Yup..1 wk after my continuous bdae celes.. last 1 i had was with Susan and family. Location : Bishan Manhattan FishMkt Thanks for the dinner and pressie..Nikki nt shy ard me anymore.. i tot i reali popular among kids le.. keke =) She knew hw to take cam and take pics..skills considered nt bad le..
A short mit up but happy to spend it wif her and family.. ya nowadaes i always "intrude" in family affairs but i am being welcomed so warmly by my chummies.. reali *touched*
Oh Ya forgot to mention Manfred bud so-called cele wif me too..took me to Semb Park , a very nice ambience restaurant and treated me to big fish big meat.. reali ex lor..we ate alot.. 2 person ard $100 ++ .. And so qiao..there was a weddin buffet going o thea and we were part of the witnesses hahaha..we chatted and had fun too.. went to the jetty to see ppl fishing.. reali cheered me up..cos dat dae i had a bad dae.. thanks bud. he had offiicially become my movie kaki. Cos we stayed near ma..nah we nt an item..we oredi told each other we were nt each other cup of coffee le.. but he told me no matter hw comfortable he wif me..he would draw a line betw cos he seriously dun believe a guy and a gal can b reali bosom frens w/o any ai mei.. i said well ok i respect his decision! Ya bz and bz after dat.. looking for suppliers for gift souvenirs, chasing the goods, chasing Finance side to process payment , purchasin side to hasten my procurement , helped out Paige with designing the board , layout, discussion wif boss , my daily work , rushing to make passes and all dis tedious tasks could nt be compared to my ever felt like dying "menses cramp" again. I could nt take leave so gotta endure wif it..med run out liao and i jus had to keep drinkin warm water.. thanks to my malay engineer Elias.. he gt a sofa in his rm..he brot in my cushions and asked me to sit the and rested and helped me to close door.. kept on chattin with me in case i fainted.. Boss had to run ard frm China , Batam , Hk to oversee projs and to attend seminars.. haiz see hw busy my dept was!!! HE nt in worse lo.. cos needa to cover him and b4 he left, we got many deadlines to mit. Nxt dae.. my cram still on , went see doc..supposedly on MC but bu fang xin so i went bac office.. sms Dear to noe dat he on leave for 1 wk. dat 1 wk was damn stressed for me.. =(
And to my horror, due to the horrible heat.. i got RASHES.. shld be heat rashes lo..unbearably itchy.. i got no time see doc..after OT oso duno wad time..dead beat..so i endured 2 daes..keep puttng the thailand "mint" powder and jus tahan in thea.. refrained frm scratching! 1st frm my ankles to knee caps nw whole leg arghhhhhhh =( Come to tink of it ..super buay tahan la..and i went to my shipyard med ctr to take med ba..given lotion, med and some cleanser.. so far i tot getting better but mayb 2 daes @ the safety campaign worsened my condition. Bad ventilation and thruout the 2 daes..my booth no fans, damn bloody hot..sweated like hell. Frm set up to pre-run and actual thingy..i kept going thea dats y. But i reali broke my safety dept record..i was the only 1 who need not wear any safety PPE in the workshop, can come and go as i liked..of cos i wore t shirt thea and berm..and dats even hotter.. i nt a sleeve gal ma..but i endured ma.. =.= Reali nt a place for air con princess like me. Went to the med ctr ...doc super nice and lame..mayb he everydae got patients like workers, hardly see a gal reporting sick hurhur! The medic @ the dispensary treated me like small gal asked me be careful takin my med..wad are edible , wad are nt..mwahahhaha! Still say nw he givin me poison..i mus keep properly..asked me dun worry abt my rashes ..and he knew hw painful it was for m to go thru for a pretty gal like me.. super make my dae!! Haha..Luckily few guys were @ med ctr, but all looked @ me as if i was frm outer space..i wore T shirt le..imagine with my tubie.. cannot imagine LOL!
Ya wif my med.. told me the dae pills wont make me drowsy..but once i took it, i kept wantin to zzz.. lucky boss ming bai but he damn bad suan me say - reali like a kid le..believe wad the doc said.. norm dis kind of med will be drowsy de la.. =.= Den i threatened say ok lo den i go take MC WONT HELP @ CAMPAIGN LE..he stunned.. and kena snooked!!! Paige was chuckling away!!
