Duno issit this year reali passed so fast..1 wk and 1 wk come and go.... counting dwn for this yr is extremely hard on me..Haiz.

Recently reali dead tired.. i repeat DEAD TIRED.. i try dun rely on my sleeping pills..worked or stayed out with frens..come bac tired sure concussed! Cant type long oso..will become very sleepy..eyes will giv way too! Pardon me on the typo errors! Sometimes i typed in the dark in bro's rm (he zzz le) Dats y i need more foucs @ work! Pimples kept comin out ..hav to make xtra effort to take care my skin. Either i reali concuss till nxt dae or i awake till nxt dae.. i wan bac my biological clock can?!


Last fri 1st time got to sit very close to director cos the board rm was nt available.. and the norm mtg rm was very small.. While he was talking, i was writing mins but felt stressed cos on off he will look towards my direction...wanna stone awhile oso no chance. After mtg received a sms frm him2 - dun worry as long as u dun get wet on thu, i am fine wif GQ sendin u bac and he said sorry for nt sendin me =.= I was too bz to reply him..norm no matter hw bz i was..i still will sms him bac but i dint dis time! Suddenly he asked me y i nvr go find a new bf ..issit i dun wish to start another rs soon or i totali hate guys nw..wad a weird qn..i jus replied i am nt ready yet..wad will happen will jus come.. He asked me alot of frens oso mus b tinking y i nvr go find bf esp most ard me either married or going to! its like i am wasting time somemore i am single shld enjoy the process.. he was jus scared dat i kept buried myself in work..hmm ya he seemed concerned as a frn but abit nt his prob rite! But happy he cared like my other frens. Sat he suddenly sms me he working and asked me did i sms GQ? I was like huh? I was still in my dreamland..i asked him wad he meant but he no reply..weird! Cant be bothered la..i went bac to zzz reali dun ming bai y he likes to put GQ in the pic..Oh ya Sun dint mit GQ for lunch cos too tired le.. =(.. reali duno wad him2 is tinkin man!


Nowadaes after work i reali will cheong hm and wana rest.. unless gt class or wad.. *tired*

Last fri went to watch nite @ the museum 2 (reali lame plot but jus pay to watch a show dat entertained U and make u laugh till forget ur woes ) wif Manfred @ CWP.. acc him eat supper near my hse thea 888 Plaza den chatted awhile...den walked bac to my hse dwnstairs to talk..i was reali sleepy le but seein he felt abit low so we sat dwn to talk till 6am...den we walked to CIvic centre wanna eat MAC bfast but forgotten thats nt 24 hrs de..so we took 1st train to Admir to hav it lor..i reached hm 7 am.... due to shi mian i was still wide awake =( But forced myself sleep though... Due to raining heavily...i concussed till 2pm lidat.. went to mit biaomei (ya long time no see her, glad she gettin on well despite her work stress too..hugz) @ orchard. Tks her bf for lettin us spend time alone ! =) We walked ard, shopped abit and chit chatted @ Starbucks and went bac, super uber tired cos previous nite dint sleep well..out till so late. Reached hm ard 11 plus..den ard 1am Ah Na msn me ask me wan go bunk in her place ..i was like huh @ dis time ? Den ya ard 2am she came to pick me..went Jln Kayu buy prata bac her hse..chatted ard 6am..=.= Jus hope things can get better ba..!

Nxt dae..they gg CCK auntie's hse so sent me bac hm.. =) After awhile.. i jus went out myself to do my brows and waxin (sat met up late wif Biaomei , nt in time to do)..Called many outlets to check timing..and ended up i went Raffles City for waxin but late for 10mins..they so-called trnsfer my appt to Suntec..walked thea under the stupid hot weather den managed to do my brows @ Orchard Wheelock. Thruout i was alone and took train myself..with my only companion - MP3! I felt so proud of myself..this is the 1st time i am doin all dis alone..tired but i DID it! Reali felt so alone ..seein ppl either wif frens or as couples.. haiz. I am learning to be independent in my own way nw! Pls cheer for my courage !
Met up wif BRo @ CWP to buy dinner bac and i can eat my burger halfway felt so sleepy.. haiz.
Of cos hav to catch up my WGM show.. on epi 35 le.. =p I reali heart the Lettuce couple (Only Mag will ming bai wad i saying ).. due to the stupid hot and humid weather, my skin more sensitive nw.. i got heat rash le.. haiz..sianz.

Ok sweet dreams folks!~ mayb the most anticipating things are hw my bdae cele goin to be ba.