Last friday..super duper long and tiring dae for me..
1st super bz @ work.. rushed for quotations and chasing suppliers for our purchasing.. so many lor..Boss oso bad mood kept on hurrying me and asked me to focus on all dis 1st.. Conclusion : passes pending..todae den reali rushed all e way..all the cropping of pics of nt hemsem guys - SIANZ! and EYESORE!!! When i was @ my busiest..IT Uncle Manjeet came dwn to config and install new software for my new com. Monitor wider nw and looks like my full desktop is only half filled nw! It took him 3 hrs ..meanwhile we chatted ..real friendly uncle.. I offered him a bottle of mineral water..he so happy wor! Say safety always gt welfare, mus come see me more haha! Ard 6 plus..i tested out my pc and suddenly felt emo.. i cleaned my table , did some hse keeping and i kept tinking.. it seemed like yest when i 1st joined.. started to bring my stuffs to office and beautify my table.. but given a new PC and new a card printer.. i leavin end of the yr wad.. haiz.. dis sep 2 yrs in safety liao...ya hav to make plans by AUg.

Last fri after work.. Me and Serene met up to go to TAOs to find Feli. When we reached..she told us GReg askin hw come we nt here yet! =.= After i so-called scolded her thru sms the dae b4..she decided to keep quiet.. promised wont make fun of me and GReg anymore.. i was like duh! Haha.. And so happy Ah Na last min brot Tiff to join us.. she still considered gd gal dat dae.. can say behaved herself very well ! Hee..she gt free ice cream. Greg appeared to be over friendly with us.. jus like our old frens.. he can even see our table short of 1 knife and went to bring 1 for us.. so observant.. i was sittin inside again so dint get to talk to him~ After i went to bring AH Na to join us..he asked Feli where i gone to.. hurhur! Den AH Na came oso njoyed the special privileges wif us.. mwahhahaa..she oso noticed Greg got on off bio-in @ me..and when we wana take grp pic..he volunteered take for us! Den when we wana take wif a cute waitress of his.. he was like .......... haha.. den asked me y i can be so close wif her and he oso wana take a pic with me.. I lamented .. last wk took le ma.. he said this wk is this wk ma.. duh! He reali tried to get our attn dat dae.. but after dat still took a grp wif him .. he came near to me again.. and looked even happy this time! End of the dinner gav us a 10% discount and some free cakes and ice cream too. Again he prepared a farewell cake for Serene SIs..He wanna us to sing a Happy farewell song togther but he kept lookin @ me..nt i leavin leh..hahaha..den he suggested singing auld lang syne.. i said so sad meh.. den he changed and lead us to sing - Happy farewell to U, Happy farewell to Serene.. i was like huh? !!! But quite funny la! I told him i wan his waitress to pei zhuo wif us.. he asked me y nt him ? I replied cos he nt gal ma.. lol! Super weird rite?
When we walked out to the entrance of the restaurant.. i saw him looking @ his hp and again he offered to help us take a pic! This time he took out his hp again and looked @ me..but i too blur to notice. Out of a sudden.. Feli suan him - eh dun jia jia take out hp ..wad u wan do ar? HE so pai say and kept his hp away.. i asked them wad happen..and he oso pai say..den said Bye to us..and waited for us to leave den he headed bac inside.. The gals all wondering if he reali ask my no..wad will my reaction be? So far.. he nvr get my attn.. hahhaa.. mayb he nt bad boi lookin wif tattoo.. hahahahha.. OOps! The gals asked me to sit bac and see whether he will private fb me.. hmm..i dun tink so ba! *cross fingers*. AH Na suan him saying nxt time mus bring hubby come mus hav such special treatment too. He replied of cos.. den AH Na asked him - provided JEn here ? Haha.. he too pai say to reply..guys guys.. gt gf liao leh.. hmm...mayb his character oso hee haa de. After dat Feli took cab hm..ME and Serene and AH Na wanted to go other places to chill out but her hubby hm liao! So Serene went to mit Hubby and Me and her went to fetch Justin to go her she and they acc me to Elvin's farewell drinks.. Hmm reali love them so much.. they cared for me alot.. reali appreciate..given my attire dat dae and i tink i gg to drink alot.. they were with me thru out the nite..thanks darlings..and me- ya n a single drop of drinks i took! Got to noe an interesting Peru Guy. ELvin in charge of him. Gt 1 part..3 of us very fed up cos Elvin duno want to send the PEru guy hm anot..and wasted our time! 1st time I was hugged and kissed in such culture way.. i blushed! After we left Elvin and grp..we had our supper session! Prata @ THomason Hse.. i reached hm 4 am.. AH Na sent me and Justin bac.. b4 dat dae..I offered to top petrol for her as an appreciation to her..she married wif kids still acc me jus scared i will end up in duno whose hse in case.. Muacks. Me and Serene oso stayed out till wee hrs @ Raffles City STarbucks.. continuously for 2 daes lol.. We hav so much things to catch up but nt enugh time.. lucky her hubby spared us time and he went to mit his frens!

Todae super bz @ work..him2 called my hp when i stepped out to the ladies.. I tot wad happened.. within the 5th ring , he picked up and sounded so happy..he said he coming over to settle some passes issue for his foreman.. i said OK! When he came ard 9 plus, my colleagues were talking at my table.. he shy away.. he gav me the passes and said he be back.. Den i jus do my work..jus a glimpse of him again. Haiz >>

He called me after awhile tellin me nt convenient to talk to me cos my colleagues ard.. though i told him they are harmless. HE asked me if coast clear den he be comin to pass me docu for his foreman! HE came b4 lunch and bad timing la..Boss came bac. He waited for me to do the passes..chatted normally..i showed him GQ's "love mail" and his reaction was weird.. hmm.. Den he hurriedly went off..and sms me ..y lidat again! I was blur.. duno wad he meant!

He came 3rd time @ 4plus to pass me 1 foreman docu..i told him can pass all tomoro.. he jus laughed and told me he nt gg town todae so nt able to send me to class.. I said OK!
I jokingly tell AH Na dat since nw if he nt free send me..he will try drop by.. i wonder he reali find things to come see me to let me do or he reali still in charge those guys of his.. complicated co-ordination!

