Attached are some pics of my god-daughter Nikki 1 mth old pics =) Managed to upload after abt a week le.

Emo Part 1
Suddenly emo again..haiz..
Really missed those gd old daes -us
walking in the rain sharing umbrella, happily chattin, always by my side..
watching movies together, share ups n dwns le..I will nt forget wad u have told me b4..mus b happy most impt
always willing to talk to me, listen to my probs..give precious advice, long hrs of talkin on the phone
noe hw i feel, antidote to my sadness..
happy moments will always be remembered.. u take care =)
R we driftin apart or still close in contact..tink of u ..i reali emo lor =(
Abit regretted wad u told me and i chose to act blur..
time cannot buy bac anything..wads lost is lost..only can hope for the best in future. Are u feelin wad i feelin?
Where are u nw ? Can u hug me or lend me a shoulder to rely on & cry ? I seriously nid a hug so badly le.

Emo part 2..
i have done wad i can done...are u still angry wif me for nt spendin more time wif u..wad u wan frm me ? Ur time reali cannot compromise and everytime u emo, u tend to say hurtin words which u urself duno..like dun care abt u le...all words no action, no sincerity. U very mood swing le..i dun mind u can vent ur frustrations on me but nt to the extend like u say till i totali neglect u..mayb when u happen to b readin dis..u sure b worked up! Pls do not ok...I am lots emo den u..but i choose to bottle up..i simply dun wan add on to ur burden..doesnt mean i dun care..can u pls get it straight in ur hd? If u keep tinking this way...as long as u are happy u can do wateva u wan...sick n tired of sayin I nvr make effort le...I cry oso hide in a corner dun let anyone noe lo..dun expect u to feel or noe wad i gg thru..jus hope u wont misunderstand me further!

Emo part 3
trying to eat and sleep well..so far doin it slowly..trying my best
work sucks and i reali dread gg to work...
those officers reali an eyesore le..wastin our tax payers $
reali wan get outta there asap ..sobz.


Emo part 4
lotsa uncertainties in life le....no one noes wad will happen to my life when i stepped out of my obstacle.
This is the 1st time i really feel so emo and can dun eat for weeks, survive only on drinkin. I try to dun tink so much...i nid to calm myself dwn and analyse properly my route...I wan to do things that will make me happy..ya everyone keeps saying life is short n unpredictable, jus cherish wad u hav. I Know ar...but who will reali cherish me ?

Hope few mths later when i read this page..i wonder hw i will feel @ dat time le. We shall see.