I reali hard to describe hw workers and ppl @ site can tahan wif the heat..i went workshop for 2 daes oredi felt like dying.. so brave of them to do daily inspections and all. If u wana burn calories, u shld go thea, do chores abit can sweat like free flow and ur whole bod b damn niam i swear !! I kinda ming bai wad my safety guys and sub cons doin le..i was walking and passing by diff workshops seein workers doin welding, forklift drivers @ work , some technical terms used during mtg i finally got to noe le.., nt to mention those working onboard ship and modules and rigs. Paige explained to me while she on bicycle , i walking beside her..got few times she acc me to walk lor..she said i looked like a supvr inspecting the site or some big shot daughter comin to visit the yard..i told her hw i wished lo..those scenes jus flashed in her mind.. mwahahhaa..gd and nan de exposure for me..cant learn frm book de..very gd experience for me lo... Nt every1 got such a chance..of cos i walked fast la..dun wan create too big a commotion. 2 SSPL engineers still can whistle @ me while cycling duh!!! Paige lamented luckily i dint wear sexy...she cant imagine i will reali cause accidents haha!
The rest of my safety guys needa go site so me & Paige only working and planning for our booth frm decos, buying materials.. *drained*.. Ya cos i bz dint wan tink of my rashes..everydae @ nite applied lotion, ate med as usual..nxt dae still go work lor no choice..cant leave Paige in the lurch @ dis time. She told me to rest and take MC if reali cannot tahan..i told her i am a damn loyal gal la..she said can tell i am a loyal gf too..well.. hurhur! Geminis are loyal and lovable creatures.
She was oso 1 so we shared same freq..can say we bonded well in office nw.. closer nw.. though ya i pretended to act stupid duno she gt bf le.. the guy who always go lunch wif us hahaha.. but when she asked me for rs advice..i jus revealed to her its her privacy dun wan tell me ..its ok anything she can ask me.. i nt an expert in LOVe but nonetheless i been thru alot ups n dwns in my rs. Ya got to mention this to freak u all out.. in a moment of folly or bo liao...i added my ex bac to fb. I was msn-in wif Mag and i told her i happened to see him put in a rs and i saw his gf esp the pic taken in his rm..the bed i once slept on for uncountable hrs and mins a secs etc.. i nt jealous.. i jus tink may its time can add him bac cos i dun feel anything for him le.. so me jus tried ..i told mag i wan make him bang wall for nt cherishing me cos i do look happier and prettier nw ma.. den while waiting frm 2 am -3am..no reply frm him..i told mag mayb he nt comfortable to add me , his gf dun let etc..all sorts of reasons i can tink of.. den i told her jus leave it le..cos i nt going to fall bac on him or wad.. who knew he reali added me bac.. i knew thru Ah Na.. i was zzz, Ah Na so gan cheong called me on my hp asked me y fb reflected me and him were frens.. i told her wad happened.. she jus worried he would hound me again..i told rest assured la..he n gf seemed ok ..no matter hw i wont be bac wif him le..jus hope things can go well for him and his mama will grow to like her..nt ez task cos his mama still prefer me lo..even his relatives he saw during this new CNY.. all shook their hd for him nt cherishin me. they all treated me like family le..
Woke up , felt so sian..called Ah Na and went to her hse to borrow DVDs cos i told her after the campaign wk, i will nua @ hm to rest and hav my own movie marathon. Den her mama came over oso..she acc her awhile.. i went to play her com and saw my ex online..guess wad we chatted 2 hrs online tryin to be natural as possible. I tried to talk to him like a norm fren.. i told him i added him bac cos i tot i was ready to face him in fb, happily and glad he moved on wif new gf , he workin in his uncle coy as store manager nw in Indonesia .. needa travel often ..he admitted he got attached for 8 mths le..kept saying sorry to me and wrote on my fb wall hw sorry and touched he was i willing to add him bac..all i deleted , i dun wan bo liao ppl comment on all dis.. and i wouldnt wan dear to see oso! I told him to move on wif a positive attitude, to treat his gf better nw dat he has lost me , so mus even cherish her.. i cannot believe i can talk all dis to him..i brave rite to face all dis.. proud of myself.. ya u all scared in a step of blunder.. i may relent but no no..it wont happen.. i felt this was the best time to talk to him. I do nt wish to see his mama suffer and age lidat with a son lidat in the past. I quite taken aback when he told me he chanted bac again..last time with him..he always like to siam lo..leavin me acc her mama to chant lor.. He still encouraged me to chant when i felt dwn or wad lo.. I noe he tryin very hard to converse as basic as possible.. i told him i dint regret bein wif him for 9yrs.. 1st 4 yrs sweet n innocent..most happy though we could nt afford much..after his betrayal n lies.. i chose to be wif him cos of LOVe.. until my patience is UP and i decided to giv up.. he said sorry to me and said he finally woke up his senses when i left him..he reali wan amend but noein my character... he dint reali haunt me to patch up. He reali hated himself.. i jus told him no pt and no nid say sorry all wad.. i dun treat him as fren nw cos we wont be able to do so..dis chat i havin with him jus more a less a final and gd closure for the past 1 yr of our breakup.. he did commented i looked prettier nw.. i told him 2hrs of chat..tat was the most dong ting de hua. He asked me to take care and find my happiness soon. i jus casually ask hw come he dint ask me any1 wooin me.. he replied obvious ans ma.. keke.. =.= Duno y after the chat.. my so called knot n burden in me totali loosened. Totali no nid keep worryin hw he gettin on le cos on off i am jus plain worried abt hw he doin esp his mama.
