U may say i shld nt remember, but its still IN me - HAPPY BDAE TO MY EX, MR GOH HANWEI JON. May U find ur happiness soon and all e best!
Where shall I start ? Ok here goes : (opening up my fb foto albums to help me in gg thru one by one events)
Elvin's Return 30 Jul 09 - Location Windsor Hotel Thai Pub. I waited for him @ the lobby and seemed to dian dao ta haha.. He came bac end Jul and we mit up for drinks (pics will load later)..His 3 colleagues were thea - Kyo, Ash and Nash. All friendly guys.. we drank and had fun, foto taking and i SERIOUSLY DINT NOE ASH LIKES ME HAHA..after we exchanged fb address, he kept on sending me fb private msgs wanna my hp no, ask me out..@ 1st i tot his country ppl shld be all friendly and open minded but the more i chatted wif him..i found nt very normal leh the conversations..none of my biz la..i treat him as fren only. I told my frens they all laughed @ me saying nw i can attract more foreign peeps. =____= After dat i totali dun reply him anymore..he shld get my idea ba! As usual, EL sent me hm in his car..long time nvr take his car..kinda miss it man! We still hav a lot to talk abt..mayb distance reali dun affect us @ all though we rarely msn! Ya Happy to see Paul oso ..been 2 yrs nvr see him lidat..hahaha got LOVE sure fa fu ma.. keke. Got 1 waitress hittin on him so i helped him to pretend to be his gal !
His golden words : DO WADEVA U DEEM IS RITE , BUT DUN REGRET, FOR THE MOMENT U FEEL HAPPY AND NVR LET URSELF DWN! LOVE URSELF MORE ...U GETTIN PRETTIER NO DOUBT..NOT EZ ALONE NW BUT GT FRENS WIF U - JIA YOU..
I felt very touched =) This trip bac..can sense his maturity in growth and tinking.
Saw dis nice car..of cos faster snapped again in the carpk!
Boss leavin on 31 Aug 09 : i purposely took MC. (hope he dun ever see my blog)
I super stressed wif my work AND ESP NEARIN HIS LEAVIN DAES WERE LIKE HELL IN OFFICE FOR EVERYONE ESP ME.. AND CANNOT DUN GO LEH! =( and duno whether he leavin soon and he finally showed his true colors.. kept demanding me do this n that..outta nowhere will scold me or my colleagues for their work - for me : if he found out ppl booked out safety items w/o i knowin..come on la..on weekends i nt thea..and they dun sign out hw the hell i noe rite? Den sway la..gg to the last Safety Com mtg with him found out dept lappie missing.. I reali duno hw and when lost de and he flared up @ me. I searched high and low and even texted my colleague (Holi in Bintan) - called everyone @ site to ask ..no 1 saw the lappie and in fact i was the last person to the last of the lappie. During dat period..office gg thru some flooring reno..on off workers came to my office..but cant be ma..my lappie locked in the cupboard and only i was the key owner. No suspects in my list.. and i sat dwn to tink whether i did lend to other dept le.. No le.. den Boss called me to his rm and shouted @ me and asked y am i nt findin solution to upcomin mtg at 9am (dat time oredi 830am)..den he outta anger plugged out his lappie cable and all and stormed outta the office sayin - USE MINE LA! =( I felt so ..so....helpless and WEI QU! =( Tears almost flowed out liao. During the mtg..i dared nt look @ him while he presentin..his eyes expression on me reali KILLED ME INSTANTLY! =X
After mtg, i jus left the BOARD MTG RM ..feel like dyin leh! *breathless* wanna bian zou bian ku but scared ppl see! I still continue to search the lappie while clearin my work..of cos his face uber black lor.
Nxt dae lucky he went Batam to do inspection..i jus do my work as usual lo..den to my horror i opened my another cupboard realised some safety glasses nt thea..(for visitors to use)..this cupboard along nvr locked de.. Duno i sway wad..i super scared to face boss - got phobia liao! I sure cannot ans him the whereabts of the glasses..arghhh..@ nite i so worried i cant get to zzz. I had to take leave the nxt day cos i woke up at 10am. Of cos he nt happy la..left 3 more daes to his farewell.