Yup..2 wks passed lidat..Serene and hubby flew bac yest .. 745pm flight transit to Melbourne den to SIdney.. During their check-in..some prob cropped up and the counter gal gave us a unhelpful approach and made me boiled.. She xplained due to some booking time slot..the plane is full and they hav to be seated separately.. and still can tell us @ least they able catch the flight.. wad the @$#% .. I super pissed seein her bo chup attitude.. i voiced out in a firm way.. ya i noe once i blew my top ..dats it.. i confronted her and asked her is she gg to be held responsible shld anything happen on plane.. ie.. though they are nt sittin too far..7hrs flight and its ridiculous for her to say cant sit togther.. i told her this is nt budget airline..wad crap! I requested to see her supvr to hav a better ans for us..she dun dare go ..and i kept pressurisin her to do somethin.. I noe Serene's hubby wanted to blow his top too..but both of them so nice and accomodating pair.. i did the voice out for them..Viola.. within 15 mins..dat counter gal said ya arangements hav been done..they can be seated togther liao.. i was saying ya this is wad we called airport svc ma..tot SG airport svc top 5 in the world le.. she gav me a fake smile and i gav back 1.. *bitch* (dis word i kept within me) thanks for helping and for ur kind understanding! Feli, Serene and Hubby shocked @ my attitude..they suan me mus tape dwn leh.. cos they 1st time see i so fierce! I am so happy cos ultimately i am jus trying to help them..nothin wrong ..i am stating facts and nt being unreasonable..But i told him i gt no image liao la.. they all say clap clap for my bravery and thanked me..AH Na commented if she were thea..she will create a scene until got 1st class sit! Awhile later..AH Na appeared wif Tiff and Hubby.. came to bid farewell too.Serene was happy and felt touched..cos AH Na jus noe each other only! After dat..we da bao @ T3 and went bac her hse to see Star Award ...ok la..quite satisfied with those award winning ppl! Hanged out awhile and chatted.. 1 am took cab hm super seh! Hurhur.. dats y todae i skipped lunch to zzz again! Ha Ah Na abit buay tahan Feli's over warming heart to be frens.. She says my temper damn Up.. very few ppl can fight with me!

This week gt events again..meetin Trish after her come bac frm Taiwan.. we needed a chill out place to unwind.. cele Mag's 30 big dae @ her hse.. Poor her duno wad happen jus got sick very seriously and expectedly..fever , vomit etc..Sis mus take care! Fri public holi..planning short trip wif AH NA and family wooooooooooo =)
Busy life i am havin ..so happening nw i guess!

Overall..reali spend lotsa time wif Serene this time.. so happy.. hope she be able come bac nxt CNY.

2wks so fast up liao.. reali in a whizz lidat!!! Unknowingly Serene sis gg bac dis Sun ..reali will miss her..this time round we mit up often and shopped and ate and enjoyed our chattin session! Ya, i still going airport to send her off.. Haiz.. hugs hugs..Take care sis! We shall bac to msn /email again when u back in Sidney!

Whole 2weeks can say reali keep going town.. 2 of us can reali go Orchard , Suntec, Marina Sq and Bugis very often le.. Tink after she went back, i will not wan go shoppin for sometime too.. too tired! Ha..old liao.. but this time round we reali so happy to spend time alone and talked anything under the sun =) And our little secrets hee. Can tell she njoyed her shopping with full bags of her conquer @ shopping! Hurhur...we reali make full use of time to mit though most of the time i am tired after work but still go town mit her! Worth it lor cos its our yearly mit up ma!
Reali cherish it lor! Last mon took leave to acc her shop for the noon and @ nite i went for my class.

On Tue.. him2 sms me said he can send me to class so i waited for him till 7pm.. i wana tell him i shall nt wait for him cos i am running late and he reali cheong to fetch me. In the car..nt so much of dead silence as we started to talk abit here and thea..still feeling awkward , but more eye contact nw le and finally longer dist.. =) Suddenly he turned and looked @ me very serious and asked me wad i am gonna do after i got my degree cert and he tot for me the diff paths i can go and helped me to analyse .. he said he wanna the best for me and wana see me live happily with a stable job.. he hinted no matter where i will be ..there will be ways to keep in contact if reali sincere enugh! Then he told me abt his bz schedule.. he oso currently studying part time dip in engineering and oso waitin after gettin his cert, he wana change job too.. I dint ask much jus listened. Den he very seriously explained to me dat everytime i sms him no reply means he reali bz working and nt ignoring me on purpose..still can tell me wad time he is doing wad till wad time.. wad time he has mtg etc.. he told me abt his boxing class schedule too! Hmm in a way, i tinking he may wan tell me nt that he dun wan mit / reply , jus dat his life is damn occupied nw.. I duno wad to say or wad i wana say.. always the wrong words frm my mouth.. he has fetched me 3times lidat le and i still felt pai say seein him, cant hav a proper conversation wif him..I can feel he is feeling the vibes too. He tot i am damn late for class and he kinda cut lanes and wana speed.. i told him i still wan get married de.. den he looked @ me in a funny way and laughed.. haha! Say i very cute.. We tried to converse normally and in betw, there is silence but i feel dat both of us are trying to be natural as possible liao! He kept encouraging me to seek for greener pastures and no one can plan for my future except myself.. enugh of princess life la.. so many ppl dote on me so long its gd enugh le.. den he said somethin like oso managed to attract ppl oso le.. Got 1 point, he was on the phone and i seriously felt so uneasy.. after dat he told me its his bro waiitng for him @ the martial class. I reali gained alot exposure workin here.. I jus jokingly say even he dun reply my sms be it real bz or wad..i oso cant do anything to him..cant be cheong over and hantam him lo.. he said even i did dat.. he cant stop me cos he reali workin ma.. =.= Den he asked so far hw am i getting on with my single life.. and asked abt GQ again.. duh! B4 i got dwn the car... we kinda felt funny again..he wana giv me a farewell hug but den ya.. he jus gave me a tap on my back and said bye.. Ok la.. contented he fetched me le and ya we are trying to talk normally .. we too used to sms le. This time gt dwn the car..i tried to say bye and looked @ him and smiled bac!

