's 3rd yr bdae and attended BB Victoria - Ah Na's 2nd princess babyshower =) , oso gt a surprise bdae cake and took a happy pics wif my darlings and my little princesses , Victoria , Tiff and Nikki and with HIM ard!
Had a dinner gatherin after my TW trip @ East Coast food ctr.. of cos gt him too!


Dint reali get to msn Serene..she oso bz with her life but we still as close... I am glad still able spend so time when she bac in sg early yr but JUN cos i havin exams hardly mit up.. only 1 dinner, oso a fast one with YL and CR...waitin to attend her weddin banquet in Nov...b4 dat is EL de - OCt 7. Dat time he bac we oso dint catch up alot...he came bac to see to his weddin prep...jus hav a drinking session wif the usual grp..he is nw a regional director.. ppl luck do change.. i jus hope me n PK de faster change oso...happy for EL his career gt to the peak, of cos more stress and tired..he happy i got PK dote on me so much..they are like buddies nw..and gotta admit they look alike in some ways..i rarely contact EL online due to his work..but no matter hw..when he bac he sure will call me.. distance nvr brk us apart..but when he tap PK shoulder ask him nt to bully me cos i am his fav..i hear le abit weird.. and their expression oso awkward..PK told me dun worry he wont let EL hav the chance to box him.. plus PAUL and JASON as witnesses ahahhaha. EL so gun cheong he touched dwn and wan mit PK le..=S..


Got few times me n dear quaralled over his jealousy towards EL all of a sudden.. but i assured him..i nvr tell him EL like me b4.. but he can sense somethin..he says EL behave too norm when wif me. My dear and me reali hav gd chem and telepathy..sometimes we oredi wad we gonna say nxt or react...=S He taught me prawning and fishing oso.. but i nt keen to fish ..dun mind sit thea patiently with him for 3hrs..prawning i am quite a pro le..hahaha..after his numerous naggings and scoldings.


Had a short fused talk wif Trish ..she gt her own opinions,,prob dat dae when we talked..i nt havin a gd dae,,neither is she ..so ya some words very harsh but well ..i noe she luv me as a sis but i am oso nt young ..i can see black n white.. ya previous episodes i read bac abt him2 i reali feel like i am a fool..and i gotta thank my darlings for entertaining me and givin me "advice" for the no outcome rs i havin and cos dun wan see me upset further or wad..they still side me..and until the dae i will realise hw stupid n naive i was.. i learnt frm reali such painful encounter for the 1 yr plus! *tears flowin* Pk dar jus called.. i cant say anythin i am bloggin nw.. he pek chek cos his strong sens i am nt happy is reali scary! I try end the call and stop my tears frm flowin! He oredi gt own probs yet more worried for me! I hate this..when can i stop gg thru all dis?! Trish is bac in SG seein fb pics..though she claimed she nt angry with me at all..the closeness is nt the same anymore.. given last time she sure call me and ask me out...nw well.. let it be...i reali duno wad i can do further..hope to mit her b4 she go bac US...i am sure she gt her probs oso!


Kristin - went to xplore her newcrib @ Jln Kayu - 4rm flat..simple furniture and very cosy feeling.. me and dear had movie marathon and they treated us to pizza..and we oso gt a carpark summon @ their ulu carpark hurhur! I love her big projector when we watchin movies. Me and Dear calls their plce GV Jln Kayu cos of gd surround theatre system.. and we gather when we cant find any prog..we will nua @ their hse.. they wanna teach me play mahjong.. i tink they will giv up de..lol.she even showed PK her weddin pics. Pk said he gt a better idea hw the actual dae gonna be , he said he wan skip gate crash. =.=


Mag - cele her bdae wif her frens too @ CLARKE QUAY brewerkz..despite my tight pocket..I gav her a big ang bao as pressie.. =) She oso got to see PK few times..hope more to come. ..she finally left music line ..nt so tired @ work as b4..wish her all her all the best in wadeva she wanna do.....


Beloved Biaomei - once in awhile mit @ CWP quick dinner and catch up on each other lives..she totali shrunk due to work stress...hugs..but lucky her beau always standby her side!




Susan - mit for dinner @ amk hub oso... cos she cant go hm too late and gotta accomodate the date she gav me... and more...


Justin - norm mit with AH Na ... =p


Work :


MOG proj finally done and sailed away in Jul.. nxt up sep is another Ekofis Proj.. this is even demandin..haiz.! I am shiftin to another office wif another dept..lucky nt much ladies in all...2nd boss wanna me do a new template for new proj..duh double work..but he provide the template.. i rushed like mad den he changed alignment.. i wasted my effort doin the 100 passes..dat dae mit dear dinner reali break dwn and cry and he so worried and keep huggin me..he so helpless and he brot me hm and i cried huggin him to zzz..nxt dae i took half dae cos eyes pain..he banned me cry too much =.=/ I love huggin him cos i always feel so secured and protected.


Came a young chinese guy Ivan..he calls me jie jie and so far we can get along well.. attended the sailing ceremony oso..so fast sep i workin thea for 3yrs le..




Nxt week straight after my shorttrip audit + shift office..ouch! Gotta take gd care of myself..takin health supps..+ evening primose oils..mense crams lessen and i gt more energy @ work. Many ppl come and go..nxt up to leave is my malay engineer..my kaki... wish him the best of luck in new job.


Ok ...for those who happen to wanna pry into my blog..gonna spend more time to read ya.. my emotions still under ctrl.. recently bod heaty v often.. ulcers in my mouth and lips keep comin bac...and dampens my mood~will buy herbal tea ..dis 2 wks no MC ... =S




Even no 1 read.. i wrote to vent everythin here! Nites.. gotta work tomoro..pics will follow tomoro or soon ba!