Woke up late todae..feelin groggy and havin a bad headache..decided to take MC. Seen doc and given a dae rest for migraine =( Doc wanted to give me 2 daes but i said 1 dae is gd enugh..as long as i quit my migraine will b gone, doc was laughing...
Cause - unhappy @ work and hope to find a new job soon...enugh of this environment =(
Him1
-I tink recently i am emo le...keep thinking abt him, him & him...despite my work oso !
Really cherish all the sms-es u sent me despite bo liao de, words of advice, flirtatious, good nites..as n when i will jus open inbox and read all over again and tinking abt wad had happened @ dat particular dae..i am so stupid rite? Do i really care so much 4u ? Do u cherish me ? I really hope to go inside ur heart and noe wad u tinking...Arent we very close and lovin? Wad happened nw ? See each other like no more sparks... I dun wish to avoid u cos i reali care. Can u jus tell me wad u tinkin and feelin? Am i really thinkin too much ? (Even a sneeze for 3 times makes me tink are u tinkin of me le?? ) Y cant u jus open up to me ? There are no secrets between us le ! I am feelin real miserable and sad...Do u noe ? Talk to u seems no response, seems like u avoidin to talk...dun u tink bac our happy moments? We reali long time no go out le, miss those times lo. Like dat i rather we are jus pure frens and i wont b so sad when u ignore me.
Him2
-People always say some things are better left unsaid. As long as ur heart gt dat person, no nid to always be wif each other or how far we are, feelings will still b there. Is it true ? I wonder sometimes...As long as i see u happy, i am contented.I see u sad i oso will b sad. If u nid me i be there 4u. But the thing is i nt happy @ all and u shld hav guessed.
him3
-I dun hate gaming @ all...but u mus know ur limits...you are totally neglectin me..given my gd patience, i have tolerated very long and i am so unhappy..u ask me to understand dat is ur only entertainment - i agree rather u go pubbin again but y cant u jus stop playin when i there ? Tried talkin to u but u jus don't get it...am i supposed to reali live with it and wait till u tired of gamin or shld i choose to leave silently..but on the other hand scared u will do silly things to hurt urself..See i care for u more den i care for myself...sometimes i sick of bein a nice gal... sobz...When u outside expect me @ hm, when u hm i oso mus b @ hm..overall y cant i jus go out and enjoy urself since u dun wan mit me ? What u wan me to do? Weekend comin oso seem no diff for me ! I nid fresh air and a holi but u cant commit oso due to ur work. Jus when i nid u, u seem so near yet so far.
*HEADACHE*