Shhhh..Yoohoo.. i duno y i just chanced upon dat i can blog in office nw.. so better make gd use.. somemore i am nt very bz@ work, poor biz in my coy hope my nxt yr bonus wont be too adversely affected ba!

I will try change my blogskin soon..as i can do so in office. Not much of any updates.. Dear is still in search for a betta job and gd $ so dat he can pamper me more, he promised. I oso hope i can hav a gd increment soon..nxt yr i can hav long 5 yrs long svc award in my coy liao =S Lucky he left cos nw got supply prob for BB tea in sg if nt he gonna be aimed more!!

H somehw can noe wad i tinking, suddenly msn me and ask me is it once Dear get his final pay, we will cut contact with her? She b very upset to lose me as a fren and still i dun trust her after our confrontation. I jus ans her:  $ is very impt to us and we need time to digest.. my upcoming POA exam, his job searching & fightin in a new environment..He is so blessed.. his ex colleagues all helpin him to look out for new job and mostly wanna work with him again..i mus say gd rapport, gd colleagues.. hard to find! =D I oso hope this will be the final destination for him cos its v tiring to job hop and he got heavier responsibility. We tryin spend more time outside while we can. I promise him i will focus on my studies, and he will embark and jia u for his new career path =p Giv us strength and we nid all the gd luck too!

This coming sat i will turn 30 liao =S Finally lao naing's turn, nt lookin fwd jus be neutral. H wanna cele for me and ask us out..but nah i am not keen. She is rite..i m jus countin dwn to cut off ties with her.. those nt worth to blend in or giv in, time to b a gd shoot off. I duno y she still block me on fb wall but its nt impt anymore.

Dear wan to plan a simple bdae cele for me , i said jus b a simple one cos its gonna b his super belated too! No more short trip, gotta save for $ for insurance due in oct and many bills too. I searched thru hungrygowhere.com and found some affordable places so we shall hit on 1 ba. Gonna hav dinenr wif Na and Justin this sun too..tks for the kind tot..i actually nt much mood to do so.

2 more mths for tenant n irritain gf to move out..yeah..he wanna me to move in with him..and i need to consider many factors too..my mum is 1 big headache too..we tryin to live togth b4 marriage and spend more time to adapt to each other life style too. I guess my sis would be the happiest cos she can hav own rm to herself liao..recently she reali drives me mad, mid am ON lite when she bac and forgot to turn off..disturb my ZZZ..arghh! She can reply me : she v tired and jus doze off while climbin on top to our double decker bed..omg!!

My bdae wish actually v simple de :

All my loved ones b healthy, safe and work all go smoothly, be happy =)
Pass my POA exam and proceed to 2nd yr deg
Graduate and get my deg cert
Hav a better pay job..

Is it so difficult? the easier it seems, the harder effort gotta put in =S
Will update my bdae cele and so fast Serene be back nxt fri , duno the closeness still be there.. and she asked me hav i forgiven feli ? and wanna see her baby boi ? and oso to visit Tiff and Vict? Well.. feli case..i hav grown immune to it, i oso duno am i still angry with her over the studies and her charac? Time will heal ?

BB niece En En gettin cuter.. i jus love playin with her and cheers me up! =) A gd obedient BB!
I wonder every set back will mould us stronger? I jus hope so ~~~~

Been so long i blog again..really nt much gd things to mention , frens ard me oso faced ardous probs some even nt convenient to say out as promised!

I only noe i hav been trustin to frens le and i gt a big lesson learnt. When i more emo stable mayb i will write here for those who happen to read my blog and curious to noe. I wont announce to frens to read my blog anymore, chance upon jus do so ba. Me n him bot a hse out of our hard $ in yish 4rm, it b ready in 2015 nov - our future love nest, after 3 tries of applyin for BTO..Hope the paperwork and etc goes on smoothly. When he settled new job and we can jus find a date and get on with the weddin prep le..simple and within budget. We dun wan hav banquet so hope can convince my parents.

