A SUPER ABSURD DAE - 09 DEC 08.. wads wrong wif the guys ard me la ? @$%#$%$^ Tink lao niang in gd mood meh.. duh?!!!

Recently kinda hate to go to work.. argh..due to power trip..yest was the 2nd time le , caused my office door card reader to malfunction.. all of us were stuck outside our office for an hr lidat..Called up maintenance , they said its under HR cos its card reader.. HR said shld be IT dept..wad the heck la... after rounds of taichi... 1 of my safety officer managed to "pry" open my side door - the one dat linked to my ladies bacdoor.. duno hw he did it with a phonecard in card..abit like James Bond movie trick hurhur~

Boss in a damn foul mood again dis wk..haiz..we mus "suffer" again.. this time round..our company is being nominated to receive some award with MOM , thus lotsa preparation and inspection gg on.. hav to make sure the site & workshops are well taken care of den we can be qualified.. duno wad exactly is dat but boss is seein it as a highly impt task for my safety officers and including my new gal.. haiz.. 7hrs later thea will be a internal dept mtg.. wonder wad boss gg to discuss wif us.. hope his weather be gd ya.. *pray hard*

Me and my new ger realised as long as there is a big event coming up, or he many daes nt ard in office or kena arrowed frm big boss to settle some stuffs..he will definitely lose his cool.. sighz.

Last Fri he reali shouted @ me for the 1st time.. i super pissed off..the new finance ger did nt check properly wif supplier abt the invoice..den boss happened to go over her dept and came bac "question" me.. ok i admit i gav him wrong info as in the ear plugs i ordered were for our dept use nt for visitors.. after few mths den ask..hw am i gg to remember rite? =( Den after checking my file half way...suddenly he shouted why i nvr reply the new finance ger email..which i did (i send bac a thorough email and cc my boss..he den shut his mouth )@$#! He realised he had blamed wrongly on me but as a boss he wont say sorry wad.. he went to mini mart to buy himself an ice cream.. (guess its to cool himself dwn).. when he came bac..he tried to use some stupid lame topic talk to me as in jus passed me a 09 calendar and ask me whether i need it.. i jus say NO and ignored him..super angry.. wondering whether he reali cannot handle the task given to him and caused him lotsa stress or when he stressed he will vent on us somehw...anyway i jus hated his behaviour lidat.. *ANGRY + PISSED* oredi very fan over my work stuffs cos the new finance ger practically rely on me and certain issues which is my personal stuff. Wanted to do OT on fri but i came bac on sat to work awhile..jus dun wan see his face anymore ..hmph..~ 1 thing got to add..my finance dept reali slow in payin bac supplier $ , i wonder y..and after few mths some new staff will come ask me for invoice, info..wad the hell la.. @$@#%.. i am nt free to always entertain them jus because the previous staff did nt do proper h/t. Shucks..nxt wk heard boss nt gg to be ard again..gg for some training again..he got his stress he oso mus understand we nt havin an easy time.. new proj starts..everyone is oso busy ma.. Everyone in town seems to gan ran the upcoming festive mood.. i am like a floating plank.. haiz.

Last sat met up wif Ah Na to go town to shop..but mayb needa take care of BB Tiff..she cant concentrate on shopping hurhur.. She last min called me and i needa put plane on biaomei for few hrs.. after dat biaomei came to mit us.. walked ard and look see look see.. (i can only browse 1st..bonus nt here yet wor~ hopefully can get @ least 0.5..cos i can see my SE C905 smiling @ me.. =p Thanks to ah Na's ride to Yis.. Me and Biaomei no nid squeeze wif ppl in the train on the way hm. Sun acc biaomei buy a luggage ..she went holi le..for a wk shiok..will miss her..i wonder hw i am gg to spend my 1wk w/o her.. hurhur.. she comin bac nxt mon only..and ya i gg airport to fetch her.. dis biaojie hao dao mei hua shuo rite? =) Still went to her hse to see wad i can help her with lo...If i hav lotsa leave.. mayb I will tag along.. hope she can njoy herself le.

Quite emo lately.. cos heard many frens either getting married soon or preparing for it.. suddenly tot abt him1 nt dat i still feel for him..jus miss his "company" ba..

Todae received Kris call..saying she n Chaplin may invite him1 to their wedding and asking me for permission..i nt the bride ma..so i got no rite to stop him frm appearing rite.. haiz..but my worry is hope he can let me attend the weddin in peace and hope he dun "pester" me after dat..wanted to find someone to come "rescue" me wif a car.. but i guess hard ba.. haiz..so meanwhile i jus got to doll up myself and be a pretty jie mei for Kris.. sighz. Its nxt Thu @ M Hotel .. i hope my worry wont come true.. *bite teeth*

After putting dwn the phone wif Kris , and seeing biaomei's boarding sms, wif emo boss haiz..simply no mood to work or reply any emails..feel like chiong-ing hm to zzzzzzzz haiz.

Boss out of concern asked me am i feelin ok anot..cos i took quite alot of MCs this yr and leave too..i told him i am fine but he says i hav lost my cheerfulness in office.. everydae seems so moody ..i told him wif new proj starting..more passes and paperwork to do..hw to be happy la.. i guess he overheard my conversation wif biaomei abt him1 gg to the weddin and i felt uneasy.. my boss dun play play..well known for his sharp hearing even though i oredi minimise my voice le.

Of cos..i jus hav to keep denying~ i am fine.. but i am NOT ... =( SObz.. No one can noe hw i feel ba.. @ dis moment @ this mood while i blogging..nt dat i wan tink bac .. doing certain things, gg some places do bring bac memories..

As for him2.. *speechless* he seems angry wif me calling him dear fren cos he purposely dun wan reply my sms.. wads wrong wif every guy ard me ? he is nt my fren meh ? jus dat more complicated only ma..

Den GQ came in the noon to pass me his workers pics.. i happened to go to main office wif new gal..i dint noe he waited for me 1/2 an hr ma.. when i called him he kinda gav me attitude when i happened to ask wad time is he coming cos i am leavin on dot.. he den told me he came ard 3 plus.. I stayed until 7pm wif the new gal.. cos boss last min wanted us do some work..norm i do OT..he will say go hm la..todae he actually wan me and the new ger to finish up..xiao ding dong rite? GQ came ard 6 and in a way asked me where i hav been jus nw.. and he was waitin for me.. dint see me tot where i went.. i asked him y he so gan cheong.. he jus say i shld tell him cos he is busy and i shld nt let him wait. Eh i dint tell him to wait ma.. another xiao ding dong~ arghhh =( The way he talked to me is like my bf questionin where i go.... diong~ ) GQ sent me an email saying if i got any prob can call and look for him.. hw i wish this comes frm him2 mouth! I nvr show it on my face..GQ got pyschic power ar? he still say Jie jie can count on him..totali 2 diff behaviour compared him2 and him.

HOpe tomoro be a better dae.. reali hope to receive surprise frm any1 anytime .. sometimes i tink my emo-ing is xtra de lo.. but sometimes i jus cant seem to shake off certain issues in my mind..

Wana cry oso duno y failed to do so.. guess reali too "used" wif him1 le.. i totali noe hw him1 felt and wad he gg thru.. even when bloggin nw wana cry out in silence oso failed..guess more to sleepy.. Happy dat 2 of my close frns picking up slowly over their probs.. we mus jia you le.. hemsem & pretty.. 8yrs of memories nt so easy wiped off frm my memory totali..though has been 6mths.. i have done well in nt dwellin on this and cry over spilt milk..its jus an emo dae i guess..

ok concussing nw @ 230am *yawnz*