THIS IS GOIN TO BE VERY DIFF FRM WAD I ALWAYS BLOG>>

Motivational, touching, inspirational, philosophical , calm and encouraging =)

Diff side of ME, JEN , MYSELF and I. I speak like a real adult!

When can i reali go on a holi w/o much hassle and time permits me to do so ? Reali envious those ppl who get to travel....best part - no nid fork out any $$ cos their partner is ard.. or ppl out out thea says no $ la, no leave, yet still can go Japan, New Zealand so far country! *tappin on my chin*.. this is hw the words HARD-EARN came abt ba!

Well..for me i WON'T and WILL NOT depend on anyone...i believe me, myself & I hav the capability to do so! Watching those travel shows on TV reali makes me feel a tinge of urge to fly over lor..nice food, beautiful scenery etc....... Y these few years i dint get to fulfill my wish! Ppl scrimp & save to go holi... Y cant i do the same thing despite i dun hav much leave ? So i hav decided instead of sitting on the fence and complain, i will plan and do the same thing with or w/o dat someone..haiz.... =(

Finally understand the meaning - Time & tide wait for no man!..coming to this stage i keep tinking alot abt us..us...& us...wad went wrong? Sometimes nt dat u dun wan cherish , it mayb the wrong person in the 1st place or later stage! Time is reali a killer bomb..hav to bow to it! It either makes u tink bac the joys or pain dat went thru in ur life! No pt cry over spilt milk, instead got to tink of solution to overcome...dats is hw u can become stronger when u mit obstacles..nt easy though! I am doing my best nw all by myself, dun wan frens and family to worry for me! Every xiao kang zhi jia has their own probs!

Its reali very tedious and tiring to go to work hee-hee haa-haa-ing wif ppl yet u feel pain in ur heart..cos society is cruel esp in the working world...nowadaes if u dun perform well @ work..off u go cos so many "exports" coming in to vie with us over our rice bowls! Sad world isn't it...all the on-going globalisation prb, agri-culture, increase of oil price, rice .....look ard us! Wad is happening?

Meaning any part of the world u want to go, is facing diff crisis...be it serious anot..

So no matter wad hardships, any probs we face be it in r/s , financial , studies...we can overcome if we hav determination! D is oso a killer but adds on as a bonus when u tide over ur obstacle.. *clap clap*..During yest class, my lecturer shared wif us a video clip abt ex $1.99 shop lady boss Nanz Chong-Komo success and failure...she has her ups n dwns and she reali motivates me to even wan get out of my shell. Ya mayb she gt enough backup (finance suppt frm family) ..but i reali admired her courage to come fwd to learn her mistake and learn frm thea! Another 1 is Tian Hu's CEO Kenny Yap's inspirational talk..this is hw biz world is all abt, lotsa wad u reap is wad u sow industry philosophy....u mayb tink they are talkin rubbish...aiya wad motivational talk la! But when u sit dwn and listen to them seriously...its reali relevant to us...they are talking abt biz here but those points they pin pointed is oso equivalent to hw to be a more useful and less stressed person! They are nt born frm a silver spoon family and yet they can succeed..

Mayb its a self guide or only 3 secs motivate us but if u reali go into detail abt human pyschology and stuffs is pretty interesting & worthwhile.. =)

I duno hw i am going to walk dwn this path alone but i will put forward my both legs and jus walk till i am tired!

Jia you everyone out thea who faces prob nw! Hugs.

Remember - only U, URSELF can do it..nobody can help u or always let u rely on forever! Face the music..get out of ur shell ba comrades!

~endless motivation ONLY if u believe in IT~

Words, music , retail therapy , travel, self indulgence in ur own hobby, drink and make merry, smoking ferociously, seek counselling or professional help, change new image of urself, MIA frm everyone..anythin u do as long as u are happy.. but got to noe wad u are doin and ur limits!