I asked him abt 1 qn - abt me and my dear de..asked him for advice cos he oso been thru.. handling 2 gals @ same time.. i jus wana ask him hw he felt dat time.. did he hav feelings for that woman or jus fling or jus to satisfy his sexual needs.. he very honest tell me.. even i was a gd gf.. guys are always greedy de.. and they cant resist temptations.. and if there was some1 who was more caring den own gf..cos mayb stagnant and all.. he still can hav feelings and even treat the other party nice and all. He is nt out to play like a jerk, he outta to seek emotional comfort balance. He analysed dear's case was ya i treated him too nice, seein each other everydae and given my character can attract lotsa guys dats y he kinda controlled me last time..frm dressin and going out alone wif my guy frens.. its my gd point but whoever my bf was..he would be worried. MY ex added on said though he flirted ard last time , he oso worried i bein chased by other guys..no matter hw deep i loved him..he simply no confidence in himself @ all..due to ego he dun dare tell me frankly. He commented Dear had put feeling in me nt jus a fling, nt healthy unless he reali rational enugh... which i tink he was all along la ! I dint tell him much jus quotin scenarios dats alI.
It may seem a crappy chat to u all..but i reali very happy cos we got no qualms talkin to each other and i got to noe his tinkin when i was wif him dat time. Reali glad we chatted and heard each other voices of heart. He even mentioned Dear still nt a jerk cos he still clear minded .. but asked me to be prepared cos time reali will pass fast.. in a flash.. many things hav to come to an end.. i told him nt to worry cos i been thru alot.. den he said cos he let me weather alot of storms in our rs, frm thea i become more stronger and less cry baby. He kept apologizing to me but we both learn frm hard way. I told him after the chat.. no more liao! He said he ming bai even see i online will jus leave me alone =) Never did i imagine i can talk to him lidat..sounds like only happens in drama shows but we did it.. clap clap!
18 - 19 Jun my safety campaign..sweatin non stop in workshops.. of cos sub cons oso took care of us gals..bot us drinks, gave us biscuits.. took gd care of us..Boss bac on 18 Jun thu to make sure everything ok for 1st dae..nxt dae went Batam. VIPS came and there was a prize ceremony. Me n Paige took pics wif a big shot known to be my company GM a humorous and no-airs Ang Moh. Waiting for boss to dl frm his DSLR. Ard 1000 + workers visited our booths.. ha many ppl wan nominate us for best booth but organizers nt entitled to take part. Mayb dis 1 whole week of hectic planning.. i kinda miss dear , see him online oso cant talk to him..haiz.
The 1st dae workers reali flooded to our booth to take the quizzes and to collect the so-called prizes.. some do wrongly ask to do again, die die oso wont leave the booth, some copied, some wana exchange the prizes when we gav out new ones..arghhhhh..and wadeva they saw we had on our tables..they wana "Ali Baba" (terms used in my yard meaning steal) they all kept pestering for 1. =.= chaotic but luckily still got the safety promoters helping to chase away the sheeps. Hot and humid, workers marching in , reali felt like war zone. Me and Paige could nt take time to take a leak oso! Boss kind enugh to drive us out to eat to reciprocate our hard work.