My office colleagues all stood on my side and kept consoling and assured me nothin would happen to me de..nxt dae i went bac on leave..he went Batam again..finally i can breathe properly again! He wrote me a list to do the stk inventory by nxt dae he wanna see.. all the safety items and i gonna rush 500 passes @ the same time for those gg offshore to work includin 2 of my colleagues too. I finally broke dwn.. but i still stayed behind to OT ..super cannot tahan..when the rest went to site..i texted Shanna and Cuz told them i gg to breakdwn le.. i felt so upset! This is the 1st time i felt this momentum in me.. very inbalance..heart poundin fast cant breathe! Boss wanna me to write a loss of lapie statement but nvr tell me hw to go abt.. like throwin me to face the music alone. Mayb he oso stressed he oso cannot lidat ma..nvr spare a tot for my feelings lor. My colleagues took turn come and console me wif food, drinks, senior uncles came to tell me their workin experience and wad probs they had encountered..overall all said i was innocent party..no nid plead guilty @ all. I cannot tahan..worked till 8pm lidat..took a cab to Ah Na's hse and wanna cry it all out..stupid cabbie uncle took me on wrong route.. He tot its Tampines St 21 - I wanna go Pasir Ris le..lucky i still remember the way to her hse though mostly is take her car! Cuz oso worried for me and called me on my mobile..while we chattin..cabbie uncle reali hard of hearin - in his 70s le..so i told cuz to put dwn phone and i had to say very loud to direct the Ah Pek. =S Of cos i burst out cryin ..wei qu so long le..but had to guide him so had to keep my tears away ..
*speechless * on my swayness!
Reached Ah Na's hse to release my frustrations..wanna reali jump into her arms and cried all out..but i dun wan Tiff to get shocked. Thanks for the pizza dinner though i dint reali eat much..1st meal of the dae oso! Then we went Giant to get some groceries and went bac her hse. She took time to listen to all my woes.. when Tiff zzz.. thanks sis for being thea.. reali appraciate u thea to listen to me..though ya costs me a bomb to go over her hse! She oso felt so angry for me over my boss attitude towards me.. haiz.
Den Uncle Vin - Ah Na's hb suggested i stayed over the nite to rest.. and tomoro take MC..cos its Boss last dae.. i so worried mayb sacked etc. Wild tots jus kept on coming.. =(
I even copied my mtg mins to be done at Ah Na's hse ..den my yakkin non stop oredi very late..if i took cab hm gonna cost another bomb oso! Both of them encouraged me and proposed to heck care my boss....after tomoro wont see him anymore..though he did promise my MD he b comin bac once a wk to help us - mostly site issues ba.
Ya ..Ah Na very cute said worse nxt dae if i still wanna go..den take cab to work frm her hse lo...of cos she n hb kept on pyscho-ing me nt to go and giv my boss any face..take a breather lo..I had been sick on off thruout the 2 wks..cos of work i took mc but still go bac work unless reali cannot tahan den go hm! Dat time SG H1N1 risk very high oso..they even lamented i can say i suspected of H1N1 den can officially can rest ! Cos i got mostly the symptoms except FEVER! I oso worried myself ! Thanks Ah Na n Hb for lettin me spendin the nite over and console! =p I felt so much better after talkin it all out if nt i sure go crazy!!! I lOVE YA ALL! MUACKS..thanks for lettin me to seek refuge everytime i dwn! *hugs* and of cos Tiff gave me a hug seein i looked so despondent..
*touched* she said - Yi Yi Hug Hug U =) Awwwwwwww! *Melt* Diff feelin cos last time i cfm in my ex arms and cried it all out !
I reali stayed over...cant zzz..of cos cried in silence in the rm..still duno whether wanna go to work nxt dae and face Boss horrible face again! Nxt dae morn...ya i decided nt to go work and see doc to get MC. Ah Na let me stay in the hse alone - they all went work and i helped to jaga her hse for her! Felt so peaceful alone in her hse..i sms Boss told him i reali sick cant come in..wadeva i had done as he requested all on my table le..and guess wad he texted me - I DUN CARE ANYMORE, I GIV UP, FOREVER SICK ! I told Ah Na and my colleagues..all agreed Boss reali too much! Sighz. It reali hurts me to see his reply lidat but i heck care le..his last dae ma. My colleagues no 1 reali talked to him cos some of them called me and said they suppt me dun come and see his pig face! His face still so black on last dae.. and some ppl frm other dept called me to ask wat to get for him..i jus said i nt sure either cos he always a low profile person..we dun reali noe wad he likes lo. And so worried abt my sickness.. I got 2 daes MC ...total in all i got 4 daes in 1 wk..ya i reali suspected of H1N1..i rested @ hm dun dare go anywhere!
My nitemare all over =) No more of his shadows! *phew*
I went bac office nxt dae..saw his farewell email to all of us..he admitted he had been a harsh and demandin boss and mood swings and all..but said he happy to noe and work wif us..wadeva la..i read le den delete off haha. Bye.................
Overall thanks Ah Na and family , Trish Sis , Cuz and Serene Sis, Susan Sis for all ur emails, calls, standby me..sorry let u all worry le! Love ya all..blessin to noe u all and stanby me.
Mag Sis & Justin overseas so ya its ok..i noe u all oso will standby me! Besides thanks still thanks!
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