Ok for Shanna dearie again hahahahha.. =p Bleah!
yup..last Sun went to the Bohai Ship tour @ my yard thea..got some snacks and best ar..Ben & Jerry ice cream..though its a small cup..everyone is only entitled to one per coupon. Haiz. If i noe boss nvr go, shall "kapok" his coupon heehee =p See pics.. ( i took with my Indian sub-cons and 2 of my Bangla safety officers & some other impt ppl frm yard) I went up the ship 2 times..kiasu hor..nt cos its gg to sail in 2 mths time and nt coming bac anymore..its becos of 1 of my safety officer who cannot make it for the 1st round. ANother thing gt to mention, this is the ship him2 has been working on everydae for past 2yrs way b4 i came here. Its reali a life time experience for me le..forgettin i am scared of height de, i followed everyone to take the so-called crate elevator to go onboard..the scenery is damn nice and i finally get to see and tour ard and understand more abt the operations of the ship. I get to noe frm my safety officer...their job is reali very tough gg up everydae to do inspection on workers and i can oso imagine him2 working scenario...reali nt easy.. *pat on their shoulder*.. *hectic environment*.. I oso get to see the control rm of the ship..whoa reali an eyesight..duno hw to describe...i can only say this ship is reali "nei you qian kun" le.... =) I slowly learnt that the proj my company is doin is reali so magnificent le. woots.. *thumbs up* and i hav no doubt my safety officers are reali doing a gd job everydae..
Well..while i was busy taking pics and strolling along the way..suddenly tot of him2 ...ya cos e day b4 he suddenly sms me to mit him soon and i feel so lost..reali mixed feelings..supposed to feel happy but scared i will lose him even as a fren..haiz...so in a way i rejected him hurhur!
Den ok i admit thruout the tour i was tinking abt him, hw i wish he is here beside me and can explain to me his working environment...but i noe its impossible to happen ...
Strangely, when i was abt to reach the exit of the ship, my heart beat very fast le..and suddenly i feel kinda my heartbeat is irregular..i tot its cos my phobia of height ba..den scully i saw 1 familiar face rite in frnt of me..i paused and stoned a while and strained my eyes to hav a closer look.. (i hiao la, wear shades so cannot see clearly who is who mwahhahahah)..To my shock, him2 was rite in frnt of me..i was too stunned for words..i dint realise i was standing behind him until someone called out to my safety officer and both of us happen to look @ same direction..we stoned awhile and i jus say - EH Hi, U HERE TOO...den took the elevator dwn to land. I dint see properly he was with his family or alone but i tink shld nt be alone lor.. My shipyard fren Rima wanted me to go up later to tour the ship but i was too excited...and who will guess dat him2 & Rima were in the same grp for touring...if i had nt insisted on gg up first..my dreams may come true ? hahaha.
After the tour ard 12 pm, went bck office to take a breather den continue part 2 of the tour with my another safety officer..so busy run here n thea..so tired..~ luckily company gt chartered bus to stop outside my office to fetch us inside the yard. The 2nd time i went , i accidentally dropped my glasses in the bus w/o noein it has dropped frm my pocket..sighz..cos i was still wearing my shades..After e 2nd round of foto session, i kinda no mood le and keep tinking mus find bac my glasses...began to worry alot and almost cry lo.. 1 of my safety officer Gazi very kind hearted ah boi accompanied me to wait for the incoming buses ( there were 3, but i forgot which bus i took so i asked the driver to help me call out 2 other uncles)..and it was drizzling ...after checking out 2 buses up n dwn and i cannot find my glasses...i almost cry lor..and wan go hm le...den lucky i insisted waiting for the 3rd bus..and viola...gt this handsome young guy - some co-ordinator of this event told me he saw my glasses and he has put @ the registration counter and ask me take the bus bac to the event wif him...i dared nt look @ him cos i am so ugly w/o specs..i dint ask his name too..yup, and i retrieved bac my glasses...thanks to him..and it started to rain heavily..Wanted to thank him after i put on my glasses...but he jus "disappeared" ..Mon reached office abit gan mao cos caught in the rain. *Achoo*
Hee..yest him2 so sweet morn drop my office come see me..he so cute le..so jia to ask me abt his workers cfm comin for cse @ in the noon and keep smiling at me..say though we no work liaise le i mus still keep him in the loop of all dis cses... i fully understand when someone wans to "frame" him @ work..and i told him if i can help him, i will lo. Den he left in a hurry.. i sms him issit reali come check the cses or see me? he says actually its jus an excuse to see me.. i feel so happy lo..hee. Yest he shared with me his work prob again..somehw i feel dat i am contented in this way again..call it crazy ba....he told me he wan to spend more time with me and i was shocked to hear dat..i told him can chat on phone ar..but he says he tinks he gt many things to tell me..of cos i hav my reservations too! This is the 3rd time we say wan mit but always nvr succeed..sometimes i tinking mayb he dun meant wad he say de..
Todae he called me and said cos raining he is unable to come and his " enemy uncle" is 1 step b4 him to see my safety officer so he nt convenient come..who noes dat uncle later part still flirt with me.. *annoyed*. Funny part is he says nxt time their office gt any gathering, he will ask him2 to bring me along..i told him i am nt close wif their ppl, only work liaise...and i keep tellin him him2 nvr giv me prob until the new 1 took over complicate things..after dat i called up him2 and we chatted awhile...which is so rare we can do that.he is angry for me dat the uncle is talkin crap la....i am happy once again hahahha.
Recently, raining ma..the feeling to hug him2 is so strong..of cos i nvr tell him la..and the feeling of losing him is oso gettin strong..mayb i hav to be prepared for the worst.. if reali happen..shanna no more drama series le..unless find new cast hahahha.
Oh ya..mus say this - my setup date wif Des considered ok la..cos i told the gers to let things happen naturally..ha wateva song i wan hear, Des all sing for me..well they all can sing very well...i guess i mus pull up my socks..
Lastly..wan add on recently very perturbed by my own sis...she chattin on the phone like i am transparent - very noisy and damn mushy...reali nt her to do that but i guess its LOVE =.= I duno when my volcano will erupt and tell her off to spare a tot for me...I can be open minded to her behaviour but i tink she is takin for granted le. And poor me suffering le...luckily recently worked till very tired and can fall asleep soon..and i tinking when my ex can giv up calling me ar..duh~

ok..thats all for todae..tink more drama episodes coming up! Hav to thank him2 for spicing up life and fill up the "emptiness" in me..but be it wan mit anot..i will tink carefully~
in my heart wan mit ..but on other side scared i will jus lose him lidat..ok shanna noes wad i mean la..hee =)