Celebrated my classmate the xmm - 20th yr old bdae..Heuer arranged to buy the cake and after tinking where to go after class.. we jus settled @ MAC opp my sch. A simple and sincere cele..can tell Lixian very happy..xmm reali so easily contented..after dat me , Nick and Heuer shared cab hm. 1st time me n elvin gt abit of conflicts..he told me nt to post his pics on fb.tinkin he orediw ent bac so i put lo..his ex Cat and some ges in my fb all qns him y mit me n others and nt them..he super pissed wif me and them i guess..he msn me tell me to take dwn and told me he v fan.. Hw i noe Cat still like him..he gt mit her n frens oso but cmpared to me..he met me lotsa times. So conclusion any pics with him wont post on fb , on my blog only..elvin said ok! Dat dae he bad dae at work so kinda harsh on me..he oso dint reali blame me..i felt so lousy la!


Oh after being "ignorant" , Heuer is actuali a ger but u noe BUTCH la..i duno is it cos my sis dat i slowly can make fren with them or wad...given last time I wont wan to be reali close..ok in order nt to confuse for future entries..i shall put as SHE ! =S She very openly shared wif us her process but cos too noisy i cant hear too clearly..but i nvr ask her to repeat ..let it be la! Her parents took  3yrs to forgive her and she live on her own , nt ezz, hardships and ppl she met, gt gd and bad ..dats y she told us who reali wanna be her frens she will noe! I look upon her as my own bro lidat!


@ 1st she asked me be her jie cos she yearned to hav 1 since young cos she has 2 younger sistas le...mayb as i mentioned she reali had this chem with me i oos dun wanna confuse myself..as we gt closer..i decided to clarify with her in a pt - dat she a guy la.. - xdd. I treat xdds all the same and can mayb giv out wrong signals or wad..dat time she met with some probs and very sick..I was so called thea to listen to her..
Guess wad I felt so stupid after the msn wif her, giv her the benefit of doubt..she reali looked upon me as a jie jie only and wont ever like me or woo me..cos her previous jies all ended up liking her..
My 3 projs all gonna do with her..more mit ups and all..I felt comfy so far..my darlings all worried she will like me..let time prove ba..I jus be myself.. I noe i wont like her la.. *period*

Super pissed with my boss more den anything else.. He so stupidly wrote to my HR abt implementing clock in/out..I waited for 1 yr den i no nid clock at all..he is tellin ppl he is nt able to control his ppl well..if gt function can go early..i cant le cos need to clock in/out.

And refer to below email..If u were me..u sure explode..till nw i am still boiling lo.. MA DE ! #%$#^$%&*

Ya I took lotsa lve last yr but for studies and exams..i told him b4..when HR qn him in private..he can send 1 email to tell me to watch my attendance cc to my director and HR. He oso nvr bother to find out wad happen 1st..dis kind of boss reali sucks lo..i frm safety princess becomes livin a hell life thea..if nt for the 18 days lve and i can take lve as when to study, do projs and i havent graduate... i rather leave lo..nothin for me to hanker thea..him2 sometimes will sms me..duno kidding or wad..when i felt so pissed off..he can ask do i still like him /miss him etc? =( I showed many this email, all so angry for me.

Haix.. I am very upset and angry le!



He nvr tink who helped him most for admin stuffs and he brings my colleague Paige for almost every mtg to train her and oso she will tell him wad to do after he came bac frm mtg cos he mostly blur! Though my ex boss was a temperamental one, I still prefer him lo, he more partial!


He took me out frm mthly safety com mtg jus to wanna train her to present in mtg during his absence and I only need focus on my admin stuffs. To me is a releif cos I can no nid even exams clash wif mtg, I go bac for it!


Nw i would jus do my job and do whatever he ask me to do..I wont help him additional le..I am not sure anyone backstabbed me or? I noe most big bosses wont be so understanding even I voice out in the mail, at least they know wad I am doing for now. Sigh! Studies oredi very tough le.. and they printed out my email and put in my P file accordin to my HR.


From: Jen Chee


Sent: Monday, January 25, 2010 2:34 PM


To: Khin Maung Maung


Cc: Audrey Tham; Liang Sophen; Nee Sin Ho; D Sarojah


Subject: RE: Excessive Leave / MCs


Dear Boss,


The reason i had been taking lotsa leave in 2009 was due to I have exams for my part time studies and to settle some of my personal stuffs. (during Alvin's time, he is in the loop, not sure whether he did fill you in), thats why lead to me taking leave and MCs. I did not bring my problems and emotions to work at all! That period was not easy for me too. After you took over, you were not totally aware what was going on for each and everyone of our jobscope. It took you sometime to adapt even till now and settle down during Alvin's absence with our dept people co-ordination.