Yest morn..GQ's side gav me some prob..workers nt registered and wana come for class. My trainer making noise but i managed to solve the whole issue.. i princess ma.. sure giv me face!
Den in the noon.. i sms him2 to complain abt GQ..he suddenly rushed into my office lookin so pek chek keep askin me GQ got come or did any1 mention his name abt the issue earlier on..i asked him wad happened and he jus looked @ me and said dun worry everything under control. He looked @ me for a while and commented.. whoa todae dress so nice den he left in a hurry.. i was like ........ he came to see me secretly but pretending on work issue.. He shld hav no work liaisin wif me ..wonder y he was bein implicated in this matter. I asked him since so bz..giv a call will do le..he jus replied.. come dwn ask me faster ma.. hmm.

Yest and todae met up with Serene again..hurhur..we always hav so much to talk leh! Hee.. hav took some pics and will post soon!

Oh Greg had added me to Fb and to my expectation, he gt gf liao! He seemed friendly though..nw feli so apologetic towards me saying she shld nt try to match make me n him last wk.. she felt so pai say and guilty.. and kept saying i hav attracted enugh wrong bees.. i noe her concern..she still wana change restaurant.. ME and Ser tot that if we dint go bac tomoro..reali hard to face Greg. FOr me i am ok cos i nvr like him.. its his job ma..dat Feli too emo and drama liao.. made me and Ser boil for the whole noon.. when i zzz during lunch..she sms me saying she very sorry etc..dun mean for all dis.. i told her all are gd for nw.. as long as she noe he gt gf and dun match make us lo..i tink she worried dat Greg may like me cos the way he looked @ me is reali weird.. well i dun care la.. scold me if u wan.. nw i only hav eyes for him2 lol. End of the dae i drafted her a very direct and quite direct sms to feli saying to be less dramatic. Its nt my fault if Greg reali likes me or wad.. but i tink i am safe cos seein fb..he n gf very lovin le.

Ok will go zzzz nw..tomoro is Serene's farewell dinner and Elvin farewell too..gonna be more tired..Sat gg alone to ICA pick up my new IC which i dun reali like leh! Haiz.


Ok..real tired.. mus go zzzz nw..take care! *eyes reali wana close*

Finally i have managed to regain my happy self again..more jovial nw! I am still trying my best lo..not easy for me.. but i will and hav to jia you! Recently only weekly update cos too tired and cos Serene is bac.. i got no time to update oso.. hurhur! Ok la..since majority do agree my face is rounder but PRETTIER nw.. i gladly accept and try eat more but to more healthy aspect! Last wk had dept mtg..discussing abt progress of our work and tinkin nxt yr i wont be ard le.. haiz.. *emo*

Last wk reali hectic @ work cos new card printer here and due to some PC config probs.. dragged 1 more dae to officially " Kai Mu" my core biz again! Been rushing for the past wk for 100 outstanding passes and viola i am so pro in my typing nw.. thanks lor.. all my passes are cleared except those sub cons companies nvr gav me full docus! Phew! Thu met up wif Susan , Biaomei and her bf @ amk for a quick dinner... reali appreciated to keep me company cos i needa stock up my shampoo and hair mask.. every1 so tired after work and Susan worked till 7pm den come straight mit me.. *touched* Hope Nikki recovered fast frm her fever. Poor Susan dint get enugh zz taking care of her.

Last fri suddenly i felt so wanted by every1.. him2 dropped by my office in the morn ( he jus came bac after 3 daes helping another mgr to cover duty @ Tuas Yard) He did sms me said he missed me but i jus take it ya la i am happy le.. I happen to sms him boss nt ard whole dae and i am feelin so happy cos i am alone doing my work, no 1 disurbin..within 10 mins.. he showed up in frnt of me , dint say much again, jus asked hws my weekend and he popped by b4 he going for a mtg in the yard.. the mtg @ 915am.. he came @ 830am and he still say awhile.. well i noe he making effort le... i asked he oredi gt the intention to pop by cos so many daes nvr see me or seein my sms den he came by..he dint wana ans but gav me a sheepish grin! Well well.. =) We still felt awkward when seein each other i tink and yet we reali njoy jus seein each other w/o talk much ! Our biao qings shld be captured dwn lor! I shld blush and shy..duno y he will behave lidat!

So qiao after he left.. i went to refill my water bottle and saw his company van still thea and knew he went to smoke..wanna go to the back to find him but but.. i dint! Den so qiao.. i was abt to go to the main entrance near my office to update the mthly accident stats board.. he was still ard.. "givin water" to the engines.. cos weather too hot liao..i stood beside him.. and i jus asked eh u still ard and i said drive company van y not car? He jus answered nt convenient for him to park in the yard. Den we looked @ each other.. i felt awakward though i reali njoy jus standing beside him dun talk @ all .. Siao rite? Den i initiated to walk off and said bye to him.. i walked quite fast lo but tink he went to catch up wif me cos he was slowly drivin beside me and said bye to me b4 headin for mtg! I promised to make him a new safety pass b4 i go.. he jus say haiz. After work 1st plan was to mit Serene when she touched dwn frm KL (She n hubby went to visit his grandma thea).. den Kris sms me to mit dinner so i tinking mit her den will go mit Serene or 3 of us can mit up..can intro them to each other too! Den Cz sms me say he can join me & Serene after his work (end after 8pm).. Den elvin sms me to mit him and Jason and frens to chill out! Ok overall.. me n Kris had dinner @ Kenny Rogers @ Marina Sq.. chatted cos we long time no sit dwn and talk! Serene came to mit us @ 930pm den we went hav drinks @ HK cafe and ya 2 of them can hit it off quite well.. hee =) After dat i sms CZ dun come dwn cos no pt come an hr only taking cab.. den initially i tot Kris go find her hubby, Serene go mit hubby too.. me will adjourn to mit Elvin they all lo.. Ha no need envious..me single wan go where wad time its up to me to control ! Well many ppl ask me hw i make use of my status nw.. i say no le..jus only spend time with frens and enjoy their company. As for dating.. nah nt my cup of tea.. unless real close guy frens! If nt.. hard ba.. no intention of havin a rs even i do reali meet a nice guy! *so far heart dead for a new rs!*

