Finally no more campaign liao hopefully.. haiz. Super tired. Last dae i oredi cant squeeze my smile out le. My opp booth ppl and my sub con bro all could tell i damn damn tired le. Chasing after the ball when ppl nt able to score in.. Me and Paige adamantly jus asked the folks to self svc haha..play, score and pick up the ball. Heavier chore more den workin in office! @_@ I 1st time tell them no mood take pic they all shocked.. norm no matter hw tired, i still will smile and join in the fun! I jus sat thea and stoned all e way~ Me and paige so sian until we decided to jus giv away the freebies la.. whoever comes our booth!

Very pissed off with Boss..He could nt find 1 invoice and he called me while i was bz dismantling my booth (ended at 4 plus).. i told him i nt able to rememeber the exact invoice he talking abt..he told me to find for him when i bac in office. Den within 10 mins.. he called again and complained my In tray super messy. I told him i dun hav time to do filing recently.. den he flared asked me go bac asap to find him the invoice. But i heck care, cos i cant possibly leave Paige to pack and bring bac everything by herself!

Reached office 5 plus. To my horror my table being ransacked by Boss and everything in a mess. Imagine i oredi so tired frm the campaign and came bac to see my table in dis state. Everyone in my office tot i was gonna explode and had world war wif my boss. My face super uber black liao but nah i dint flare up. I jus sat thea quietly and very wei qu de jus packed my table. After dat i jus told him invoice nt with me cos i nt the one signing over. Damn my finance dept la..always gav late payments.. i can understand within 1 mth cant make payment but 1/2 a yr reali incorrigible..and reali high turnover rate of ppl coming and go =( My boss dint even say sorry to me..well i jus ignored him and did nt talk to him. Lucky he left early. I was simply in a terrible mood and felt so bu shuang but i could nt do anything cos he BOSS leh!!! Stayed bac awhile den started to pour heavily... him2 sms me said he still in mtg and he was havin a big scoldin frm some shipyard ppl. He slowly talking more things bout himself nw..i guess he do realise i can be a very gd and loyal listener nw. I sent him our pic he so happy. So when the rain stopped, i took a cab hm felt so angry and tired. Dinner oso no appetite!!! Wad a damn bad Friday arghh for all of us!!

I managed to hibernate till 5pm. No 1 can brk my record ba..somemore i so angry dat i could continue zzz all e way w/o any food consumption. Had chix rice ard 7 plus dats it!! Maybb zzz too much fell to slumber ard 3am hurhur playing fb games and tryin to brk every of my records. Siao rite? Ya i tink so too !!

Duno wads wrong with my skin ..dwn wif rashes.. no more red spots on my legs and hands.. nw duno is attacked by mozzies or further rashes though no more red dots.. damn FXXXXXX itchy ..sorry to swear but this is wad i feelin nw..damn pek chek!! Dis is my 1st time my skin so jia lat. I noe i nt supposed to scratch but unbearable.. i faster applied my THAI Mint powder to ease the itch and i got blue black all over my leg esp my thigh part. I wonder shld take pic and show here but ppl told me nt so "auspicious" to post such things. Well i guess i hav to believe it ba..oredi so sway liao, cant afford another bad thing to happen to me.

I always wear shorts @ hm and Dad finally saw my condition.. he so worried and tot i fell dwn or wad.. i told him nothin la ...he still can put on his specs and "inspect" my "bruises ! He asked me go see doc again .. i jus jokingly said mayb i shld jus admit myself to hospital..let them do wadeva they wan and get me healed asap. (partly med fees ex , on the other hand scared being diagnosed of other probs ) And i can rest @ ease w/o worryin abt office stuffs and ppl. But i cant afford to lor..sianz..tryin lotsa remedies to see hw.. I nt gg to waste $$ go skin ctr cos they are jus like polyclinics and damn EX =( Mayb i shld be thankful the red dots gone left the bruises..is it the left over clot blood of my rashes or new beginning of another prob! Arggggggggh =( Felt like dying when cant wear shorts or dresses..stupid hot weather cant always wear jeans ma.. haiz no 1 can understand wad i gg thru. Though my complexion nt flawless like a model..but somehw i reali felt so sad abt this whole thing! faster heal la!!!! Pls i beg U ...............Nw besides applying rashes lotion, mus apply hei qing gao and drink lotsa liang teh..mayb got alot toxins in my bod unflushed.. i tink time to do a heavy exfoliation on my bod!!! Simply no mood go out hiao anymore nor mit any1.

Yest msn wif EL.. he coming bac end of Jul for 2 wks and after dat he gonna fly again. He machiam like an air steward nw..nxt stop to Egypt le.. dun play play!! His job reali so fulfilling and challenging..happy for him lor =P

Hav to agree every prob will hav a solution. Happens in a stipulated time be it gd or bad le. I reali hope i able to go to visit Serene sis in Dec le.. dun mind all alone packed my luggage and fly thea - so drama rite? Since mayb dat saga might be over.. time to recuperate bac again. But i am JEN leh..so ya stronger den b4. everydae keep reminding myself i live for myself and i can be happier. Paige commented - with my new hair..if i look tired or unhappy damn obvious.. if i smiled or happy..she said she can see my sunshine glow. Hmm.. well ok la..i try be cheerful dun wan my frens and family to worry. I wanna go bac clear my work on weekends but reali too tired so i jus gav up the idea..Rest more impt. I need lotsa energy packs nw..to rejuvenate my bod and mind den i can do OT on weekdaes, more efficient i shld say!!

I dun reali feel DAT loss when MJ left this world.. but everytime i hear his HEAL THE WORLD.. i will feel emo and with his I AM NOT ALONE.. i even felt it IN ME NW!! The clock is tick tockin so fast i hav to chase after it..