Thursday, October 30, 2008
你的绘画凌乱着
在这个时刻
我像气氛纯白的白鸽
甜蜜散落了
继续莫名的拉扯
我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌
假装没事了
时间过了 走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了 倦了 我哭了
一开始都不快乐
你用卡片纸写着
有些爱只给到这 真的痛了
怎么了 你累了 说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了 爱淡了 梦远了
开心与不开心依稀数着你在不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻
我都还记得
你不懂了 说好的 幸福呢
我错了 泪干了 放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢
怎么了 你累了
说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了
爱淡了 梦远了
我都还记得
为什么这时候忍心离我而去☆..
Yup.. *stretch hands and legs*..campaign finally over and luckily we received very gd feedback.. well done every1 =) Despite the strong wind in the morn dat blew dwn our booth and hard work but we managed to unite and pull thru.. the slides were put up again and again haiz.. *determination gives us the power to hang in thea" and boss almost gav up too.. cos we cant control the wind direction ma. Ya took pics wif all my safety sub-cons. Initially i jus wan go to their booth to take the pics but when seein me..all of them gt ready to take a pic wif me..hee felt so shiok and like a superstar..
This time round its inside the yard workshop bloody big can hold ard 1000 ppl. Boss was driving the buggy (golf car but its 1 and only used in the yard for big shots to travel to & fro).. He fetched me and the new gal as when needed.. that week can see boss very stressed and all of us were so tired preparing the event and reached hm very late somemore on off raining duh!
Thanks to my sub-cons ..when there is no buggy, they will volunteer to send us to & fro ..really appreciate it ! =) Even when me and the new ger waiting by the side of the road..gt 1 boss of the sub-con offered a lift though he is nt reali going dat way.. ya i hopped on it and the new ger waited for boss.. hurhur.. the buggy is actually quite cramped for 3 persons to sit on but luckily 3 of us nt very big sized le. >____________< (see pics for the whole campaign) The new ger still joked cos of my "face" can hav free rides , no need even to hitch by myself!
Oh ya ..the only chinese sub-con i took pic wif was with him2 colleague.. GQ.. he ar.. hmm nt on very gd working terms with him2 and he started to get friendly with me i oso dunno y.. well i tink no harm take with him too.. to my shock..when i went bac office he mailed me saying he felt like putting his hand on my shoulder & many ppl @ the campaign prob his colleagues ba asking who am i and seems like we are an item.. (btw, GQ is married but younger den him2)...and he told me if he did hugged me i can be his wife le.. *no link* and its a damn cold joke =__= mayb he trying to be cheeky but its nt funny~ I am touched when him2 sms me and asked me where the carnival was and he will come over and suppt my booth.. cos he is no longer wif our company proj..his office ppl dint bother to inform him to jus come a look but becos of me , he secretly dropped by to see me but he dint tell me when he coming only say after lunch and he tot i would be thea oredi.. i only managed to see a 5min of him when i happened to get dwn from 1 of my sub-con lorry and he was rite in frnt of me.. both of us were startled and he jus said a quick hi to me and left in a hurry..SObz. Dat moment i felt abit lost and sad. I knew he couldnt see me @ my booth and he was abt to leave wif his driver..due to there is no space to park his car, he asked a lorry to drive him thea outside the workshop where the campaign is held..really appreciate it ! He sms me say he did nt wan any of his office ppl to see him appear thea but cos of me he did take the risk.. and i told him he reali shld nt surprise me lidat and ended up got the so-called surprise bac..hurhur~ ( this is him, most of the surprise he gav me almost bacfired but always made me felt sweet & touched by his litle act) He told me its the tot dat counts la. I dint expect he reali come.. haiz. I reali empathise wif him2 lo, since he gt promoted, many green eyed monsters out thea to kill him le..guys working world are so scary! Ha him2 kept asking me hw i find GQ..mayb he a little bit jealous too ? hee. Lidat is contented le..
Hohoho..mayb the whole week got a little caught in the rain, run up and dwn for the campaign , dint rest enugh and somemore go chiong to wee hrs and still ate supper after dat and till mon keep gg out , finally fall sick liao haiz =( I noe i am nt a robot.. i needs rest but the events all come togther jus lidat!