But end up..change of plan.. me & Serene and Kris went to find Chaplin @ Selegie @ MINDS Cafe to play games while i acc Serene to wait for her hubby to finish meetin up his frens @ CLARKE QUAY! Weird encounter - 3 of us alighted the cab den got 3 guys wanna get in ..1 of them helped us to open the door and say welcome ladies and hav a gd nite.. den 1 of them even tried to be funny to me & Ser saying we dropped somethin in the cab..we went bac to take a look..duh bluff us lor..and den 1 of the ang moh can still say gotcha bluff u ladies.. Siao la..3 of them nt hemsem leh and looked mid 30s.. arghhhhhhh.. Kris was complaining hw come gt ppl open door for us hahahha, tink they tipsy or wad le.... and they realise once again i start to attract wrong guys.. @ the MINDS cafe got Chaplin's batch bois all xdds lo , but got to admit some reali nt bad looking wor! Haiz..
Sorry Elvin.. lucky he understands i treasure my gfs even more =) Reached hm 3am.. hurhur.. fell zzz in the cab!

Yest met up wif Serene again for dinner but Feli came along too.. I was very touched when initially me and Feli wanan giv Serene a belated bdae surprise @ TAOS restaurant again (we brot her thea cos we felt reali nice thea to chill out and she deserved the same surprise too =) ) Glad she is happy too.. I dint noe Feli and Serene planned 1 for me too though its still early..Thanks ladies for the advanced pressie.. i wanna tear but havin 3 coats of thick mascara..i better drop this idea! They tinkin since 3 of us can get together, we shall hav an advanced one for ME.. Ya this time got more VIP treatment frm the restaurant managers themselves..remember dat time i brot Feli thea to cele her bdae.. got this waiter keep comin to our table and talk to us very friendly and all..yest den we realised he was oso 1 of the managers la.. hahahha.. oops! 2mths passed.. he and the other manager still can recognised me and Feli leh and treated us even friendly this time.. like old frens lidat.. yest mayb whole dae dint eat.. besides feeling touched and duno y something jus flashed thru my mind.. i very hard to "blend" into them at a point.. the gals wondered hw come suddenly i was so quiet! The 2 gals very naughty keep disturbing me and that mgr..ok his name is Gregory, the other one is Raymond.. They make Greg take pics with me saying bdae gal ma.. den when takin grp pic..they made him sit beside me and take lo..i felt so pai say and he still can turn to tell me shall we pose? Ha..end up 2 of us pose only.. the 2 gals kept commentin we looked reali compatible.. no pics..goto wait for Feli cos captured in her and Ser's cammie wor.. Hurhur! Den Feli seemed to be my spokesperson.. kept taking to Greg and asking him qns, wanna add him to fb..and Greg so gladly accepts her offer! Den he added on workin in this line hard to noe gd frens and no time for networking cos he only has 1 dae off per wk. Ser and Feli were so certain Greg do felt somethin for me cos when he was talking to them.. his eyes were on me.. i do notice few times but i jus pretended to be ignorant. Then when the 2 ladies went to the washrm, Greg came to ask me hws the food so far i say ok..Raymond came to thank me for coming bac the 2nd time (Feli asked them to look after me while they nt @ the table) =.= den another manager Eric ( happened to be Ray's real bro) came to ask me cfm 2 ppl bdae rite? I was like huh.. no le.. i told him 1 only and dats Serene.. He promised to make somethin special for her.. i said OK!

When the 2 gals came bac nt long.. there comes Serene's surprise cake.. den Feli asked hw come gt 1 only..i asked eh 1 ma no meh.. den Feli went to talk to Ray, he brot another cake.. Greg came to sing bdae song to me and Ser.. i felt so touched cos i was bein included too! I reali felt as if its my bdae too! Ya i reali love the pink bag which i been eyein dat dae when we gals went shopping ! I wonder shld i put the pics here or wait for Jun hurhur! Well mayb jus post lor. Den Feli asked any present for me ..Greg jokingly say he can giv me a bdae hug if i wan.. i dint say anything! Haha.. den he turned to look 2 me and asked me dun be offfended.. Den Ray gave 3 of us complimentary cakes again.. den gav us a jug (free gift) which they hold the drinks and said since its 2 gals bdae ..todae we shall hav more VIP treatment.. We took pics with Greg and Ray. Eric dun feel comfortable so ya we respect his decision! I told the 2 gals.. since they working in this line.. its nan mian to be friendly to customers and build a networking wif them.. but 2 of them lamented.. Greg seemed to be interested in me if nt he wont ask his staff to keep coming our table and serve us and end up he gav us extra 10% discount and said for us only! I felt reali pai say! Me and Ser was tinking hope Greg and Ray wont hav the tinking we so hardcore abt all dis treatment and appear to be cheapo lidat.. Ha feli got Greg's fb and will add him and tag him in the pics too. (they oso wonder wad will him2 reaction be when he sees the pics) Feli damn daring ask Greg ask whose acc he wans.. he replied all! They commented and lied that i flying bac nxt week so we are gg to hav dinner thea again nxt Fri as farewell.. he was so gun cheong and asked me fly bac to where? I jus smiled and said nt me la.. He seemed a nice guy but ya so far no chemistry! Ha Feli even joked saying since nw we hav taken pic with him..that can add as a member card.. tink the restaurant itself gg to adopt the membership system soon =) We cfm VIPS! Cos tinkin he worked in this line sure can noe many gals and hee haa wif them! After dinner..went movies with Mnafred @ Np for midnite show ..reached hm 2am lidat.. whole 2 weeks been out..mus reali rest again!

