cant sleep well~ feel very pek chek @ times...i feel bewildered..who can give an ans to all dis ? I feel so tired~Dun wish say much le..no pt emo when i duno wads wrong!
Had abit alcohol but nt drunk...hw i wish i can get drunk. Supposed mit god bro but he nt free...nxt time ba..mayb can lend his shoulders to cry all out ? I wan let it off my chest once n for all! Pls leave me alone if u duno wad happen! I jus feel like leavin here ..the urge to leave is gettin stronger each dae! Haiz..well life is short lor! Hao hao de yi ge ren can jus get sick lidat, so young and feels so sad...shant divulge too much..due to the "sensitivity" ! Wad can i reali do to make myself more happy and love myself more ? Everytime put my heart to do it will hav "unforeseen" circumstance? Nw slowly trying to get bac to all my frens outta there!
Going to do OT this week cos too many work... i rather uncle dun go batam den i wont b pressed for time..so many things undone and nt yt done...Under staffed! My mood isnt very gd so pls do not step on my tail!