Him2 is reali nt happy when i told him abt GQ hurhur and tells me if things get out of hand , i mus let him noe so that he can help me handle the situation as 1 of his superior... i am happy he is so concerned for me...@ 1st i tot him2 is exaggerating abt GQ's behaviour and asked me be careful.. nw i noe wad he means and i truly noe he did not badmouth GQ in frnt of me leh.. ! When i asked GQ abt him2, his face changed and told me nw he is working with me ma nt him2 *sniff sniff* sobx..
Last sat went to cele Rima's farewell dinner and went clubbin..thanks to Uncle Jarn's dinner treat & drinks to all of us cos he hit jackpot = $8K ..whoa ^_____________^ lucky him rite? see pics..he can act pretty well to be drunk lol..1st time went clubbing with them and ya the combination looks kinda weird but its overall fun~~~~ =)
Sun went town wif Biaomei to walk walk , Mon is a public holi and me , Cun zhang and Biaomei went to this Top 1 KTV @ Bugis (tks for intro this ktv place).. real cheap $20 NETT free flow of drinks and best part the room is spacious and hav smoke effect haha...and thea is a mini counter , a stage-liked wif a chair and a monitor and u can sit thea and sing all to urself in dat cosy corner! Reali worthwhile..dun mind go bac thea sing frm 11am-6pm..woohoo~ real lookin fwd to another K session dis Sat. (Will load pics soon!) Going wild~~gaga..i nvr realise when i sang sad songs i will be emo and so engrossed in it.. based on the 2 observations.
Ya den Tue simply no mood to work but got board mtg so hav to drag myself @ work..dunno well jus feel like my body is nt functioning well and seems to be very moody and feels abit kinda sick symptom.. Stupid dept drive dwn and i almost cant copy the slides to the lappie and boss faster went to IT dept for help and i was worried in the board rm while settin up everything by myself. Finally everything settled b4 my director & members came in *phew* True enugh~ after meeting Cun zhang for dinner @ semb and chilling out @ Kopi Bean..suddenly i felt very cold and my whole body was aching ... i asked him to touch my forehd and ya i was running a high fever..he wanted to bring me see doc but i told him i would jus take a panadol and see hw tomoro.. And i went hm and slept thruout nxt dae.. He found it a shock i can jus hav fever lidat. Then fever still "lingering" on off..no choice went to see doc and given 2 daes MC. Rested at hm, eat and sleep ..but on the other hand worried abt my work piling up haiz.. tomoro gg bac to work le.. and even had weird dreams.. haha. well mayb effect of the medicine. Hope to get well soon~ hope to hav a gd sleep too =p
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
Lucky todae end of audit le.. and got to focus on making the campaign a great show tomoro.. HOpe everything turns out well *cross fingers*
Yest 1st time saw boss flared up..i noe he stressed over the audit too and 1 of my new guy givin prob by showing "ai my" attitude thruout the campaign and true..he dint help much cos sit thea @ the booth..arghhhhhhhhhh =( He asked me and my uncle inside his rm jus to hear him scold the new guy..both of us felt as if we were being "scolded" too.. feels kinda sour feeling lor. After dat i sms him - sorry boss thea shld be miscomm betw the team members and i as a supvr is to be partly responsible ba.. he den tells me he is stressed and he jus exploded when he cannot take it anymore! Feels kinda weird when he as a boss so-called confided in me ..i still draw line wif him anywae..boss is boss..no kidding man~ Realise the eye contact he gav me sometimes is so nt comfortable..ok i may read much into it ba.. hur hur! Office ppl dun dare talk to him all tells me i closer to boss and he will listen to me so i am always the "rep"
Directed by Boss...all of us got to stay bac and decorate the board and set up the stage, test sound system and make sure other sub-cons booths are ready in action. Ha they called me Deco Manager as Boss gives me the rite to do wadeva i wan, he will only check the contents of the powerpt slides and the layout only~ Will take pics tomoro for my booth. This time round the board is bigger, higher and more colorful~ There is supposed to be a deco competition but we are not qualified to take part..sighz...We are the organiser so we mus do nice nice wor~
The event will be held in the site workshop damn big space and i tink can hold 1000 ++ workers..cannot imagine all the workers all being "released" out to see the exhibits.. pengz~ When i arrived thea by 1 of the sub-con's lorry wif the new ger, everyone including the sub-con bosses so happy to see me and came to talk to me as if i am a superstar..the feeling is so shiok haha!