Ya Elvin flying off to Africa for 1 mth plus for biz trip.. kinda sudden but happy for him dat his boss tink so highly of him.. promised to mit him b4 he fly off this Sun.. and yup..Serene gg bac this Sun too.. sobz..will miss her..so we left nt much time to mit.. mus grab more chances le.. !

Thanks Manfred for ur advice on my leavin nxt yr.. it sounds aggressive for me but this is reality of working society.. cant be a pampered princess or livin in my comfort zone forever.. no matter hw pain leadin to certain issues.. i am always a strong gal..so ya i hav to navigate my tots very carefully! Good luck for ur exams.. will see u 1 mth later.
I starting to tink with this round face.. i gg to get more tao huas ma ?

Time is reali catching up on my life and oso my biological clock..haiz.. jus got to grab it hard and cherish nw.. nobody will noe wad will happen tomorro..Haha i got buy insurance , nt to worry..though cant see the big amt of $$ yet!

Had a gd long weekend cos spent my time with besties Ah Na and Justin and his Mama. We cabbed to ECP hawker centre for late dinner (Ah Na and family drivin thea to mit us , duno Y BB Tiff so emo dat dae and refused to join in the makan session, only after his daddy bot her a bling bling stick den her smile is bac again! Ha dint noe kids hav mood swings @ age of 2! ) we ordered lotsa food..will attach pics soon) after me and Justin and his mama went to EXPO (finally i know where is Max Pavilion hurhur, kinda lost when cab uncle dropped me @ Hall 6 instead, lucky Justin guided me to follow the direction ) to watch an Easter Day Drama show organised by his church - yup i volunteered to tag along de.. ya to commemorate the special dae for Christians. Ya as usual.. they had their religious session b4 the show started..though i am nt a Christian.. I jus respect it and @ least clap along when they were singing the songs and when they prayed.. I oso closed my eyes too and prayed for gd things to come for my loved ones! I teared @ the part where the "Jesus" character was being cruxified on a cross (of cos wif props and make up, but they went 1 round the whole place showing hw cruel and sad the torture was..i mus say the actors/ actresses reali put in lotsa effort..though i am nt part of this religion, i can feel the pain too). Justin say its norm to tear cos all of us hav feelings ma somemore its a sad scene.. There are many fairs happening @ the same time..ie job fairs (who can wait for me 8mths lidat to start new job?! ..sobz and worried cant stay in semb corp!) EXPO reali mountain ppl mountain sea lor. There is a small trade fair organised by his church and i got to know some of his church frens ie Desmond.. a cute 84 ah boi who kept on suaning and disturbing me.. thru him i knew other frens (while Justin went off to help out his choir ppl and to find his mama , Des acc me to walk ard, and i got to noe super friendly guys! I got free easter chocs oso! =) Ha @ 1 of the booth (helping ppl with designs of houses), 1 of the guy a designer came to talk to me and passed me his name card.. I told him i am still livin with my parents den he jus said nvm feel free to look ard oso.. so friendly..nt bad looking but ya shorter den me.. den his colleague came to me and said the same thing hurhur..i oso answered bac same same.. kinda awkward leh.. but both of them nt bad looking - eye candies everywhere @ the fair ( Ha Des asked me to "dian" the shorter guy and can make frens ma since we both keep havin eye contact duh! * I shy leh*) .. Den Justin came to find me & Des.. he being "persuaded" to buy 2 tops frm the 77th St booth (run by 1 of his church fren)..she reali makes a gd sales person haha..cos lidat Justin bot 1 top for himself , 1 for Des. I wana buy accessories but they only accept cash.. heh heh! I commented on 1 guy bag reali nice and he reali emptied out his stuffs and wanna giv me as a get to noe new fren pressie.. church ppl are so so friendly hor?! I was shocked by this act! Haha.. if LV.. tink he will giv me ? Went round noein new ppl..mostly guys and xdds.. shook hands and i forgot names.. cos reali too fast like speed dating mwahhaha! Duno when can see them again oso!

After dinner.. Wanna mit Kris and Chaplin @ the new Butter Factory but i forgotten to bring my temp IC slip so therefore dropped the idea and cabbed hm with Justin and his Mama. Haiz. I mus remind myself to collect my replaced one on 21 Apr.. within 3 mths i mus collect lor! So far..sighz! Oh ya.. forgot to mention while i was doing my make up (on the way to mit Justin). him1 called .. yes MY EX CALLED ME!! Shocked!!!!!!!! @ 1ST I TOT I ACCIDENTALLY PRESSED ON HIS NO , BUT DEN ITS HIM CALLING ME! I hesitated for awhile to pick up (partly cos i rushing ma cos raining i scared jam oso!).. ok took a heavy breath for 3 secs lidat..i answered lor.. He jus called to ask hw am i gettin on, whether i am still working @ same place, still studying, hws life..he heard i coughed abit and seemed to be very concerned..asked me take gd care of myself (sms me after puttin dwn and sendin rgds to my family.. i dint reply cos i dun wan the sms to snow ball jus lidat).. i blurted out say i running late to mit Justin..i wanted to say meetin bf or wad.. but i jus simply cant say out! Anywae ..our conversation was a short 1..he told me he went to vietnam for a short holi, nw looking for job.. given last time i sure @$#%$^ him for nt settling well on his life..i guess its nt impt nw.. I jus listened to him and i dint ya i DINT even bother to ask much.. in my heart wanna try talking and caring as a fren.. but he sounded abit sad and kinda despondent.. so i dropped the idea.. I dun wan him to tink i still care for him..ya its quite heartless of ME but strangely i duno y he would wan call me up out of a sudden on a GD FRIDAY and spolit it (i tinking mayb he wanna patch things up with me or he missed me as a fren, anywae oso nt impt!). Ah Na and her hubby so sweet lor dun mind let me bunk over if i am scared to go hm dat dae (scared he would be waitin for me dwnstairs nw dat he got all the time) !
I jus hope he wont come and distract me again!

