His 1st ex 3yrs = he sad for 1 yr lidat..still begged her frens for her whereabts..go her hse thea wait for her..even seein her holding another guy's hands..he still persisted on.. haiz.
Me n him 8yrs++ = 3mths move on wif a gal so fast be it serious ma.. wad am i to him? #%$^@ I dun expect he did the same but me n him bloody 8yrs lo.. he may hate me nw..well every1 is rite..i shld nt dwell on bein guilty anymore abt leavin him when he reali so-called turned over a new leaf.. lucky i left..cos i reali seen thru him! *crying, sobbin, tears dropping! *
An Jing Le MV - S.H.E
Crush -
I hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time deep inside
It was a rush, what a rush
'Cause the possibility
That you would ever feel the same way about me
It's just too much, just too much
Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Has it ever crossed your mind
When we're hanging, spending time girl, are we just friends?
Is there more, is there more?
See it's a chance we've gotta take
'Cause I believe that we can make this into something that will last
Last forever, forever
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
This crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
F/N: I prefer crush nw.. as in less hurting and somemore nw wadeva he say is the truth and keeps explaining to me oso no point..be it real or jus making me yearn more.. i am and hav to be rational~ I dun wish to immerse in his pool of logics and concern.. its nt rite but sometimes i reali nid this to spur me on.. no doubt frens are always thea for me esp biaomei.. but he came @ the rite time to divert my attn.. sometimes its very taxing but overall wad he gav me is wad i yearned for.. jus njoy this pointless effort he put in but i am reali touched.. mayb any Tom, Dick Harry can help me tide this..but its jus dat him2 jus walked into my sadness nw.
Rite nw.. i jus wana immerse myself in retail therapy as long as my bank acc allows hurhur~ hiao more, doll up more, pamper and love myself more.
JEN"S BIGGEST ANTIDOTE NW~~~~
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