Ya whole weekend nua-in @ hm and i can only use 1 word to describe - HEAVEN ! Long time nvr relax @ hm and jus surf net, listen to music, be couch potato (lucky me..lotsa nice shows), msn, read mags..woo.. see @ hm can oso be so busy! Yup, yest had a long chat wif Trish & Serene thru msn..thanks pretties ! 3 of us agreed..mostly guys dun wan be frens wif us..why, why, why ??! And my biggest prob is i treat them too nice.. and i will do some self-reflection!
Yup i am hardworking to change my blog skin hee..this one more easy to access..everything is jus thea openly and i like! Hope no more complaints!
Last nite had a nitemare over him2..i dreamt dat we were together and everywhere we go i am bein termed as his gf and he is so smug abt it...dun reali like the feeling.. feels *stressed* ..i remember in the dream, we kept gg rounding wif his frens and they approved i am the "one" haiz. Haha..i guess i missed him 2 much le can even dream abt him..cos on Fri can say he whole dae nvr sms me due to work. It wont happen and of cos i will nt be happy in reality, dun ask me y..I snoozed till 12pm den get out of bed..hurhur.. Due to the bad weather, i changed my mind abt going bac to work~ And guess wad..i can control myself frm nt sms-in him whole dae nt even a gd morn...hmm...good effort made le. *pat my shoulder*
Oh ya he did sms me yest update me abt he on cse and nt working for the nxt 2 sats... *sweet again* ^___________^ Lala...lala.. i oredi dun expect much frm him...noein he always dun sms me 1st unless its work.. i rather i dun make initiative..but u noe la..mostly my fingers are "disobedient"
Found some old sec frens thru facebk..cos frm wad i gather..most of my frens abandoned "Frenster" le..so i got to find them bac again. Browsing some frens profile and seein they are so happy and doin so well ..feels happy for them too esp Ms Mag. She reali deserves all this gd things ard her..duno why mayb is due to i dun like to voice out attitude or bo chup to explain, me n her drifted apart but i nvr forget her. Suddenly miss her so much! (well, hard to bring bac the closeness le, i guess, nvm la..if she is happy n xingfu.. i am contented)Den seein him2 frens posted their sec sch pics..makes me realise mayb i shld ask Justin and Ah na to do the same thing. Our "toot" and fugly look is so amusing lor. If i hav time..tink i will even put my childhood pics..me hor..chubby and oredi very hiao le.. dun play play...Reali so nvious some frens are doin so well, happliy married wif kids, successful career and some of them even got their own shops...*clap hands*..Doesnt mean u dint study hard cannot hav gd life..sometimes its the HIM u get den u can be xingfu.. of cos everyone has their own probs..pics can be deceivin sometimes..haiz. I noe it, can feel it and been thru it..Those who duno me well see me like xing fu wif my ex last time le..and who noes we hav been havin probs and we hav "ding dong ding dong" our rs for 8 yrs..whoa.. >_____< --------- sobz---------------- Sometimes i jus feel like scolding myself can i dun be so easily contented or over doin it.. end of the dae i say i am happy but in my heart - "emptiness" begins to slowly occupy me. But this character is inborn..wad to do.. AH JEN~ *use 2 hands to beat my 2sides of my face*
I am nt despo to find my HIM but i jus hope me n him2 dun drag too long. So coincidentally i did a dating test on facebk to see wad signs shld i date.
Result : Aries, Sagittarius - and and.....HIM2 is Sagi le..diong~ i always believe lotsa things are fated and events that happened gt a meaning behind.. but but..duno why after my ex i can reali sense dat him2 and me will be saying bye bye soon.. *rub chin* wad has to come has to come..so mayb after sept i will reali wake up frm my "storyland" liao. Wish me luck. Cannot say i wont be sad but at least can still be "好朋友" or 还是好朋友. *fingers crossed* Siao la..i wont cry, jus feel sad only.... am i destined to lead my life lidat and cannot be gd frens wif a guy? *scratch head* When can i hav a successful career...LOVE can wait..but i cannot wait too long for $$$ hurhur. Meanwhile oso hav to bao yang myself.. cannot be lazy le AH JEN.. I mus take gd care of myself.. health la, face la, fig la, work la = TIME & YOUTH =(
ok ok..dun wan be so emo..i will upload some new songs or MVs ba..stay tuned~
Tomoro boss gg to be bac frm his in-camp. Whoa 2 weeks jus passed and no freedom liao. And worse part tink gg to be busy and lots things to settle..
Oh long time dun hav Nic Tse movies on TV, gonna catch "Long Hu Men" @ 9pm on Channel U nw. Basically i am turn on to him when he is fighting and he havin a bad boi image..ya idol daes are over..he is oredi a DAD but hmm..well i jus adore him..heehee.
Male Celebs why i adore so much :
RAIN - dancing, acting, good bod, cool , acting wif fighting scenes
Nic Tse - bad boi image in reality and acting wif fighting scenes
Jay Chou - singing, playing piano, acting wif fighting scenes, dancing
Louis Koo - handsome face, good bod, acting wif fighting scenes, bad boi image
Takeshi Kaneshiro - handsome face, gd bod, cool, charming, his "electrocuted" eyes
Beckham - charming and gt a bad boi image, loves the way he kicks football
Alex To - cool, bad boi image, gd bod, singing and dancing
Aaron Kwok - dancing, bad boi image, acting wif fighting scenes

They are the "IMPT MEN" in my life...mwahahhahaha. Basically i like ah bengs wif gd bod and best noe hw to fight plus noe abit instrument? hahahhaha.. my requirement to my HIM and no one fits the bill..lol *roll on floor* mwaahhahahhaa.