Jus nw, Boss very bo liao asked him to bring some ribbons and and materials frm office cos he was still stuck with the audit den he sms me - anything for me mdm and still ask me i wan somemore tea, coffee , tea or him.. =___= well i jus take it as he is trying to make me less stressed.. all of us stayed till 8pm den left..luckily he drove the buggy thea and fetched me and the new gal bac to office, somemore drizzling.. after dat when gg hm, he took cab and dropped me @ semb mrt.. and dropped the new ger near his house thea... sorry to my guys cos they hav to walk bac 15 mins bac to office..I dint reali hav a proper meal due to doing the board thingy.. and i felt so hungry when i reached hm..reali scared i will faint..and the toopid workshop so late le oso nvr on lights..Boss has to use his torchlight to see all the exhibits in the dark..wad the~~ everyone is so tired and stressed out..
I realised the ribbons nt enugh luckily my bro @ hm and he is so sweet to go get it frm me..thanks ah boi =) Somemore raining le..
Mayb a rough dae makes me tink of him2 mwahahhhaha..i noe he is oso busy @ his end.. i oredi so busy so we dint sms much. I tried sending - knock knock and he replied - mtg again @ other shipyard..so funny hor.. he actually played along with me..
Ok will take pics of the safety campaign and post here. Hope this week faster pass lo..reali cannot tahan lo.. will sleep early tonite for tomoro big dae..haiz.
Sunday, October 19, 2008
Though very busy and menses oso came earlier, wad has to come has to come - that is - me n Trish Sentosa Outing.. yup finally we managed to fix a day and off we went.. WEee.... reali a fruitful trip, lotsa stunts we did and our "1st times" so many so many given to each other oops - uncountable =)
I am very scared of heights de.. tink nt many of my close frens knew oso! I went up the Tower Ride - ok la cos is safe and surrounded... but but...coming to the Skyride reali so scared lor and i dint wear the correct shoes so i keep "grasping" on my slippers - scared will fall off mid air..and its damn freaking high though its reali a nice scenery up thea.. I dun dare look dwn ..i feel like dying and keep "niam-ing" to myself ..soon it be over and i am so brave to come up here..@ 1st Trish was still happily admiring the scenery & taking pics , but once we got higher n higher..she feels the fear too.. =.= But its reali the 1st time in my life doing this stunt somemore last time wif him1 i die die oso wont take the ride lo..Oh b4 dat we went to play the LUGE somethin like Go Kart , very fun when going dwn slope..weeeeeeee..so fast lor.. hur hur.. and me n her were so excited queuing for our turn and even wore the helmets sala side..mwahahhahaha. *Pai say*
Practically we were on foot exploring diff places frm morn till dark.. see pics attached and i even dare her to wear our bikini and chill along the beach.. (i mus eat less junk food liao..cos recently whet too much ) hee..mission accomplished.. cos since we wore thea, might as well show ma.. oops..sorry gal for my nonsense.. and make u play along ! I reali long time nvr enjoy myself this much..brain "fang kong" (meaning no cells breathing haha) and totali dun wish tink so much and relax myself 1 dae.. =) I have fun watching Song of the Sea though its more for kids ba...we only njoy the lighting and some mini fireworks~ Cos we became members liao and many places we went will hav discounts.
Ya got to mention dis handsome blue eyes ang moh when we were queuing for our turns to go for the Cine Blast Ride..reali adventurous cos we were all "zooming" into the screen and get to experience the 3D effects..aiya wanted to sit beside the hemsem but we scared to appear to be so "hua chi" and we gav up the idea..We kinda regretted cos these 2 toopid gals tried to throw themselves @ him. 1 pretended to ask him hw to fasten the safety belt..duh~ Arghhhhhhhhhhhh. But nvm after when we left to take the tram bac to Beach station , he suddenly appeared behind us..haha..luckily we managed to finish bio-in the pic (see attached)cannot imagine when he peered his head in betw us and saw his own pic..i managed catch the rite angle and take de le..trish says i can be a qualified gou zai diong~
End of the dae..we chilled out @ this bar along the beach for drinks & chit chatted - feels so xingfu lor, mind @ ease, body simply absorbed into the tranquil atmosphere , i even try to sit and meditate haha...ya when seeing our tattoos.. well..erm..FAKE de la.. its air brush effect..2 wks will auto fade le.. Mine is the scorpion- flower like ~ We even discuss wan to go for a real tattoo ma.. hmm..shall see hw.. heh when doing the tatoo-ing heard many old sch techno songs and Trish was so stunned i actually listen to such genre..heh duno meh.. looks are deceiving haha..but i oso into lounge, jazz ma, bossa nova , soft rock, alternative etc..see mood la!