Him2 so funny..he came to my office again last wed.. He very sweet la... he stopped by on the way to help his workers to da bao dinner.. i was doing my make up and as usual i will sms him bye and i am going off le.. seein my sms.. he called me and asked me hav i left..i said nt yet..he asked me to wait for him.. i asked for wad..he said to see me awhile lo..hardly got this chance leh!
I told him ok to wait outside my office for me cos Boss still ard ma.. duno is he nvr see my sms (cos he drivin) or he so gan cheong to see me.. he came to my office..and thea i was puttin on my mascara..i got a shock..and whispered to him.. cant u wait outside.. den he jus stood thea and watched me do my make up..i felt so weird .. he told me he doin nite shift.. and i oso duno y i suan him in dat way..prob i gan cheong oso.. words dun tally with my mouth.. I asked " Manager oso mus da bao food for ppl meh ? " He looked @ me and was dumbfounded..he skipped topic asked me where i was gg and wif who.. i said Orchard lo and wif my Biaomei.. i "chased" him away to wait outside for me cos i cant focus on my makeup leh..den he told me he rushing bac le..and asked me if GQ got come..i said ya he did come but for work lo.. I tink my boss saw him again! Den when i was abt to leave office.. i called him 2 times to see where he was, mayb can mit up awhile .. he dint pick up..on the way out to take the bus..i called again for the 3rd time..and he kept saying sorry to me (when i joked - wanna die ar..dun wan pick up my call!), he can still xplain to me so seriously on the lorry he driving , the gears he changing ..mus focus drivin..very unsafe act to ans my call..he was so worried i would get angry ..well ya *sweet* 1st time he called me yes dear i am sorry..and i am shocked.. i dint call him dat, i jus said take care and nxt time call early or wad la.. he said ok..( i guess i call or dun call..he oso tink he is my dear too ) i felt happy but i noe ya jus cherish all dis sweet and gd memories will do! *shucks*

Yeah Sat went to mit Serene Sis wif Feli @ Citylink..we had SAKE sushi den we had the JAP ice cream ..she missed dat alot and after dat we acc her to shop 1 whole dae frm Suntec to Far East ( so qiao bumped into Biaomei and her bf.. sat dwn and talked abit and let them go their er ren shi jie) ..continously for 8hrs.. mayb i old liao.. i reali felt like a dead exhaust engine leh.. so aching.. ya i did shopped too.. *sinful* but happy de.. so nice to see her again..ya she still so pretty and dun worry sis.. u hav lost some weight le but nt FAT ok! ..and happy to hear dat u finally found a new job b4 coming bac.. all the best to U! No worries when we waited 4u to try on so many clothings haha.. we ming bai hw u lost touch with shopping since u moved to Sidney..
We had so much shopping bags in our hands dat we got no time to take pics.. shall mit up this sat to compensate bac on all dis! I noe she missed us too.. The nxt dae me and her had our rendezvous mit up @ Bugis w/o Feli ( we parted in the late afternoon cos she meetin her parents 4dinner..and i came bac to rest - menses 2nd dae lo) ..though 3 of us are close..but me & Serene still prefer we 2 jiu hao le.. Brot her to this dessert hse opp Bugis Junction , so yummy lor.. Feli sometimes cannot blend into US! ( So ya those pics we took dat dae w/o her will only appear here nt on FB..Shhh ! ) Ya we bot things again..of cos she beat me with all her spending..1 yr come bac once sure shopped till she reali dropped.. mwahahahhha =) Hw i wish i am on holi like her.. so freely and no need tink so much! After my new job settled nxt yr..will reali fly over to visit her too =p Though she is bac for 2wks..we wont mit often cos she needa to mit up with her own frens and spent time with her family too ! Glad she had enjoyed herself this trip bac =) I got so much to talk to her but only time is a prob!
Poor Mag sis lost her hp *hugs*.. haiz.. oredi so stressed @ work and hp jus went missing lidat..i noe hw pek chek it feels when i lost my IC. Take gd care of ur health la.. i sick for 1 mth plus and i realised no matter hw bz..mus oso rest our body! I will try to cut dwn on late nites msn wif U all..esp Mag sis..can say she will be the 1 ard who can msn with me till wee hrs.. cos when i cant zzz.. i noe who to turn to ! Thanks and muacks.. =) Reali hope to mit U soon..got time for Matt..shld hav time for me too ba though he is flying bac oso!

Todae super lethargic @ work..sprayed numerous times my facial mist, hair mist, applied hand cream.. trying to wake all my senses up but failed! Sobz.. Partly stomach cram and nvr zz well ..and yet i stil hav to go to work ma.. kept runing to the toilet to check out my "good fren" and to do some stretchin ex .. no choice but best place to stretch my whole body to wake myself up.. finally waited for lunch time.. w/o saying anything.. i concussed..
Todae went for class.. got this gd lookin guy seated in frnt of me. .ya he is quite hemsem wif height too but irritating la.. he totali put his hands bac on his neck and leaned bac towards my table.. his hands few times accidentally touched my legs - lucky i wearing jeans.. he tinks he hemsem den can eat my toufu meh ? Crap la.. seriously tink he gt serious attitude prob.. i tink he mayb another xdd .. he looked younger den me. .y recently i kept on attracting this calibre? Ok la.. better den old fogies hor?

Saw GQ's email todae in office ..nearly fell off my chair (duno he jokin ma)..he wrote he nt leavin his company le.. will stay on lo cos he wans to work with me or rather can see me.. hurhur.. imagine when he received the news i am leavin?!!!! Well.. will tell him when time is ripe =/

Ya.. My sis came bac frm Taiwan le..bot alot of Sun Biz for me...she seriously gan mao le.. will attach pics soon..though i dint receive lotsa goodies frm her.. its the tot dat counts la.. @ least she still remember me ma hee.. *touched* Hmm Trish oso came bac liao.. lookin fwd to go mit her too and all ready to listen to her spree thea.. heh heh.. hope she is doin ok..my Sis said the temp thea only 17 degrees.. And ya i hav recovered mostly..still watchin my food intake !

Ok overall.. i am happy and contented for nw.. after the shoppin and relaxin wif besties.. time to settle dwn and get bac to serious work! My new card printer machine will come tomoro and i can foresee i be busy with my core biz again!