Before/ After Alvin left, I would always do OT till late almost everyday (mostly clearing passes as i always promised 3 to 5 working days, or I would be able to give them the next morning when they came to look for me) and i am not entitled to any OT claim anymore (no more clocking staff). I also will stay behind even till 10 pm with the safety officer until his duty end at times and even weekends. Even till nw, I would do so too, just that i have part time classes to attend and I am not able to OT often as I would be very tired from previous night class. Even I am on leave/MC, i would still log in to office email and reply from home (sometimes even late at night and sub cons would reply next day asking why i reply so late at home) Especially when I know I would be on leave next day so I replied in advance too. Thanks to our office email system that I can do so at home if not I cannot imagine the worst! Even I had exam on the day of the WSH safety com meeting, i still came to attend and took half day to take my exams in Dec. You told me no one able to rep me and i took initiative to come. Every year safety campaign can say Me and Paige were the 2 overall doing up everything from discussion to setting up the booth and manning the booth, as we understand most of our guys need to be on site and could only help randomly.


As for the pile of paperwork on my table as everyone could see, its not what I had no time to clear during my absence, majority was the outstanding documents, photos not submitted thru the sub-cons thats why it snowballed. (Since we only help SMOE ppl to take photos, not all sub-cons submitted docus, photos promptly) Those who gave me on time, the Safety Induction passes would be always ready in 3 days time time or sometimes before,or on the day i came back for work. It also depends on the people coming for the class. And we are working on this timeliness prob as you suggested - more than 1 week never submit will issue fine to them (for sub cons). And more and more people would be coming into the yard to work.


I felt that its not fair to me to say my work piling as in totally untouched and owed many sub-cons passes or whatsoever. As for my leave part, its for my part time study , doing project, and self study. Its not for leisure purpose. This course that I am taking do not come easy for me too, been going thru difficult times also. Mayb I should highlight to you here since you have the misconception of me. As for MC part, I admit i overlooked my health due to all this in 2009 thats why I kept falling sick.


I will take note of my attendance in 2010 and hope the above clarifies for now.I don't expect you can fully understand how tedious part time study is for me..since I choose to upgrade myself and I would have to prepare myself time management is very important at work and for my studies! I would like to say I am not in office do not mean I do not care about my work, as you may have this perception now! And just for your info, my classes on every wed, thu. 1 mth I would have 2 weekend classes also. Next exam would be in Mar as I have spoken to you before. Its ok for me if my extra efforts were not recognised , I hardly go back on the dot at 530pm but I felt upset about the part you thought I was neglecting my work, thats all.

From: Khin Maung Maung


Sent: Monday, January 25, 2010 8:51 AM


To: Jen Chee


Cc: Audrey Tham; Liang Sophen; Nee Sin Ho; D Sarojah


Subject: Excessive Leave / MCs


Dear Jen,


You’ve been taking excessive leaves (beyond your entitlement) and MCs since Aug 09 till now and many of your works are piling up. Please try to be punctual.

WAD THE FUCK RITE? !!!!! Anywae he wanna train Paige be his asst i oso dun care lo..I no need to attend any safety com mtg , he said wanna me focus on my admin stuffs ..in my heart i was tinkin..fine with me la..gt mthly pay and gt job - others dun matter anymore! Somehin happen in my dept..after me is Uncle Jarn on his wrk performance wad the hell la..my dept ppl are like attackin each other and my stupid boss jus no way to resolve the internal conflicts as in wif him de oso..My safety officer even mailed my boss tellin him to do somethin abt it..he jus said bz with audits..after dat will try resolve our dept morale..no use de lo!!! #%^%&*

Weekdaes/ weekends - study wif my classmates.. Lixian is our mentor..seems like she reali a very brite student..everything oso can understand..so far she gt 3 distinctions le.. haiz..stressed prolly she dun need work den gt more time to study. I am helping Heuer to find a job oso..haiz..poor her..her gd fren run her $0k - her life savings cos she damn trust him le..noe decades le..so when it comes to $ , still a lethal weapon le.
I wanna help her but I oredi cant tong myself oso.. $600 per mth bank loan..though i dun shop nw..practically go sch and go work..even new yr clothes dint even buy 1 ..partly no mood and partly no time to go walk walk and oso no 1 free to accomodate.. I am the one always givin in to their time!