When i was high up the sky ride..i was so scared but 1st thing comes to my mind is - i mus start doing things beyond my courage de.. like going for more kinds of similar "hanging" rides , roller coaster, tattoo , date someone nt my category , eat something i dun like.. i jus wan to make a hoo -haa in my mundane life~ Since i am single and no qualms abt doing anything now.. i shall challenge myself.. let me tink abt it!!! IT NEEDS LOTS PLANNING & COURAGE WOR~~~~
Conclusion : mayb i donkey yrs nvr visited Sentosa liao & so many changes, i reali find my trip thrilling and wif sucha efficient tour guide - Trish ..i totali forget my probs for the dae..thanks Miss Pretty , Sexy tourguide. Hope to go bac again soon ya..more yan (4) yu (4) i hope..hur hur. Reali no regrets for this outing leh.
Slept @ 3am mayb too excited over the whole trip..supposed to be sleepy and concussed.. this morn 9 plus reached office and rushed for the campaign booth decoration thingy..body starting to feel the tiredness and oh my i cant wait for this week to end lor. Well..work is work ..i will try spend more time wif my beloved close frens and biaomei..and hope can go hiao again with them ^________________^ him2 jus put aside ..wad has to come will come.. ya time being no time for him~
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
Will miss her lo..last time when her office was jus beside me, she will always pop by and acc me cos i am the only ger ma..
Ya see pics attached..the other chinese ger is my new safety engineer.. hur hur.. can see my whole office too =p
Oh todae him2 so cute called me and told me so excitedly he saw my boss @ Jurong ship yard.. i asked him y he sounded as though he saw his idol or wad la.. he tot i would acc my boss for mtg and can see me too.. I asked him y he suddenly say dat..he tried to bluff his way thru and after pausing for a moment on the phone..he says ya tot can see me cos he was thea collecting some materials.. i feel so sweet after hearing dat~ And i replied he was so clever to call my office phone to see whether i got tagged along..this is the few times we chatted on the phone..sounds unnatural and abit fast fast chop chop & i put dwn the phone.. he oso blur =.= I guess i am used to sms him nw.. hur hur~ And best part he said he will try his best to call me despite he is so busy.. i told him i reali appreciate..he whole dae nvr sms me but a call frm him jus melted me immediately.. i was too busy to "bomb" his inbox too..
Haiz..next week gg to be busy wif audits, the safety campaign.. i mus take gd care meanwhile~ Frm this moment, i feel my "temporary" xingfu @ work cos Boss always care for me and the rest of the guys reali treat me like a princess heehee.. and him2 is getting more comfortable wif me i shld say~ Well as long as i am happy..it shall still go on..
Thursday, October 09, 2008
Now most of my heavy work are cleared for the week and i can focus on doing the "scrapping" of old coms & equipments. I reali hate it when i cannot clear my work on time..well i hav turned into a full-time career woman and i mus say since the new gal came, more ppl appreicate my hard work, duno hw to describe..most of my office guys still say they prefer talking to me cos i am more "reliable"... as in she behaves in a more tactless way when talkin to ppl...her PR skills still needs lots polishing.. she still a newbie and its her 1st job in working society..everyone asks me to be wary of her cos she seems to be in boss's gd books neh..i say i dun care le..of cos i will draw line..sometimes i mayb tinking too much, but the way Boss treats me is abit diff frm her..he will disturb me more or care for me more..as in sometimes after office hr, he will tell me njoy my dinner or wad when he noes i am going out...hmm mayb pure concern ba.. seein i so workaholic and i tot secretary & boss will always be more close compared to others! I will draw line & keep observing! The new ger keep asking me considering Boss cos he is single like me..its nt his looks or wad jus no chemistry la.. duh~
As usual, i sms him2 in the morn noein he wont hav time to reply de.. so i jus add on 1 more sigh.. hahaha..and he got reply me le after 2 whole weeks - as if i am sms-ing to myself all dis while (i immune le).. i noe he oso no time to read or rather read le no time reply~To my shock, he sms me "Morn my Love" .. i was shocked to see his sms and asked him y love.. he said he knew i be shocked but dat makes my dae isnt it cos early in the morn i was sighing liao but he duno dat "sigh" is for myself to be prepared he wont reply my sms de mwahahhaahha..i jus reply thanks..hmm can say i very bo liao and confused ba..when he sms me such things..ya i feel very happy and somehw feel "loved" but i dun expect he do that.. i keep asking myself whether he reali likes me or jus a floating platform for him too..this is nt wad i wan frm him..ok la..ya i am happy most impt and i hav moved on very far le wif his existence. *xingfu*
During lunch, i took a nap and somemore i feel like sms him so i ask wad he is doing? He reply me he is reading my sms lo ..i asked reading the one i sent or the past sms-es and asked why he dint delete..he dun wan reply le.. nvm ~ Den ard 2 plus i told him Boss nt in , he can pop by if wan take poster frm me ( i wrote him a little letter to tell him hw i feel).. He no reply den feeling abit relaxed, i asked some of my guys acc me go mini mart to stock up my snacks & i bot an ice cream..
