Feeling very sian..ya emo again..wonder where is my life..work non-stop everydae, precisely frm MOn-SUn...used to be i cleared my work everydae..but nw more n more passes needed to do...only i noe wads the scenario nw..haiz.
Life is reali short...as long as i noe wad i am doing and nt hurting anyone..i guess everything is fine and under ctrl ba! Jus hope that i will stop meetin those who hav affinity with me and claims to like me or watsoeva, but actually they are jus passing clouds...very very tired~anyway i dun need a serious guy nw hurhur~ i jus wan enjoy any process i gg thru noein i cant afford to play mind games and stuffs...so i will jus follow my heart..as long as i am happy..i dun see y i cannot jus like someone out thea but w/o committments and w/o the person noein ..OR can jus save $$ and jus go holi again w/o much planning or jus walking aimlessly on my own..and be a SOMEONE out thea..
After the scary shadow that has haunted me for yrs ...cant help but tink that is the darkest patch of my whole 27yrs of journey..
Liking someone, flirt, affair , no committments , sweet talk can temporarily heal my single soul but dat cannot put a stop to my once so hurt and bleedin love path.....of cos i am nt gg to do something stupid to hurt myself la...come to tink of it... can a couple reali last long nt that i wan pour cold water...haiz.. =( Wad nurturing, care, concern yup they do play an impt role..but once the rs got prob, u mus reali find a solution to it and dun be like me..dilly dally for so many yrs until i am reali sick & tired of LOVE or in a rs. So whoever hav LOVE pls CHERISH!
And i am serious to say - damn painful period i am gg thru nw.......... =( Luckily still hav frens , Biaomei to suppt me...thanks ppl =) Hope i can recover frm this "black" journey soon!

PS : This trip to HK is supposed to be a "recuperating" one but somehw it makes me emo too...but i nvr regret gg thea..... =)