Reached hm ard 8pm..yup ot queen is @ it again.. haiz,wad a bad dae for me ? Early in the morn had some disagreements wif him2 but is ok nw.. =)

Todae my office mtg rm reno starts...and they open the door big big and the air con all "escaped".. and its damn irritating when i @ work..noise pollution and stuffs lo..i requested my office uncle to acc me go mini mart buy ice cream and cold drinks cos i gg to faint soon man! Den suddenly i realised i gt many other work to clear besides passes. The no of ppl coming for cses has cut dwn alot due to proj finishing..new proj coming nxt mth...so these 1 mth i can foresee OT queen gg to be sloggin real hard... ya i noticed due to weather hot and feelin the "stress" to do well in my new tasks... my pimples come to "visit" me freely... i totali cannot tahan & control..arghhhhhhh ! Only thing i can do is to make sure i doze off nt later den 12 am despite gt classes anot. My own projs oso gettin knotty...reali nt easy to study degree...lotsa research to do and trying my best to save my energy to go library... cos of all dis..i hav neglected biaomei n darius...sorry darlings~ i am reali sorry..

Ya..todae went to another 7mth prayer buffet lunch.. this time time gt ppl served me and my dept ppl...me, my uncle n 2 Bangla safety officers.. The contractor boss specially asked his staff to scoop food for us and ask their workers to serve us drinks.. - reali feels like VIP! Uncle says cos of me den gt this privilege cos the rest are queuing for food.. the boss told me he would nt like to see in the line cos "dangerous"..den 4 of us were brot to a little eating corner...guess wad...opp us is the workers so-called dormitory..hahaha..hmm cant expect much cos its a very "container" style of sub con office... and here u can find " the war of men" @ work. This is the 1st time i am exposed to such "area"...i forgot bring my cammy therefore no pics..but after awhile gt a guy frm the sub-con office volunteered to take pic for us..den my uncle says i am like "superstar" cos some of the yard mgrs saw me and came fwd to shake hands with me...of cos its those " friendly" uncles lor..haiz ..i dun like durian but they keep offering so i oso giv in finally la, cos very pai say to reject ma..they are mgrs le.. I told my dad sooner or later..i will fall in love wif "durian" cos the uncles are so-called training me le nt neoin i hated it the most hurhur~ Had a filling lunch and went bac office to nap under the "stuffy" air.. *cough cough*

Tomoro and sun got to go bac to supervise the work as well as to clear my work..hopefully mon can be done up. Boss went 2 wks in-camp training...and these 2 wks are very crucial..cos i hav to go board mtg , do mins, settle some invoice and chase suppliers for items, understudy my engineer learn hw to do powerpt slides to present @ mtg.. passes still hav to do la.. ya gt to mention except for him2 company and a few indian /bangla contractors click with me de.. very angry wif other sub-cons....they dun understand the meaning to use the new form and sent mail to me...arghhhhh.... "fed up" =( Some totali dun understand eng , some ask them giv me their email..they say go bac ask boss cos they are "computer illiterate.. haiz. Besides class i everydae OT..wad is weekdae/weekend no diff to me anymore...Boss wans most of my safety offrs go site to check on the workers more often cos seems like some "clients" are finding fault with us haiz..customers are always rite ma..wad to do ? ! Lots things happen @ work..i used to tink its men men world out thea..i jus sit in office under air con do my work..nw some safety updates or probs i oso need to be in the loop. Boss wans me to noe wad the rest of the guys are doin...i dun mind learn new things la...but can increase xiao nu zi de pay ? i wan more $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ =( Recently keep "escapin" to mini mart to buy ice cream, tidbits..real stressed...and the weather is reali unbearable for my mood too...very prone to get irritated. But my malay engrs says he cannot tahan so many ppl in out of my office all like to talk to me / flirt with me. Even 1 sub-con bangla supervisor praised my nails so nice.. diong~ He says i reali popular le...he jealous haha...its like evryone wans to hav a "piece of word" with me.

Ya ...him1 called me 6am in the morn..damn pissed off...i still tot its alarm ringing. wad the hell rite? Nw @ nite after my class if i see some guy sittin @ my void deck..i will see clearly make sure its nt him...its kinda phobia for me. Sometimes i forget to drip my lavender, i will start to dream of him - wanting to patch up n very drama... so i choose to be on "drip" everynite and ya with my sleepin mask on..exaggerating rite? Ya i still trying to be as mei mei as possible le..always wan look the best when gg to work...no ones noes wad i gg thru nw...even him2..i find it irrelevant to share wif him so i jus keep it to myself...him2 oso nt havin easy time @ work.. i kinda used to his mood swings nw n then..ya many frens say i behave like his gf nw...in a way he oso allows himself to "behave" like my bf too..well .. everythin is still under ctrl. =P Alot of things its reali nt within my control ..emotions can but nt feelings.. i am in my own"fairyland" nw ..the princess will soon wake up when my prince comes and kisses me.. i am nt able to do anything so far jus hav to keep roaming and roaming until my prince saves the damsel- me la! Meaning..nt dat i hav new suitor or wad la..its when the passion frm him dies off..for me is easy..i jus move on frm thea..i am sure i can do it...cos this will be the 2nd time i gg thru all dis..so kinda noe hw to handle le. *fingers crossed*" My dream will be shattered prob after 2 wks..but chattin with Serene sis jus nw when doin ot..we assume me n him2 gg to be draggy like korean drama.. sometimes i tink to msyelf i am better off if he is a player... Thanks sis for callin me when i so stressed @ work ..reali appreciate it! ^___________^

Well.. i will drink tons of water ba...Another new ulcer in my mouth..sobz. Reali hope this dis tight period can pass fast... i wan unwind myself.. i miss those i havent mit long time de..hugs =) if nobody can understand its ok with me..cos only i noe hw busy i am.

So fast working in here comin to 1 yr le , to be exact its 3 Sep..time reali flies..haiz.