After awhile, him2 suddenly appeared .. i was thrilled with joy le.. hahahhaa..and i faster passed him everything le..he seems happy to see me too..he wants to talk to me but his walki talki happened to beep and i heard some guy in the backgrd shouting - eh u coming anot..i am waiting le..he faster reply say coming le.. den look @ me and try to cover the speaker.. den he dint talk much and keep smiling @ me..heh heh i oso smiled bac..wanted him to see the note on the spot and to see the notebk i got for him..well well...many calefare suddenly appeared out of nowhere and disturbed us..so angry man~ 1 sub con wanted sticker, other sub needed me to sign some docus , my safety officer oso come asked me to do somethin..den him2 talking on the phone but still looking @ me..den after dat the rest jus crowded ard my table and him2 no chance talked to me..he jus said a very loud bye to me and left, he looks so disappointed le.. *Arghhh...bad timing man!*
I was tinking to myself he is reali dat busy wor..afer hearing his walki talki conversation, he was talking on his hp abt work le.. i reali like the way he talked so serious on the phone haha..oops.. i can feel he is reali making effort to come by le..i am real happy for todae until no mood to OT..hurhur.. ok la..nothin much for me to stay bac oso!
Hmm..frm this stage.. many of my close frens gather dat he may reali like me le..and i can somehw feel it too.. his busyness is real de lo.. I understand when a new proj starts..needs lots of foundation and needs to start frm scratch to prepare lots materials, planning etc.. and poor him2 gettin more tanned and his job is all rounder..cannot imagine him driving the lorry to go to some warehse to purchase steel plates, beams , raw materials.. reali very foreman kind. B4 him2 left , he asked me when is the safety campaign...i asked him - dint he read my sms de.. he says too busy nvr read or rather he says he noes i will remind him later.. and he says he is sorry cannot read and reply my sms often nw.. i say its ok.. Haiz..after todae givin him the poster, tink reali hard for him to come see me le..unless he needs my help again or need another poster frm me lo.. sometimes i tinking the poster is reali relevant to him ma or he finding chance come ? Haha.
Anyway overall , i am bawled over with his sweetness nw.. i jus hope once in awhile we can see each other i am happy happy liao weeeeeeeeee =)
Wish him all the best ba.. ^_____________^
Happy for ah Na dat she has settled well in her new company..sorry le gal..when u emailed me i totali duno wad u talking abt..cos i am reali drained @ work.. =( *All the best to U too*
Heh heh...Trish and i are looking fwd to our ever-long planning Sentosa Trip ... lets keep our fingers crossed and pray hard for a gd weather nxt sat.
Eh recently i am reali a glutton..imagine i can eat more den biaomei and Cunzhang ..hurhur miracle hor..they say cos i in love but of cos tink mense coming too.. diong~
Sunday, October 05, 2008
Had a terrible nite mare on Fri (b4 turning in oredi feel dizzy..den after dat follow by todae still abit dizzy despite takin med)...dreamt dat i was brot to an eerie dungeon, once i went up thea, the stairs jus vanished..supposed to go bai bai my "zu mu". When i saw my relatives, they were all behavin very odd.. havin this kind of "sheepish grin". I tried to run away and happen to knock into him1 - yes its him1 den he gav me a very touching hug and say he will always be here for me and ask me to forgive him.. i cried in his arms and suddenly he oso vanished.. =.=
Den i suddenly jumped up and realised its only 6am..OMG.. =(
I was perspiring in cold sweat lo but forced myself to go back to my Lala Land... *scary*
@ dat moment tot bac last time him1 would always lie beside me and hugged me to sleep when i hav nitemare.. ya we hav our sweet moments too..haiz.. well ...its gd to "hui wei" once in a while.. Ya Kristin msn me say her hubby managed to see him1 in camp.. he looks nt too gd but ask me dun worry @ least he is still survivin.. =/ Part 2 of my dream i was gg to the carpk with him2 to take car (somewhere near office), we were holding hands and suddenly thea is an image of us and he keeps telling me its jus an illusion and asked me to get in the car and ask me dun be scared..its a norm phenomenon only.. i was so scared like #%$^$^. 2 dreams were so strange! *scratch head*.. i rarely hav weird & scary dreams* arghhhhhhhhhhh.. luckily i still can wake up in time to go bac OT.
