Been ages no updates ..well cos i dun wan be the sole person who takes on the burden to pay internet bills whereas my 2 young sibs shld help too haiz. We agreed on forking out per mth individually and though i used the least .. i am a wei da jie jie wad to do, will top up the rest out of 9times =( Mayb shld reali save up get a simple lappie ba.. if nt its reali nt fair lor ! But i jus angry in my heart only.. i am their da jie ma.. fighting over to use com is common among all sibs but i guess i am the lugi one here!

Calculated here and thea.. i still hav to pay my sch fess for another 3 yrs - ard $400 per mth.. lucky i got promoted @ dis crucial period..got pay increment but nw only wont get to eat grass so soon but reali mus save up. Last time b4 mid mth ..oredi very broke and tried so hard to scrimp and save..mayb jus gg out to eat alone can cost half my wallet.. i guess nw be more zhai @ hm is the best way to save $$$. Somemore recession reali bad lor. Nw u wont reali catch me @ shopping malls..mayb reali jus hang out wif frens once in awhile or any cele den will step out of my hse. Wadeva stuffs i reali fancy mus reali put aside 1st.. since sep gg to graduate..hopefully can get another promotion fast!

2 weeks bac de sat met up with Kris and Chaplin, the jie meis and bros for their weddin complimentary buffet dinner @ M hotel. (See pics) Most of the bros were thea but jie meis only me and Adelene (in the pic) were present! Had a hearty free dinner and strolled to Boat Quay TCC after dat. They got these retro sofas and chairs which cost $5000...reali antique price.. it looks norm to me though of cos i oso took the chance to sit on it.
Jus sat dwn and chatted here and thea.. the bros all dun believe i am SINGLE nw until Chaplin told me to move on ba...6mths liao since the breakup.. he blurted out dat him1 had left navy and going to Vietnam for few mths to find his gf. When i heard dat..i was like ..... well nt sad or wad..jus wondered wad would be his plans...well its his life le..i wont bother. I asked Chaplin to update me more but Kris kept exchanging stares wif him and told him wana zzz in living rm ar.. Kris told me wad is over is over.. no nid noe anything la. I nodded in approval! Him1 asked them nt to update me abt his life so be it ba. Wish him luck!

The bros were very sweet , kept saying jokes how they met the couple (all of them were poly mates) and frm thea diverted my attn. They asked me to send in my finding bf resume and they will help wif it. All of them are either gettin married soon or attached happily. *envious* Chaplin mentioned abit abt him1 and my rs..the bros all chorused wif 1 word - admirable!
All of them shook their heads after hearing hw i spent my life wif him1 in the past.

Him2 is reali so weird nowadaes, he offered to be my on-off driver be it i am going hm /class/ or meetin frens in town. He said if he can make it he would surely do it! Ok la got 1 free driver nw =p

2 daes in a row fetched me hurhur ..can see he was reali happy doing this and duno y we blushed when seein each other.. mwahahahaa.
1st time he offered to fetch me after work and he sms-ed me he going town for his fighting class so i agreed. Waited till 7pm for him cos i meetin Trish for dinner @ 730pm in town. He came and kept talking non stop in the car abt his work, his class, movie etc.. i noe he oso gan cheong scared we would be very silent... i was oso stoned and my mind cannot function properly..wad i wana asked him or tell him totali came bac different frm my mouth. Is this "xiao lu luan zhuang" ma ? mwahhahaha. And he dared not look @ me and jus concentrated on his steering wheel. Outta sudden he asked me yish MRT stn can ma.. i was like - huh tot he sending me to town ? Den i asked him isnt he going for his class..he complained to me dat he needed to go bac to his site cos 3 daes later there would be an event and he needed to supervise at the heaviest hours! No wonder thruout the short lift..he drove very slow lor. Den i replied ok can thanks and no nid take the trouble to do this again if reali nt convenient. Den suddenly he turned and looked @ me in a serious way and said : nah yish too near liao i dropped u @ khatib ba cos i felt like drinking some lime juice. I was like huh ok lo.. and jokingly said if still too near den jus send me to town ba..he said he scared traffic jam and he nt in time to rush bac. I was like huh joking la!
B4 i got dwn..he asked for a farewell hug..den due to constraint movement in the car..he dint reali manage to reali lean over and hugged me cos i was sittin thea stoned and dint reciprocate bac =.=
When i was waiting for train, saw his sms asking me where am i , got seat ma etc.. suddenly felt very sweet of him to do dat but i am nt used lo. He told me he dint realise after 2 mths seein me again he would miss me dat much, whether i wana believe him its up to me..well i nvr reply jus say happy to see him2. In my heart felt happy but dun wish let him noe. Be it its real or fake..this is temp bliss ba =D

