Ya new yr come le..supposedly feel happy go visiting relatives and take ang baos...but.. but..life is jus so unpredictable! Makes me real emo..kinda sensitive .. dun wish to describe wad happened the whole dae.
Only can say receive 2 bad news in 1 dae - last SAT =(
1st :
My Da yi has passed on - my mum's dajie...has been sick many yrs le.. =( Of cos my mum cried and i feel sad though nvr see her for almost 10yrs?!
2nd :
Due to sensitivity only can say i 1st time witness hw life is precious and we mus reali be healthy. I am very emo on SAT but needs to control my emotions in order to console "her" so i hav to be brave and be wif her @ the hospital! Stayed till 11pm. A veri tiring and emo dae ~

Overall...first 2 daes went visiting wif my family and take ang baos. Dun reali hav the mood to cele this festive mood but i still went to bai nian le..
Suddenly after SAT i secretly hid in a corner and cry over all this bad things..wonder y 08 is lidat...shld be a better year rite? Why is all dis happening ? Can't take more blows le...

*crying*

Dun wish say much , dun even hav mood type this in le. Jus feel dat todae go bac to work simply no mood..my body feels so weak & i feel so drained out all of a sudden!
Is it everything predestined for us ?