Whoa dint realise so long dint blog..super sick again..mayb nt enugh rest or tinking too much causing my mind and soul cannot take it = fall sick again.. Ya Fever, flu and cough.. hated it! On 2 daes MC .. only yest zzzz for 1 whole dae ( i swear nt even wake up to wee wee and no response to mama nagging and she dun understand y i am so bedridden.. )nvr reply my frens sms, ans call while i zzz, and hav many missed calls.. 1 dae w/o food and water..

Last fri went to mit EL (he came to fetch me & early in the morn called me to remind our "date")and 2 of his frens - Jason and Ben (last min joined us)..he drank alot and got tipsy.. 1 of our guy fren sent him hm..we all noe he in bad mood so we all agreed to acc him.. we went to Serangoon area some KTV pub..nope i dint drink alot cos they all noe i am sick.. I jus sat thea and acc them talk most of the time. We only can listen to his prob but i rarely see him in such a stupor and so sad! I so bz taking care of EL..the guys said i am reali like a nanny. Haiz. After dat, Jason drove me to Hougang area to acc him eat bfast.. I had nasi lemak early 1am.. den i took a cab hm..he oso drank so nt wise to send me bac. After that my zzz marathon started, mayb cos of my med effect..i reali concussed thruout this morn 9am den woke up!

While i am in Lala land..received many calls/sms-es asking me out..so touched.. suddenly so many ppl wanna date me..all scared i bored @ hm ba..thanks guys! I only remember picking up Ah Na's call asking me to acc her go IMM and she would come fetch me..(she said to me whoa u reali sound like a man haha =.=) i oso duno wad i blabber den went bac zzz.. Biaomei's sms 2-3 times..i tink i replied 2 times....she asked me wana mit her n bf for dinner or wherever i wan go..she will acc me.. i simply no mood..most funny part, Kristin sms me to go Bugis mit her den mayb @ nite drink..i still can reply her OK..but duno somehw i woke up @ 6pm and told her i am nt feeling well and nt meeting her.. duno y i woke up dat moment teared abit..and ya remember 11 plus EL called me to say thank you for the nite wif the guys.. and i oso duno wad i say.. jus say ya i am zzz.. Am i dat tired or all in my mind ? Haiz.

1st meal of the dae - pork porridge..mama bot for me ..
My sis and her gf flew on Jet Star to Taiwan yest noon..jus received her sms she eating @ Jay Chou's restaurant nw..arghhhhhhhh.. @%#%$^ Y nt me thea nw ? 1 week holi so nvious man.. I oso wan go holi to cleanse my mind.. but duno who can go wif me ? I seriously need a holi!

The week b4 reali nt enugh zzzz (yeap went O bar after my class dat fri and went bac 4am and went straight to work very stoned! )nxt dae went to Jurong Shipyard (lotsa hidden hemsem guys, i kept lookin out the corridor for motivation and to keep myself awake while manning the booth wif my new gal, i told her imagine i worked here..she said better nt..more bees hurhur~) for our safety campaign..fell asleep on the bus..went wif some workers..after dat dat nite had movie wif Trish..super tired!).... dats y my body collapsed and i noe i am getting old..reali need REST! Sat went to the new Jurong Pt ( reali big and better to shop @ nw, but very far for me ) wif Manfred to watch 12 rounds action pac..nt bad though old plot polis and thief..after dat had dinner and went to the 24hrs NTUC to buy some groceries. Reached hm 1am. Cant afford such late nite "stunts" Went JB with Justin ..ya this time round he reali went with us..and still agreed to go in again with us every mth. HE got his Baskins ice cream wish granted, reali nice! Ya we took turns to take care of Little Tiff. Her parents den can hav time hands in hands so freely walk and njoyed their personal time. Ha 1 salesgirl mistook me and Justin as Tiff's parents duh! We got lost on JB roads cos after dinner we can see the whole causeway was super jammed.. we wanna take the 2nd link but drivin ard JB 1 hr plus in the nite (can see only our SG car) drivin in circles and duno wad road.. is reali scary.. Justin and I studied the road map..Ah Na drivin ard, her hubby helped to look @ signboards, BB Tiff in dreamland!
Ya @ last we found the 2nd link (map put as Linkedua) and Ah Na sent me bac oredi 1 am.. den sent Justin bac..poor them..everyone had a tiring dae. Seriously JB should put more proper and clear signboards for we SG ppl esp!

Well duno gd news anot.. him2 got transferred bac to my shipyard..but he is under SSPL proj meaning nt my company sub con anymore but we share yard with Sembawang ppl so its still within my yard area. He sms-ed me this gd news so happy say can see me often again.. @ that moment reali like filming lor..my boss asked me in his office to remind me abt my career path thingy. He told me once i get my degree cert in dec ( nw may postpone to nxt Mar/ Apr, pending sch decision) I either hav to do internal dept transfer or leave my company to seek for greener pastures. He did promise to help me do internal posting cos he oso dun wan me to see me leave. He kept telling me he was nt chasing me , jus tat my current post i am over qualified le. (Actuali my current post a O lvel will do) I heard le reali sad but reali grateful to him cos he upgraded me after i showed him my diploma cert and i got promoted within 1 yr.( He fought for my promotion with HR) I controlled my tears. AFTER I LEFT HIS RM, I TEARED SILENTLY! HE noes but oso duno wad to say le. I reali love the ppl in my dept and ya i am a princess here and everyone loves me..i told my malay engineer, my new gal and Uncle Jarn. They are oso too sad for words but @ the same time happy for me cos my career path gonna be better and i will hav more stable pay.

