Haiz.. Bad dae at work =( Really got an urge to type resignation letter and leave for gd.. shall i jus quit or take TOA ? But Ms Leow will suffer if i go le..tink for her more or myself more? Will start to hav some plans soon. Really nid a breather..Feel dat enugh is REALI enugh... Sick of my job n work environment!
Sometimes i wonder who will reali appreciate wad i hav done for them ? Be it frens, dear , colleagues, family. I admit i contribute very little to my family..suddenly seein my parents gt more grey hair, i feel sad nt cos i oso nt getting any younger. I feel dat i really cant provide much for them, though i no longer take allowance frm them..tinking abt it..i feel so upset~ Feelin abit emo again. Sobz.
I wonder when ppl say i nice gal, kind hearted..am i reali dat gd? I dun expect pay-back kindness at least hope they are reali happy when i did something for them.
Feel lousy and sad....no motivation @ work, no mood. I oso noe complain definitely no use. Grumble ?
Tired~ tired~ tired~ arghhhhhhhhh =(