My parents gg bkk so i no nid bai nian..gonna stuck @ hm do my projs and study..Mar gt 3 exams..i gonna on lve again ..my stupid boss haizzzzzzzzzzz he wont understand de la..so i try dun alk to any1 on weekdaes and dun log in msn jus wanna clear my work and rush hm rest and do up my stuffs! No mood talk to any1 for nw~

Heuer reali looked upon me as a jie ,  i tink..everything oso share with me..last nite she drove me and Lixian go chomp chomp eat dou hua. Her parents sellin porridge thea..when i went to order food with her..the stall aunties and uncles all talked to him and she intro me as her jie! So pai say le! I jokingly ask nxt time i come gt free food ar? She says mus bring her foto or she mus come along. Her parents closed the stall for the dae...she said her parents stall was 1 of the popular ! Hmm gt cahnce wanna try..den she sent us hm!
After Lixian got off..she xplained to me y she nvr ans my calls jus nw..cos she went JB wif her sistas and when she called bac i dint ans she tot i am reali angry..she called Lixian to ask me where am i so funny?!
She jio me go JB tomoro noein i gt no time to buy new yr clothes and all..but i told her i gt work to do..nt dat i dun wanna go..abit broke mus tong till after new yr and pay dae! She said she wanna buy somethin for me on V dae though she reali broke..given last time , she oredi bot le..she said those she cared she would buy for frens too..dat dae she asked me wanna jie bai with her ..i was like so serious =.= She said in order to convince she wont like me oso and jus a jie jie! Poor her..she pawned her fav wallet to buy new yr clothes for her 2 sistas..her close frens and family all duno her plight only I noe..according to her..she felt so comfy with me..she can throw away her ego and pride in frnt of me..LEOs wanna face de ma.

She hinted me when i noe my results wil lbring me go eat nice food..wanna do somethin to cheer me up and buy me a v dae gift..she havin headache cos she dun hav the means nw, haiz when we walked citilink, she saw this pair of shoes v nice..she told me last time she jus went in , try and buy le..hope her idiot fren hav some conscience return her some $..her hp spolit and she sick..dat time I oso duno hw to console her!

I somehw felt dat she would go pawn somethin to buy me or bring me somewhere nice to cele..well my exams result nt out yet.. no high hopes..cross fingers..somehw rather prep to re-mod le..dats y my mood is so worst! Sink to the bottom totally..even she reali can afford to bring me go eat nice food or buy 1 LV for me..i wont be happy..I warned her dun do stupid things if nt i gonna hate her 4eva..she jus kept quiet and drive..and said y would i nt be happy ar? I said if she gt the means nw..i oso dun wan..gd frens no nid dis kind of gesture , I dun ask for reward oso..hope she gets my hint! Too gd to be true rite..no strings attached and she jus so protective and care for me..she wanna woo a ger nw and said wanna bring to show me ..if  i like den she will accept the gal..and my future bf she mus scan thru cos she felt so DL hearing my ex and him2 story! =S Be it she jus treat me as a jie or wad..though i jus keep assurin myself..ya I am a jie to her..but i still will draw line..she can share anything with me but i hav my reservations. Hmm i tink given i noe her earlier..she might reali shower me lotsa gifts.. I treat her as a sincere "XDD" dats all. She always make sure i gt eat den go hm after weekend class..she will acc me eat 1st den mit her frens..if we shared cab hm she will try get her dad's car and sent me bac..duno y recently i took late night cab hm with manfred..always mit weird cabbie uncle ask me wanna fetch me tomoro..wanna go his hse nearby eat nice food... =S sounds harmless..but they molesting me thru words of mouth lo...i was in my cardigan le ..wad the hell rite!

I duno wad i am doin nw..jus gonna finish up my projs and set aside time to study..this is the part i hated when my boss nt understanding and I dun do OT like last time...nw mus clockout i reali oso pai say cos other dept ppl may seem us as spoil mkt lo..I only can LL obey.. ! #%$^%&%*^*

Nothin goes wrong sep finish my dip , by the time hope still hav leave left..cos its gonna eat up for exams and study!!! =( No time for dearies anymore, no time for myself oso..hated it! Can i jus go die..Heuer can say leave a place for her too cos frm a person who no nid worry abt $ last time..dis kind of dishrevelled life is hellish for her! I can so ming bai when u are broke though i nvr see $20 k in my acc b4! Only person i mit - Manfred lo..jio me go watch movie and dinner dats it..cos he oso flexi, so he either wait for me knock off or after my weekend classes.