Den him2 sms came again said he would pop by see me the nxt dae. i duno y...mayb too emo or wad..i go and sms him the bad news.. he oso loss for words. He says he very hard to be transferred bac but i am leavin..even i go main office (mostly my internal trsnfer be thea)... he oso cant pop by nw.. i say ya but if fated be frens no matter where i am..its up to him to contact me. He consoled me by saying nvm he still got 8mths can come see me. But he is happy for me dat i can hav a more stable income cos i am oredi 28 le. I feel very scared to make decison nearer the date though my besties all said it will definitely do me gd to change environment and learn more new things. I cant forever be a princess in my current place , main core job scope to write mins and processing passes for workers! I duno wad fate has in store for me..we shall see.. super sad..the tot of leavin my dept makes me even sad plus add on to my sickness.(dun feel this way when leavin SAF) ya i hav to admit i am sad to leave him2..but time is approachin. I guess some ppl are rite nvr put too much feelings wif ur colleagues cos u be gone somedae! Me and him2 got to say goodbye..whether after dec we will still be frens.. i dun dare tink so far or place any hopes! Drama rite? It shld nt hav started in the 1st place..wad triggered? its nt impt ..jus cherish ba.
Dunno y since i keep telling myself i am leavin soon..i reali no mood to go work.. last wed him2 dint pop by..i felt sad cos i tot can see him makes me happier.. we 1 mth nvr see each other le..
Last Thu tink too dwn and seriously sick, i went to sms him hope can see him 1 glance oso gd. HE dint reply.. sobz.. den after 30mins he replied bz and new proj manager strict..he got to be ard @ all times and he as a manager still got to report his whereabts.. den to my surprise.. he reali appear in frnt of me @ 3plus ..i was so bz dint notice he standin in frnt of me (duno hw long he standin thea).. dat dae many ppl went in/out my office cos they got cse nxt door and kept borrowing guys toilet in my office. When i happened to look up..him2 smiling @ me and said Hi Hw are U..reali pretendin to drop by lidat.. i asked tot he cant pop by..he said i sad and sick ma so he sneaked out awhile to come see me. My boss popped out his head to see who was talking to me and saw him2. Him2 said hi to my boss and commented he jus pop by and say hi cos been very long he no come..my boss suan him say sure not come to see him de la.. i kept quiet.. i talked to him2 very softly cos i was havin a bad sore throat. He kept havin eye contact with me and asked me take care. We couldnt talk much cos Boss ard.. and so funny i noe he got no work related and my boss ard he cant talk to me freely..he oso no need keep asking me GQ got come, GQ come often ma ..all abt GQ..duh.. i told him nope GQ oso bz no pop in la! Den he looked @ me in a funny way and told me he needed to get bac.. i only sms him thanks for the surprise and happy to see him!

Dat dae after work..met Justin to go Ah Na's hse to collect bac the mee sua he forgotten to bring hm (bot in JB) and to borrow some DVDs.. thanks to Ah Na's Hubby picked us up @ Pasir Ris MRT. We ordered Arnold's chicken (i 1st time eat, ha they said to yi du gong du =.= , chilled abit thea and ya helped to organise all of Ah Na's dvd. Me and Justin wanted Ah Na send us hm as a reward for our hard work. Heh heh..she kept her promise.. she wanted to drive us out to chill out..by then Justin oredi very tired..we sent him hm..Ah Na and I wanna go Khatib thea for a small catch up but the place closed for the dae liao. So she sent me hm.. but reaching my hse dwnstairs.. i acc her smoke and chatted... after dat i volunteered to acc her top her petrol den she sent me bac hm again. This time round..she remember wanna change small notes for her hubby..so she drove us to 888 plaza 7-11 to buy drinks and totali she sent me hm 3 times. The last time i told her i hav enugh of deja Vu le and needa reali go hm rest. Thanks sis for the rides =) I noe wad may come hav to come..i hav to face reality! No pt tink bac hw all dis triggered me but if i reali wan lidat to be happy...jus cherish these 8mths wif my office ppl and mayb him2. He told me he need nt work so late nw cos no more OT claims..everydae will knock off 645pm unless reali no choice..sat goto work till 445pm.. he told me very few chinese (managerial post and below , nt to the workers level).. all can't work well with Indians.. He dun wish to be a racist.. but previous and current proj his big boss was an Indian le and very unreasonable..those lower levels will gang up to bully the few chinese grp. Nw i noe work @ site reali nt ez esp dealing with men to men. I am reali blessed @ my workplace for nw. Seriously i dun xpect he can send me or pop by often.. i oso dun wan him to get into trouble! He said he will noe wad to do.. ask me dun be sad..cos we duno wad will happen tomorro.. Haiz. Our saga will still hav to end somehw on X dae in mth Dec. I will take it in my stride.. can any tell me y i always take a likin to wrong guys..

Received a sms frm GQ ard 1 pm jus nw..fwded me a very sweet sms.. and told me he only sent to me , due to he was stuck in the rain he sms me lo...see i will reply..told me he on mc2 daes and asked me take care lo.. i only ask him take care and thanks. Haiz. I havent break the news to him yet..he initially still worried cant contact me after he left..nw he temp on our new proj nt leavin yet..this new proj takes 2yrs lidat..so ya time to say bye i hav to ! I jus hope meanwhile Boss can let me attend or help out in my dept any campaign since i dun hav much time with them! Raining and i am stuck @ hm.. so many things to do..my mind cant focus..wan ZNG my hp, my rm, read up mags..reali no mood leh! Tomoro mon liao..i cant go on lidat..reali got to da qi jing shen and cherish my daes with them...my engineer said will throw me a grand party..Alot of things will change for these 8mths but i jus hope it will get better. Suddenly feels like wan to be invisible and be somewhere i hav fresher air to breathe, less bothering things needa take care and be happily ever after.. cant be heaven cos i am definitely not an angel.

I reali hope after all these obstacles.. good things can come my way, very tired to be a strong gal somehw. I wanna a holi to get away all dis.. i shall save more $$ , rather dun shop..enugh bao yang prdts le.. i even bot a big doggie bank in JB to motivate myself to save!

Yeah, Serene sis coming bac this friday..me n feli meetin her this sat.. so happy and missed her so much..looking fwd to our meet ups! She wanna him2 and GQ to come along ..i told her wont happen de la! Hurhur!
Pardon me if my entries are here and thea..as in out of point or jump here and thea.. i oso type until i lost liao =.=