Had a short dinner @ Bishan wif Susan and her family (waited for her for 1 hr..ok la..bring kid out is very ma fan ..she brot along her Nikki..really grow up so fast..reali a terror i mus say..Ah na - can fight wif ur Tiff le..imagine 2 BBs come out..chaotic ar.. hahaha..she practically saw wadeva on the table will jus wan "sweep" them off.. keeps playing wif food..u name it she does it.. Den we brot her to the playgrd..she keeps running ard and 3 of us keep chasing after her (can tell Nikki closer to her dad cos when he went to cut hair, she keep crying for him, Susan took very long to pacify her, poor her..) *tirin* and i was wearing my new "heels".. (went hm den realised my blister is worse.. oops, nw put 2 plasters le). After dat dun wish go hm so early (they wanted to send me hm but i say single de - nite is young le..and they envy me, i envy them hahaha)..i sms Trish last min to acc me watch movie ( i tink yest was waiting dae for me le..though she was 1 stn away frm Bis, the stupid train was delayed for 15 mins lidat and i waited for her ard 30mins and she settled her dinner quickie @ this Wan CHai HK cafe..i hav to agree food so-so only and i had a bowl of honeydew sago wif ice cream (ate alot @ SAKE sushi earlier on wif Susan they all)..tastes alright oso. I noe this kind of cafe named after HK style is so-called nt original de cos there is no such HK cafe in HK neh..they jus wan to create a HK cafe concept dats all.. hmm.. *successful*
The movie - COnnected starring Louis Koo and Barbie Hsu..chinese version of CELLULAR..but mayb HK production hav heavy casts like Louis, Nick Cheung , Flora Chan..i find the storyline and action scenes more "alive". I keep lamenting - my poor Louis gg thru so many danger scenes and can tell he reali " bo ming" act leh. *thumbs up* I read frm mags dat he reali dint engage a stuntman..all the stunts were done by him... *bravo*.. Hav to add on though Barbie is being kidnapped and hair so messy and all, she is still mei de lor.. I reali recommend this movie...whoever wan watch, tell me ok..i dun mind watch again.. I reali long time no watch movie liao haiz. Happened to bump into my sis and luckily got her to acc me take train hm, save $$ on cab le..cos its quite late and unsafe to go hm by train and hav to change bus and walked hm passin by my "quiet" carpk.
Storyline of CONNECTED:
Bob's (Louis Koo) life isnt going well at all. A single father in a dead-end job as a debt collector, hes trapped in a job that goes against his usual easy-going helpful nature and hes under tremendous pressure to be a better dad, a better brother, a better worker, even a better person. While dealing with all this and his sister (Flora Chan) threatened to move to Australia with his son to force him to clean up his act, Bob receives a call out of the blue while rushing to airport to send them off. Its a stranger called Grace (Barbie Hsu aka Da S) who claims a mysterious kidnapper is keeping her against her will and begs him to save her and her young daughter and bro. Is it just a prank? The detective (Nick cheung Jia Hui )he tried reporting the call to seem to think so but Bobs instincts tell him that he may just be the only thing standing between them and a painful death. But does he have the mettle to rise above his own self-centered concerns and risk everything including his own son for two people he has never met and who may not even exist?

New song from SHE - oso very nice !
Friday, October 03, 2008
雨停下的天空. 灰的更加老旧.
你说你不懂为何在这时牵手.
我晒干了承诺. 灰的更加懵懂.
就算做事做错也只是怕错过
在一起走. 分开了走.
是不是说没有做完的梦最痛.
你若退后. 我能承受.
在最后的出口. 在爱过哪儿才有.
能不能给我一首歌的时间.
紧紧的把那拥抱变成永远.
在我的怀里. 不用太多失眠.
