1 whole week w/o biaomei ard seems very quiet lo.. ok la..i still manage to mit up Cz, Mag and Susan =)

Last Wed mit up wif Susan for a short dinner @ Far East plaza and i got a pair of low silverish white heels to match the white dress (tks biaomei for T-loan) to be @ jie mei for Kris weddin this thu.. kinda excited cos this is my 1st time be an official jie mei ~
Thu OT as usual.. haiz. Fri met up wif Cz for dinner @ Bishan Sake den we took train to Novena Sq for kopi and chilling out session.. after dat we shared cab hm le. *tired dae* Wanted to mit up Cz for MAC bfast @ Yis on Sat but i was too tired to wake up early.. anywae i still went bac to work. GQ came and seemed so friendly and even showed me his wife pic ..hurhur~

Long awaiting mit up wih Mag le..@ 1st still worried whether got anything to talk or how to break the so-called "frozen ice" betw us.. we hav left things as it was.. bad events had long passed.. our calmness has reposed bac.. but we still need dat " auspicious" dae & time to mit up to reali hav a gd meet up session~ and it happened on 13 Dec.. we had a gd talk, a short update abt our lives and though time was running fast.. we managed to reali hav a gd chat =)
Initially we wanted to hav sushi but the new revamp NP dun hav le..arghhhh =(

We settled @ KFC lo. Since time is still early to mit Shanna.. we decided to go and pamper our nails..I love my nails..very careful to bao yang till this thu..washed hair or wad oso very careful le. Ha i surprised her wif the mani/ pedi as her xmas gift.. she was shocked.. well as i said she oredi dun lack anything.. very difficult to buy xmas gift indeed.. though its nt reali a surprising gift ..reali glad she loved it.. see pics. I am veri sorry ger.. last time him1 reali restricted me to meet frens and reali spend time wif u all and i guai guai be a xiao nu ren haiz. And sometimes i admit i rather dun explain to u all abt this ..cos i wan to protect his image in frnt of U all.. well dat was in the past.. sometimes becos of u all. . i chose to quarrel wif him (dint tell any1)..sometimes becos of him...i chose to let u all be angry wif me w/o noein the reason why i behaved in some way.. sorry peeps.. I sincerely hope my nxt bf will let me hav my own space..enugh of dat kind of being a xiao nu ren and ended up got hurt and dared nt tell anybody..dun wan let my frens worry and i am too "blinded" to leave him1.

So sorry ah Na.. i dint noe the session took so long and i am unable to rush to town to mit U..
Sun...1st time in my life experienced gg out alone all by myself.. 1 word to describe - MISERABLE ! I wonder why others can reali go shop, watch movie alone le.. *scratch hd*
But i am proud la.. i did all by myself by train ok.. cos most of my frens nt free to acc me.
1st to Orchard den to AMK den to Yis NP den to CWP to mit my bro.. i treated him to Seoul Gdn and we were the last 2 tables to leave as we went in late and cos Bro ate lotsa junk food beforehand.. i "hoot" most of the food hahahhaha.

Yest knocked off early.. yesh Biaomei coming bac le ..yeah.. finally..missed her so much..we do sms each other when she was thea.. =p My bro so kind to acc me to go fetch her.. since it was still early..we went to xplore T3 cos both of us nvr been thea yet.. reali high class le.. whoa~
Waited half an hr for her..and finally got to see my beloved Biaomei.. b4 dat saw one of my guy fren TJ.. turned out he on same flight wif her.. so coincidence wor~
Reached hm, concussed .. heh.. Biaomei felt so touched i go and fetch her.. of cos la i dote on her so much surely will go fetch de ma.. =p Thanks for ur lovely pressies =) As long as bot by u ..i will love it.. Waiting to see more of ur holi pics =p

Todae my boss did my appraisal..ok nt too bad jus dat he reminded me nt to take too much leave/mc for nxt yr (he dint noe its due to him1 la..its nt easy to dun bring my emotion to work but so far i dint tell Boss..he jus say he can see i am trying very hard nt to bring my wadeva prob to work and doing OT is nt a gd one to forget my probs) work wise still ok ba.. still need to take note on my writing of mins sianz.. Well when he asked me abt his bad pts..i jus pointed out the basic things..boss is still boss ma.. i jus say whenever thea is a big event.. he will be gan cheong ...though we understand his stress , his tone is nt very pleasant. Very surprised after i voiced out..Boss explained to me why he behaved in dat manner.. and he said why he treated us so firm and fierce nw becos someone bacstabbed our dept saying we lacked of discipline.. well happens everywhere.. *green eyed" monsters.. hiding in a corner eatin sour grapes.. hurhur~
he can see i got no prob in working wif my sub-cons or rather he said the guys are under my gd control.. duh~ i needa take note of my safety items bein T loan out lo.. sianz..i reali hate to lend things out le.. some ppl jus dun hav initiative to return after use..i still mus go chase them @$#$#%
Recently i kept taking pics alone cos i wan see any difference abt myself.. the expression, glow, smile.. i jus wan cfm hav i reali moved on or i am jus escaping.. haiz. Verdict.. i admit i do look better and fresher. You can call me zi lian mwahahhaha.. well i hiao can anot lol.

Tomoro my whole dept gg to SAF yacht club for a pre-xmas lunch..will take pics again..though oredi went wif 2 of my bros @ work le.. Appraisal period + new proj coming in + boss foul mood.. reali very tough week haiz. Hope after i voice out for every1 he can change his attitude and control his mood.
Ok better get more rest le..thu is Kris big dae but i oso needa be mei mei wor~ recently pimples popped out again..*stressed*
Todae is him2 Birthdae..
Happy Birthdae to U.. best wishes~ i am sure u would hav enjoyed urself ba, whereva u might be nw.
Last week had a so-called gd voice out thru sms wif him2.. well.. after seein his reply..duno y i chose to retreat abit.. kinda worried.. but luckily i wont see him often.. and i tink i am able to handle so far.. ya i am happy to see his reply be it fake or wad.. @ least i noe i still got mkt value.

PS : jus cfm with Kris ..him1 nt gg to her wedding..duno he dun wish see me or nt ready to face every1..wadeva..he dun go..i feel more assured.