It was the 1st time i attended their weekly THu safety briefing..all workers being segregated in zones accordin to diff nationality.. some1 would be assigned to brief the workers.. nearest to me the group was in Malay so ya i dun understand @ all.. I dun dare walk ard to hear the Eng version cos too many workers le.. even with my safety guys a
Ok la..dis 2 daes @ campaign all worth it, got praises frm big shots, boss and my sub cons "bros" all took care of us..helped us to dismantle and ferry bac by lorry to our office and of cos we gals bein transported bac safely too =) Dear bac frm leave le but he cant get away to come visit my booth. GQ came instead..damn irritating keep disturbin me and in frnt of the workers kept leaning close to me and knocked my head and wana a souvenir frm me.
Gq and sub cons came to my office in the noon to collect rest of souvenirs for workers..came 3 times cos the items ben mixed up by my colleague. Paige told me Gq reali behaved like my bf lidat lor.. arghhhh and even tried to use her as excuse to hav dinner wif me lo.. of cos PAige nt stupid, she rejected haha..she said aiyo adults world so scary le..but i reali can attract all ages and skin colors of guys - diff nationality..got 1 Singh and 1 Burmese mixed India sub con seemed to like me..always help me @ my booth , do dis and dat, wana take pics with me..made me uncomfortable. She said my charm reali irresistable, i jus said cos nt many gals like me so friendly and dun mind dirty place or wad still willing to help out all dis la! She nodded and agreed. Nt many gals dun go site can tahan all dis..i even asked my indian , bangla sun cons teach me some simple ways to say hello , bye bye..basic de la!
I worked Ot though tired..cos wana rest @ hm on sat ma..sms dear told him i doing OT. He told me to go bac rest early and kept saying sorry he dint come my booth.. i said i understand la. Though i reali felt disappointed lo.. tot he can see my hard work ma.
He sms me ard 6 plus said he can send me bac hm...i said ok cos i oso tot takin cab hm le.. i oso wan pass souvenirs to him..while nearin his car.. he sms saying he actuali rushing time to go hm but he felt like seein me cos he knew i reali had a hard dae @ campaign and he supposedly to be thea to suppt me.. he told me he missed me.. ya *sweet* be it real anot.. all my tiredness still hav but i felt his concern =) Duno y mayb i missed him lo..i tot if he dint sms he missed me.. i would jus by pass his car and took a cab hm hahha.. but ya he did say! I almost dozed off in his car ..he reali saw hw tired i was but kept on talkin to me scared i zzz.. Den my hp rang, my safety uncle called.. i was talking but i looking @ dear.. he seemed weird.. cos b4 dat i told him wad GQ did and he seemed nt happy ..asked me dun let GQ stand near to me.. i told him even my boss tot GQ after me.. he told me no nid bother cos i oso dun like him ma..sad he nt gg to the family dae in jul cos he tagged bac to SSPL proj le..well oso gd la..wont bump into Gq often! HE tot GQ called me..he jealous i noe so i said uncle called la..and he got ears to hear our tele-conversation ma..1 wk no see gt so much to tell him..he became tanned again.. he been hittin the beach and workin out lo. @ some pt.. i felt like he wana tell me somethin, i gav him chance lo..he jus stood thea look @ me and talked abit in circles.. like hua zhong you hua.. nvm la nt impt la! Dun wish ask him oso ! Anywae when he saw me or i saw him..we always "shy" to voice out..all in sms den we able to speak out! Me i ming bai la i gal more reserved.. he shy for wad la! @_@ If he my bf, given such a long and exhaustin dae i had.. i would hav run into his arms and hugged him tightly haiz.
Reached my hse dwnstairs.. i passed him the souvenirs and i kept on yawning.. i was abt to get dwn the car and duno y we happened to lock our eyes again..he came fwd to hug me and whispered he missed me reali but I.. I ..wanted so much to tell him too but i dint.. felt like givin him a hug bac but i oso dint!! I jus told him appreciate he sent me hm noein i had a tiring dae.. he said dats the least he can do for me.. ONce again i stood thea and waited for him to drive off.
Todae rested @ hm..watched 2 dvds @ a time to relax.. hope my rashes faster healed lo.. nw neck oso hav le..arghhhhh..nxt week the med and lotion finished.. mayb needa spend $ see doc liao! Mon hav to do OT and prep for another safety campaign in Jul by SSPL. Dun wori Ah Na i can still handle cos ya we both noe shld nt be lidat...he shld nt be makin anymore effort for me.. but i reali felt a little tinge of being doted on. Its reali gd enugh!!