如果你想忘记我也能适应.
能不能给我一首歌的时间.
把故事听到最后才说再见.
你送我的眼泪. 让他留在雨天.
如果你怀疑一心的依然勇气当作鄙夷...
被淋湿的天空. 灰的更加老旧.
你说你不懂我为何在这时牵手
我晒干了承诺. 灰的狠冲动
就算做事做错也只是怕错过
在一起走. 分开了走.
是不是说没有做完的梦最痛.
你若退后. 我能承受.
在最后的出口. 在爱过哪儿才有.
能不能给我一首歌的时间.
紧紧的把那拥抱变成永远.
在我的怀里. 不用太多失眠.
如果你想忘记我也能适应.
能不能给我一首歌的时间.
把歌词听到最后再说再见.
你送我的眼泪. 让他留在雨天.
如果你怀疑一心的依然勇气当作鄙夷...
你说我不该不该不该在这时候说了我爱你.
要怎麽证明我没有说谎的力气.请告诉我.
而暂停算不算放弃.
我只有那一天的回忆...
能不能给我一首歌的时间.
紧紧的把那拥抱变成永远.
在我的怀里. 不用太多失眠.
如果你想忘记我也能适应.
能不能给我一首歌的时间.
哦.把歌词听到最后再说再见.
你送我的眼泪. 让他留在雨天.
哦.如果你怀疑一心的依然勇气当作鄙夷...
rap部分. 你说过我不该.
在这时说爱你. 要怎麽证明我没有力气.
可是暂停却算不算放弃.
我说我不该不该. 不该在这时才说爱你.
要怎麽证明我没有力气.
我只有一天回忆
I find this song very nice and very true to describe a short term love.. erm mayb its wanting to confess anot.. even no outcome oso nvm..jus like me =)
魔杰座曲目
1 稻香 - see this mv reali wan chiong hm eat rice wif ur family very wen xin..if only jay will eat wif me.. hurhur.
2 女儿红 - like the lyrics and dis song.. =)
3 东方之殿
4 红楼梦中
5 失恋的青蛙
6 失落非主流
7 从新爱
8 大灌蓝
9 达芬奇的画布
10 说好的
11 小丑
Been sick and reali busy like nobody's biz..clear my work oredi jus comes in another arghhhhhh.. go hm reali dun wish to use com..True enugh, my bro and sista hoggin the com..i totali got to wait for 1 of them nt hm lo.. i reali start to wonder do i reali need a lappie ..be it for studies or leisure..@ least no need to queue.. reali envy those hav the com all to themselves de. Hmm mayb got to save some $$$ to buy if nt see Dec bonus enugh to apply for 1 credit card..
After cough...ya i very sway ba..nw my left gum very pain le..like swollen or wad..suspected there is a cavity but but..seein the dentist is my last resort and its nt cheappppppppp !
<<<>> wad the hell... &%^$#%# !
Recent updates :
Last Sat mit up Darius n Biaomei go orchard for awhile and she went to mit her fren. Me n Darius continued roaming abt and ended up @ Orchard Hotel for porridge buffet..he said since i was still sick shld take plain food.. thanks for the treat =) We hav so much time and we slowly eat to our hearts content. Hurhur =p After dat we proceeded to Forum Mac and hav a drink thea. After that elvin called and jio me go drink.. ya recently go drink is wif him =p We have changed our hangout place to Chjmes. Reali love the THAI liveband thea.. the performers are very friendly and only prob is language barrier cos their eng arent dat fluent! I jus love to watch them dance.. Thanks for askin me out dear fren noein i got "no life" except work and work.. haiz. But i find end of the dae i feel satisfied when my work is completed! ~ woots
Sun went bac office worked awhile and yes SUNDAY cos sat reached hm in the morn @ 5am..and feelin very tired.. den rented some dvds and went to Biaomei's hse to chill out wif some snacks.. We hav movie marathon - The Holiday and 27 dresses.. both are very gf movies and we reali njoy it.. all about finding her rite one and love always comes so unexpectedly... both of us were lamenting - hw we wished we can exchange houses like the female leads in the movie - The holiday & can find unexpected love encounter...hurhur! Both storylines are so real life and entertaining.. ha biaomei always asks me hw come my poor miserable head can put in so many things as in i always tend to tink alot and somethin do happen.. eg.. hw me n him2 denied liking each other, noein someone out thea dun wish to destroy our frenship.. Hmm well..mayb SUn when dun feel like gg out can jus nua @ her hse and chiong movies all e way~ Yeah!