Hope his next job b happier w/o those backstabbers etc..his bb tea job 1 word to describe - unappreciated. And i been tinking is it my fault to ask him go for this job plus the devilish trg in taipei ? I dun wana check typo i jus let it all out!!! After class, i jus wanna go hm, or straight after work, mit him oso simple dinner , try dun spend too much but we nvr regret and quarrel over car instal.. thank god! We agreed when buyin car, no matter hw hard we cope, we mus nt say y buy a car? We both noe it brings us convenience and can spend more time togth whenever we can. We start to feel the vibes to start a family togth, expenses to share etc.. nt jus u love me , i love u dat simple anymore!! Sorry frens , nt dat i dun wan mit u all, sometimes end of the mth, really tight and i no matter hw hard unless really bobian den i will borrow $ frm fren if nt jus dun go out and go hm eat dinner. I dun wan u all treat me , it will make me feel v useless and kinda no face and hate to hav nt enugh $ in pocket outside.. nt many ppl can noe the idea..

Some of u at least pay nt high, gt hubby can suppt, some oso gt a stable pay bf or family., still can shop, go ovrs, i dun tink ur so called broke is same definition as me.. me and him dun wan depend on our agin parents and find ways ..wanna prep weddin ppl alwys sound v tight, arent we? sometimes we quarrel oso hard to get by and we dun wan each other to starve. N his stupid bb tea gave him alot of stress and his no brains boss , stingy, act ignorant, nt empathizin wif staffs. In a way he being forced to quit and lucky somehw mayb the boss worried he go report him, he no nid pay bac 3mths bac to coy as his contract due this Aug. I only hope things will get better when he finds a better pay and we wont need to struggle so much.. he b happier @ work, i will be too. My work so far ok too.. pray hard. I try be on time to work so far HR nothin to pick on me le. Jus did appraisal wif boss, surprisingly he gav me A, i work there 4 yrs all along i get B. He says nxt yr i may hav heavier task to help him load his work burden.. i hope will hav pay increment, $100 i oso happy at least my presence there is still worthwhile =)

In sg mus really hav $ , every mth pay bills, study loans plus my meagre salary , hav to somehw make ends meet. His salary oso nt alot and he gt committments too. Thankfully irritatin tenant n gf will move out in jul, we gav them 2 mths notice as we noe findin a place to stay in sg is nt easy. I really cannot tahan the gf..after she moved in, we had small , big n fierce quarrels over them. B4 dat wanna giv the tenant personal space, i oredi endured le..nw comes super high pitch teh bao gf.. talks and whines alot like hyena. 4 ppl in a rm is really nitemare! My him is always so inconsiderate and let ppl take for granted. I rather b the xiaoren den let ppl cross his border lidat. I really feel dat we are tenants instead lo. And they mayb noe or duno they affect me and his rs lor.. =( And sadly to say, i am v short tempered nw.. sorry i wll try tune bac to my gd temper soon after so many things happen.. after he find new job and most impt theyshift out.. i guess my volcano lvl will slowly improve. Cos i ren too much and explode out oso v jia lat. I will do self reflection on dis..when we quarrel, really tiring and he still dun get my chu fa dian for him and deems me as nt undertandin and makes me so wei qu. I with him nvr regret , jus dat lotsa side factors cause me to b v upset n unhappy!! The other 2 tenants dun affect us cos they are zai nan and if nt hardly at hm early too. Since the hyena come, the bf becomes v inconsiderate and in his eyes only gt her.. PUI!!!

I nvr detest some1 so much till everytime i go jus feel like tellin them to F off lo.. he ever warned me b4 cannot b so rude if nt he wont forgive me.. he oso dun wan to be sandwiched betw me n them cos the guy livn there 5 yrs with him le.. haiz.I jus hope they dun drag the movin out dats all.. i noe they start to dun like me cos i told him for last time le..they are nobod to me so i dun wan f-king them affect us anymore.. ask me ren i jus ren, given his f-king bb tea job , it drives us mad!
Heuer was rite to say - its an idiot proof job but really i tink only idiots will work there.. i always tink bb tea.. jus cook pearls and prep liao dats it.. behind the ppl rs.. sucks!! I duno wan to believe H is innocent as she says she is innocent and unaware of ppl try to backstab my dear. Ppl mention H names when boss and HR qn him and H deny, alot of accusations up to H disadvtg.. i confronted her many times cos i wont allow anyone to hurt my dear.. somemore he oso trustin like me.. but after the bitches Angeline and Shirley incident in army.. i learnt hw all dis works.. of cos i cant tell much to my dear and bring bac my unhappy past wif my ex oso.. dun wana see him or mention him..

