Haiz.. am i gd @ hiding my feelings or wad? I jus dun wan add burden to my frens who hav their own probs..Lidat oso wrong ma ? Got ppl tell me cant tell i sad and dint eat well..pics still look ok in frenster.. i jus wan show i happy on the outside.. but actually unhappy on the inside...? Is it long time no mit cause lotsa friction? Not i dun wan make effort but you no time for me le...dear fren can u understand dat? U keep saying i bo chup u..dun make effort..i oso duno hw..mayb jus treat it as my fault..All of us hav emo times n mood swings..I choose nt to bother you cos i noe you oredi so fan.... =( I jus feel dat everytime u are havin a hard time, stressed or watever, you will say frens are nt thea for u..esp me..haiz..wad u wan me to do ?
Ya recently i very low, unmotivated , sad etc...but i choose to keep it to myself...I still appear to b happy lo..wad to do..dun wish to affect ppl ard me...this is nt "wei da" ..its jus dat i jus wan my frens to b happy..Who reali share my burden wif me except those reali close to me..We were close oso..but u keep saying we once close but nt nw..I really so sad..
Todae @ work..feel so low..jus keep staring at the clock to wait to go hm...Lucky tomoro fri le.
Though feel sad so mus doll up even prettier so that i feel happier when i look nice..isnt it basic thinkin?