Mon - Tue.. worked late
Wed - Biaomei and i went to Bishan for dinner..whoa got to say J8 foodcourt got more yummy food nw...both of us ordered some Jap Omelette rice...real delicious.. She forgo her Lor Mee craving for that hahaha.
Yest was Hari Raya Puasa, tot public holi can snooze more la..but early in the morn @ 8am, mum woke me up saying got to go pay respect to my ah "Zu Mu".. luckily i dint sleep very late on fri. Oh when the relatives ask abt hw i gettin on wif him1, i proudly announced i am single.. i jus say the reason is nt compatible la. Despite the MAC bfast, i still feel groggy. Afer dat, went to 1 of my malay colleague hse for Hari Raya cele...reali ate alot..though some food its nt up to my liking but still got to giv him face. =p
Ard 3 plus in the noon, went to my 2 Bangla Engineers hse for same purpose too.. Basheer ( we went his hse 1st) drove me & boss thea. The lunch prepared for us is more erm i shld say - unique in its way~ if they nvr tell me, i dint noe their religion is Muslim too. Stayed ard 4 plus den boss wanted to go town and he tompang me by cab... frm thea mit up wif Trish @ amk hub..kinda last min but becos her darling is ovrseas, she dun mind coming out too..thanks gal!
We hav Ichi Ban sushi, i only ate 3 plates of sushi cos my stomach cannot take in anymore food~ We did a mini shopping , both of us bot a pair of heels.. mine lower hee.. bot some snacks frm NTUC, chilled out @ Coffee Bean and went hm feeling so contented heh heh =) And she intro me to this stationery shop and i become a member thea.. thanks le gal..cos the merchandise thea reali very cute in its way and u reali feel like buying everything.. mwahhahaahhaha. I bot 2 mini notebks, 1 minnie mouse big notebk , 2 pens , 1 eraser hurhur..
This whole week him2 veri busy and i reali understand dat.. i oso start to work things out for the upcomin carnival..preparation & all..sighz.. and the new gal seems like nt gettin into the "situation" yet! Oh wanted to call him2 colleague GQ to check some data, keep callin and no response.. den no choice i called him2..he sounds so happy to hear my voice and ask me why..dun ming bai le..everytime he mus say out my name so happy and ask me y y.. pengz. I asked him to giv me GQ hp no and he asks me y i wan his no..i say i jus wan la.. ( oh ya when i was busy talking to the new gal, i dint see who i sms to for eatin dinner togther.. click the name too fast and become him2, wanted to send to biaomei, but cos my hp dun hav recall function, i quickly resend tellin him2 to ignore)
Him2 replied me so seriously and so gan cheong is it i wan go out wif GQ den he cannot giv me his no, if its work den he will giv..den i ask him y cannot hav his no or go out wif him, he jus keep saying NO No...cannot go out with him hor.. i ask y..married oso can go out de ma..he jus keep repeating U cannot go out with him ok.. i noe he nt convenient to say much and i keep irritating him say ya even i reali wan go out wif him, he oso cannot say anything..and he say - if u go out with him its nt fair la.. somemore u shld noe la.. den i keep quiet.. suddenly feel he is jealous but dun wan admit hahahhaha. When i put dwn the phone, i sms him ask him y he reaction so big, he jus reply..cannot go out with him means cannot and y i reali wan his no.. Den upon seein the sms.. noein he jealous.. him2 may tink i sms him GQ for dinner date. I jus sms his no to him2 to cfm and he replied so sian that is the correct no la and still tell me he in mtg dats y phone engaged or wad , no need care for him.. (he may tink i want to sms GQ for dinner cos i sms wrongly to him? ) hahaha feel so happy~ I noe he die die wont admit de la..but i jus noe it! He is so cute lor and reali makes my stress go away.. ^___________^
Only can say ya his absence makes my heart grow fonder liao.. and recently the weather depicts my mood too.. I like him in a rational way and he noes it.. wrote him a little card, waiting for him to pick it up~ to thank him for all dis and we can be special frens and askin him to take care!
Ya..tomoro i am gg bac to work..todae only stayed till 630pm..lucky lor if stay late till nw..(pouring heavily), sure drenched.
Yest was Yaoliang's Bdae..
Happy Bdae SHifu =p
Todae is Susan's Bdae..
HAPPY BDAE SIS ^O^