I am still gg Yvonne's salon do hair ..ex bf sis intro since i hooked thea..me ans Yvonne are like old frens and i hav trust in her will always make me look mei mei =) And many times my ex and his wife gt same appt as us but somehw we dun get to mit..heng ar.. it wont b awkward cos i be proud to hold on tightly to my Dear's arms and let him bang wall. I bumped into his sis n bf though, we still hi and bye =p

My class started and this is a damn big class..exam nxt mth and lotsa diff ppl i see in class like young lians and bengs..i dun talk to any1. I remod cos i wont b in grp with them so its fine with me. POA no need do proj jus assignment. If he can make it, he will send me to n fro or fetch me after dat. IF nt dat long journey i alone jus listen to my ipod to keep me warm on train.

I noe we nt gg to mit often after he cfm his new job, i jus focus my studies and try mit frens if $$ can allow me, kinda no mood, gotta study.. his bdae i was sick and we jus watched movie and had sushi delivery to his hse. My upcomin bdae.. i oso dun intend cele though comin 30yrs old le..as long as i can hav better pay, he happy wif new job and most impt i pass my exam and proceed to 2nd yr deg , v time lag behind.

1 yr plus wif him so fast le..we had simple cele gg batam 3D 2N to pamper ourselves and oso to USS. Enjoyable trip and no 1 disturb us.. =) *loves*
This time Trish come bac i oso nvr meet her.. ya i sick again and gt some heat rashes, makes me v pek chek so if we really mit to talk, i duno will i flare or wad? See she get on well i happy le.. so i really duno..but still frens yes! =p Serene still contact me often and she comin bac in jun, i duno i can mit her often but i try ba. As for Mag, we dun contact often but i will read her blog as and when and hope she can really get up on her feet soon =p Jia u !! U are nt a weak Mag ger, u are always cheerful, stylo and tai tai Mag =)

Dear in 2 weeks in camp reservist and on off mit me only 1 time dinner , oso gd enugh le. Jus hope dat dun wan quarrel abt tenant anymore , many times i jus feel like blurtin out i hate them , if they live there, den dats it for us.. but i cant.. v childish and i noe if i say, that shld b the end!! =( So i duno wan praise myself for my long term patience for tenant issue, he and H. I only noe I will nt b happy to attend his coy gathering, so jia i dun like and i dun like to face H anymore.. after Dear gets his final pay, we will cut contact slowly with her..be it s really innocent. He still say dun mind come out talk , see wad she gotta say..i say no need if she keep deny and twist fact, waste time too !! 10Q Lixian, Manfred, Serene ,Biaomei, Na and Justin for listenin to my whinings dis few mths. I hope to improve on everything.

Duno wad happen to Tiff leg, kinda infection and on off condition nt gd.. poor Na and Vin gotta fan over dis and child med bill nt cheap oso.. but i got to talk to Tiff and we had a 5min talk and happily we can converse well .. I oso like my bb Niece En En.. my mama takin care of her.. v obedient  chubby and cute.. will upload pics soon i hope!

Lastly Mag and NA - be brave to move on.. many ppl wei ni da qi..
For me and him..also need to move on and face wadeva coming. 2012 coming , hopefully my mama dun say 2012 cannot get married again lor.. =S

End of emo instability bloggin =S Till I whine again ba.

Oh our 1st yr trip also included Batam 3D 2N, very relaxing and we got to eat A &W lol. We jus went for msg as our beach resort we staying nt much sea view too =.= But we b back jus for a short getaway n he got to FISH there for fun..Kelong seafood was gd n cheap =)

See Our Batam Pictures =)