Awhile later..he called me and we chatted frm khatib to Bis.. he asked me y am i so stoned in the car and dun seem to bother abt him and asked me is it i dun like him anymore or wad did he do wrong? He apologised for nt able to send me but i said its reali ok! I told him mayb too long nvr see him , i oso duno hw my reaction shld be ba! He said he kept on talking cos he reali scared i would ignore him on the way!
Nxt dae i am gg hm after work , him2 sms-ed again say would send me bac but asked me to acc him to other yard for work and he will send me bac..den afterwhile he told me can only send me to CCK cos he might be occupied at the yard thea. I told him its ok i can go hm myself. Ard 5 plus he sms-ed me say he nid nt go other yard and can send me hm asked me to wait for him.. I stayed bac to clear my work till 6pm den i called him..he still tied up ..i told him i can go hm myself but he insisted he coming le.. i called again at 6plus and he told me he still @ work and asked me can wait awhile more..he be sneakin out to send me hm.. den i told him no nid and i went hm myself. So tired and dozed off my bed.. ya i felt angry cos asked me wait so long and cannot cfm the timing. I noe his concern was to see me and to send me. My concern was worried he needed to rush here and thea.. ard 9pm he sms-ed me and said sorry and told me he still @ work and he knew he was in the wrong. I told him dat was jus diff opinion view and nt quarrel in sms..he said he reali worried i angry and dun wish see him anymore! Well ..everything was wrong when he said all dis.. but i am alarmed dat i could hav such impact on him! Its nt a fling or jus plainly sms. Nxt dae he dint sms say wana fetch me.. he jus told me he was oredi outside my gate and he tot i heading for class so happy said can see me longer le. But i told him i havin a bad headache and wished go hm rest. He sent me hm wif some disappointment on his face. He told me coming 2 weeks mayb cannot send me but he would try cos he would be bz working.. i said he is nt obliged to send me anywhere la and reali appreciated his effort. He told me he reali like the feeling to fetch me and see me in person! ^_____^ On sat supposedly meeting Kris for the buffet..him2 sms-ed me said he would be fetching me to mit her but last min he was stuck wif a problematic foreman and he needs to settle the issue. He asked me to wait for him cos it would be a fast 1..i told him to concentrate on his work ..i can go myself ..called and chatted awhile b4 his foreman came to see him..he felt so pek chek.. den when he on the way bac..he called me asked me where am i ..i said train le..though its still early for the dinner..Kris and I decided to mit up 1st. He told me he needa go hm bathe and tot comin to fetch me since he oredi knew where i live pengz. Ok la.. overall i am blessed wif this temp bliss ba..he wana fetch me den let him be ba.. as for meetin up for drinks or wad..dat 1 reali very hard le. I hav to admit i oso like the feelin bein with him in the car even w/o saying anything. Mayb he scared i would feel annoyed by his ti ti ta ta.. he jus focused askin abt my work and hw i am gg to spend my weekend and asked me to rest well!

Had a mini bdae cele wif Feli cos Serene sis nt bac yet! Glad she njoyed her cele @ TAOs restaurant @ Selegie.. mayb the waiter bei wo dian dao..he kept coming to our table (most of the working staff will chat wif customers to get feedbac..gd strategy) =D I got lotsa complimentary ice cream, drinks and he even secretly da bao 1 drink for me hee hee =D He can walk 1 big round to serve other table when he is jus steps away.. well well..i dint noe i got such charm hurhur..
1st time went to the Toy Museum wif Feli ..nothin fantastic leh.. dinner ok only.. well jus wana to unwind ourselves cos last lesson of last mod liao..super stressed~

ok la..shld be contented for nw le.. well i noe him2 oredi starts to put more attn on me but due to work and.. well.. i hav nothin to complain la! Just njoyed this duan zhan de process.