I shall continue cos too long entry in previous post liao !

Last thu went to watch Star Trek with Manfred @ Yish.. I was @ hm msn wif Serene , feelin the blues , suddenly he called me to acc him lo cos he too stressed studying for his exams. We had dinner @ dat HK cafe again..nt my cup of movie ..hated the shimmering lights and motion of the movie.. cos spaceship ma sure lotsa lights and the scenes jumping makes me kinda giddy. Overall , nt a bad movie la.abit touching..reali a GUYS movie!

Last fri mit up wif Susan for dinner @ SAKE Citylink.. chatted abit and i acc her hm cos meeting Justin to go Ah Na's hse for movie marathon was still early. Long time no see Nikki my another god-daughter..reali grow up too..and somemore kinda big built for a 1yr + toddler.. Hmm thank god she oso can bond with me.. Ha mayb i can draw magnet to kids ba..cos my mama oso a babysitter.. more or less i learnt some skills frm her despite the changing part. Accompanied Nikki to play while Susan went to shower.. @ 1st Niki still quite shy with me..den whoa little terror indeed.. me and her maid kept on helping her to put bac all the toys and things she threw all over and we "coaxed" her to keep the stuffs wif us .. can tell she like to do things opp as told..kids are still kids. Managed to take 1 clear pic wif her.. oso hard to make her take pics le.. Ha i still joked wif Susan Nikki more like her little sis den daughter.. cos she reali dun behave like a mom more to like her playmate lidat. She so cute lo..after we finished drinking our ribena..she asked her maid to go wash the cups.

Cos Ah Na and Justin went to fetch me.. we went for Plan B.. supper @ AMK S11 and went to HANS thomson 24hrs to chill out lor. B4 dat we were sort of going rounding and Justin remember there is a cheap and famous sort of warehse selling fishballs (he wanna be a fillial son)..so with AH Na drivin..we "toured" ard woodlands Industrial frm Wdls Link, Wdls Terrace, Wdls Spectrum..U name it lo..Most scary part..we actuali so brave to drive inside the industrials to look for the "fishball" shop. it was late nite ard 11 plus.. ard us was so quiet nt even hearing any stray dogs barking, drivin past can see some workers hangin ard, we even drove into the so-called warehse areas..damn dark and scary..we are the only car to manoevre ard.. I jokingly say die la.. i wear so little cloth, Ah Na being lame say her menses come so cannot.. *lame* hahahaha.. Justin says den i am the most unsafe 1 cos i was sittin behind alone.. (Although i was in the car.. i felt uneasy while movin ard)Ah Na warned JUstin to look after us in case anything happen..he replied say he oso scared kena caught and "raped" by the Banglas. Haha.. So Ah Na faster locked her door and windows.. we toured round and round and still cannot find..on off found some passer by or workers ask for directions , all seem to say ya near here .. but where la.. finally came to this wdls loop 1 fishball warehse..they are nt open for biz and refused to sell us even a pkt. Told us to come bac other dae.. we oso nt sure whether this is the 1.. I faster snapped a pic of the signboard @ least got some outcome le.. Den after 2 hrs..we gav up and headed to HANS lo..super tired. Nxt dae tink mense comin..i woke up @ 7pm.. power rite? ! I am reali sleepin princess hor! Informidable 1 =D Had dinner, msn wif Serene and watched Lets get married the korean show till 5am.

Sun still in dreamland..Kristin called me to mit her for lunch.. ya my bod dun wish get up but hearing Chaplin working and she outside.. i bu ren xin leave her outside.. we had lunch @ Newton Circus ( reali cai tou place for tourists.. food taste ok only). We ordered Carrot cake, mutton soup and Omelette Hao Jian. Den we took a bus to Far East Plaza... went to do an express Pedi.. she did 1 b4 meeting me but all smudged so she wanna do another 1. While doin, Susan sms me to ask me go AMK for kopi.. ya i obliged..talked to her awhile , had drinks. Her maid took Nikki out to find Susan's mom and sis.. so we can talk more freely. She was complaining to me abt some maid issues and household probs.. haiz.. hugs hugs.. suddenly i realise y i envy my married xingfu sistas , they oso envy me in a way le!! Den took a cab to mit my family for Mama Dae dinner.. had zhu chao @ Chong Pang Kopitiam. Went hm to rest cos mense 1st dae very tired.

