Alast my exams are over and i suffered a very bad late menses cram causin myself to be giddy, nauseous plus over stress duing my exams. I actually vomitted on my eve of my exam =( I was given 2 daes mc and Dear very worried for me as it happened when i stayed over his hse last week..


POA paper was v difficult but i this time really put my heart to study and understand hw the workings are being calculated all by myself. This time round I am in long sleeves and in a jacket, fully geared in the *refrigerated* kind of exam rm. Lucky i went early to revise one last time. My name was not in the exam rm list and they actually left out few names =.= Jus hope 4 Aug i can see a P in my result slip..this is wad i am hoping for thats all. Silly Dear still went temple take ping an fu and surprise me wif ai xin breakfast ..I was really touched..Lixian came over to jia u for me b4 she went for her class too =)


His current job really makes me so heart pain ..everydae earliest is like 12 am den reach hm..and i only can wait for fri go fetch him after work and stay over wif the weekend. He only have 1 meal 1 dae and gotta share the staff meal again. I will order some fo and wait for him off work or play with my ihp or lappie.


I am jus looking fwd to weekend and his off dae , a dinner or movie and we try to mit amicably.. Yes stupid tenant n gf still ard and nw i have trained myself to totally treat them as transparent and wont even bother to look up when they come bac or going out.. I have meditated to this lvl cos oso seeing Dear workin so hard and can say he really do wadeva his boss ask him to do. No complains or whinings like b4, he has grown to be more responsible towards bulding our future hm. Time to invade the irritating pair privacy cos mostly they b at Dear's hse but nw i go over and irritate them with my existence.. if nt happy or wad jus go out of the hse ba ..u pair of irritating ppl.. no more me and Dear mus find place to go and spend unnecessary $$..Dear is sloggin hard and i jus do my own things n watch online video and make myself at hm.


The pair depends on the hse agent to help them find rm..and the guy told Dear mkt price nw is at least $650 for a rm, nw he noes hw lucky he is fr all dis yrs Dear hav to pay the extra expenses..and i reall feel like tellng them off , dun understand eng den dun everytime wake up mus ON 91.3 and jus listen to the beat =.=

Buay tahan... no more i going to tahan them till 31 aug latest..I will tell Dear to chase them out no matter hw if nt i wont stay over and he wont hav chance to snuggle me to zzz anymore till they are OUT!! Given other ppl already protest..where gt like me.. put on ear phones and on loud loud to zz..to refrain frm hearing the woman's shrieking high pitch voice..her wk permit is nt approved..hope govern continue to dun renew her work permit and she better go bac,dun come bac forever.. She is nt stupid at all.. wanna start an online manicure biz but i see her samples.. its nt pro and nice at all..poor guy gotta work and suppt her expenses in sg. Whether they can find a rm i dun care..off they have to go and cannot extend..no more nice guy to them..gotta show n tell them who is the owner..Dear still ask me wan buy fake nails frm her..he tot i jus dun like them but the prdts are innocent.. I jus dun wan hav anything to do wif them at all and he finally ming bai my hatred for this pair!

I guess my hatred for them is much stronger den i dislike anyone in my life for nw..i hav stopped contacting H forever le.. in order to reduce the guilt i intro H into the BB tea job. H told me she wanna start her own BB tea , gd luck to her ba..she oredi gt the bank loan.and so naive ..

Serene is bac to Sid le.. mit her few times when she comes bac to sg and spent some quality time..will post pics..so sweet of her wanna me can see Dear more so we went to his working place to eat and to wait for him too. Winter mus eat more ar..dun gan mao le.. glad we still can stay close like b4. Dear and Cr finally gt chance to mit..gave both impression nt a bad one =)

Last thu had a big quarrel wif him and i cried damn badly and din zzz. Duno is wrong dae or wad or wad i did to provoke him..frm 1 stupid word WAIT can turn into almost a break up and cooling period..He was very tired dat dae and I as usual waited patiently at hm and he called me to tell me he still working after his wrking hrs cos nxt dae gt 1 event early in the morn and they choose his workplace to hold. HE cried, we cried and he thot i was going to leave him after i told him i am also v tired to go thru all dis, work n study and endure the tenant for so long..he meant well ask me to go zzz cos i was still sick and i insisted i sick nt cos always nt enugh zz and wait up for him.. he said i wait for him brings addditional pressure to pack up fast and call me on the way hm.. even he hungry also dun eat jus to rush hm.. i hear le find very ridiculous lo..and he start to say i childish and dun appreciate his intns and i keep annoying him..he oso duno hw he can continue his work and duno wanna stop lovin me so much..my heart sank when i hear this and i jus say i wan leave here , if i fail my POA i dun wan study and whine alot..my fault too..he tot i dun wan him and becomes more agitated.well.. both of us din zzz..i saw the Brookes news on tv again sayin the Fking director n admin side really is a scam and tinking bout this, i emo again and oso worry bout my exam results and tinking if i FAIL den wad shld i go..jus hope 4 Aug is a new beginning for me in my studies..i been tinkin alot..so many mod and i can clear all, except this POA and i cant get my Deg? i felt so angry and Kris told me she may wan hav a bb and cannot study anymore..i will respect her final decision. Dear duno why i am so stress over the exam and result this time and i cant blame him too. I decide nt to let him noe cos it will make him more worried.

Fri morn i still call him @ 6am to wake him up but he oredi on the way to work and cryin in the car while driving.. he says he cant tink bout the dae i really leave him behind.. den we had a gd tok on phone and we compromised..whoever bz outside nxt time jus rest when tired.. no nid purposely wait up. Lucky the event went well if nt i will feel so guilty..

Yeah we got our iphones and our couple casing too =) see pics too. Duno is it after exam effect, my rite thumb had  been v numb for 1 week oredi and i read frm google its called cardinal tunnel syndrome.. heard its common when u type, write or on hp too long.. hope faster heal..Managed to mit Lixian Mei Mei go out and acc me cos i dun wan face the pair at hm..but viola when i reached Dear's hm, they were out till 12 plus..but i dun care.. at least hav few hrs of peace. I will jus b thick skinned and exist thea even they ard hahahhaa =)

My asset siting audit finally done..2nd dae.. i took urgent lve see doc as i felt i was dying frm my cram..Boss so worried tot i nt gg bac office cos i told him i gt mc but will oly go bac n the noon cos no one doin the audit liao cos Paige on 3 daes leave.

Saw BB En En and took some pics of her.. mama gg to take care dat rascal BB Jeremy bb sis soon after En En noe hw to walk cos she try to take care of 2 but En En went jealous..so young she can sense BB war and seek attn frm my mama =S I will so gonna miss her if she really nt coming here le.

Did a bit retail therapy wif Xian and San , all cheap cheap bargains, worth to buy and best part Dear was the sponsor,nt alot bt i am happy he gt such tot and stillsayang me so much but i din spend all..hmm i spend more on facial masks..so many kinds lo..my face mus continue mei mei and cannot shows signs of aging de lor..

Mus admit really tiring to wait up for him jus lidat.. if he wan me acc eat i may oredi eaten so i mus strategise my eating diet nw too =D

His hse internet reception really bad sometimes i feel so pek chek wanna watch online videos.. duno y le..everytime i stay over i sure dream of the irritating pair, either we havin war or me n the gal hav cat war lol..sianz.

I am so countin dwn to their leaving and told Dear i wan open champagne..he says ok. Xian said she wanna join in too haahha..sweet gal.. i glad i still can count on her on my studies though we are in diff major.

Till nxt update ba.. hope it be a gd one.