Todae super bz and tired @ work.. mense 2nd dae, quite heavy flow makes me very giddy.. lost alot of blood.. nw i updating this blog my head very heavy plus the humid weather.. him2 sms me he on half dae.. ya i noe ..hav to face the fact.. dun wish tink so much..mayb he and I too used to sms each other..well i am still rational nt to worry.. i still lookin fwd to the final count dwn..Ya i realise i do miss him but nt to the extend cant eat/ zzzz. Finally all entries are done! I still refer bac the pics i posted so that i wont leave out any detail. Hurhur.. silly rite? Took alot of personality quiz in fb..tinking whether its true ma..well act as ref ..wont Mi too much.

Serene and i were commentin abt Feli..she seemed so obsessed in her weddin prep..she seemed to be very uptight easily.. we agreed both of us too tolerant and accomodating towards her le.. haiz.. hopefully after she get married.. we can draw dist frm her! *Fingers crossed* Most of my frens quite angry for me when i told them Feli ask me dun steal her lime lite on her weddin dae.. say i oredi so pretty and sexy, jus wear norm will do..do not outshine her.. i still jokingly suan her saying den i wear tee shirt, shorts and slippers ba.. she still can reply say nt to the extend la as long as let her be the most beautiful woman dat nite can liao.. Crap rite.. she is the bride sure the most pretty ma.. even no confidence , oso mus trust the make up artist ma.. =.= Most of my frens asked me dun go attend her weddin cos me and Serene realised why she nvr ask us be her Jie Meis.. cos logically we are prettier den her.. Reali cannot tahan her.. i noe her sis (bad terms with her) givin her all dis paranoid behaviour.. but if this continues..she may go bonkers soon!

Ya jus nw watched Michelle CHia and SHaun Chen's weddin on TV..reali so grand..like a century weddin and cant help link to somethin.. i reali love her dresses ..its reali gd to be rich den u can afford sucha luxurious and extravagenza weddin.. This yr reali gd year get married.. Even Trish oso settling dwn le..gg to follow her hubby to US for 2yrs posting..Congrats Sis! Hw come everyone can hav such life.. its rushing for her and stuffs but i believe findin the rite 1 and gettin all set to plan a weddin together is such a sweet thing.. Nw i keep tinking hw will i look like on my weddin dae.. wad gown i be wearing , will i be xingfu.. will my future hubby able to giv me the weddin i longed for.. and tinkin of all dis..i related to dat..actuali quite lookin fwd to see another couple weddin fotoshoot if i ever get to see.. (dun ask me who.. dun wish share, AH Na will noe most ba.. jus dun scold me.. ya i noe i am too gd a stupid/silly angel liao where no such person can reali exist )..I dun dare change hp (duno batt short short or wad, lazy bring to Vivo for svc.. LG only svc centre) cos i still wan to keep those sms-es.. (strangely every hp i changed gt 1 story if u noe wad i mean) ya ya i am nt havin ez time here.. nvm time goes by..focus on my work and see where i am headin to ..my new career path.. hope my sch faster giv me an ans den i can decide!!!!!! Arghhhhhhhh.. FAN ARRRRRRRRRR ! Yeah happy gt 1 dae leave cos due to VEsak dae on Sat..most companies todae off but my company gave us 1 dae in lieu to be taken by 31 dec 09. Wonder hw i be feeling @ dat time!! *cross fingers* EVerythin will come to an end, gt wadeva outcome and hav to head for a new path in my life! 7more months I will try my best nt to let my frens worry.. if reali need be alone dat time .. i wont jus MIA lidat unless reali too tormentin.. hope nt..i noe i hav become a even stronger gal den b4..can say compared to some of my frens i am more able to handle my emotions better nw! Nt reali lookin fwd though but hav to face the fact.. hope thea is miracle i can still stay on nt cos of him2 but most impt stable pay and nearer hm wif more job tasks !!! Ya my bdae in 3 wks time.. but so far i reali cant pick up any mood for it.. no plans yet.. Me , AH Na and Justin gt plan go JB on 30 May for my bdae cele in a way oso time for mthly JB trip to get those groceries. we shall see hw ba.

Very tired..shall stop here.. till the nxt entry! Take care my frens.. drink more water, rest well muacks.