So long no updates.. i oso sian.. abit lazy to blog oso! I gg thru some leveraging process and dun wish to be emo again.. I very scared to "fall into" the black hole as in emotional stress..No matter hw i wanna or appear to be strong.. its still within me! ( The lonely soul).. Lucky for me..my besties always ard for me.. spent time wif me as and when they can make it.. they are oso bz !! Seems like very hard to tear recently..hav i reali become stronger? Last time when alone..i can !

Ya..as seen in the pics..Me brot Trish to the JUJUs Hokkaido Hot Pot beside TAOs..under same management. Its oso served by diff courses of dishes. Hmm personally i prefer TAOs cos the hot pot thingy is gd to slowly eat and chill and chat.. but seein the food reali a huge mountain..and it takes reali long to cook and ur mouth jus keep chewing and chewing and ur hands are so bz puttin in more food to cook..tiring and aching ..its better to be served if u are havin a tired dae @ work =.= When both of us on the escalator.. I saw Greg talking to a lady and i walked past him to go inside.. den when we were gg thru the dishes, i saw Greg wavin frm outside.. den i jus nodded and smiled bac. Afer ard 10mins..He and Ray came inside to talk to me..askin me y i dun go over to TAOS.. and asked me hw come i am here nvr inform them.. i jus replied Trish working near here (lucky I told Trish to hav same statement as me).. We wanted to find a place to chill out but cos i have been showing up often @ TAOS..and we decided to try the hot pot. Leda the waitress saw me and came to talk to me awhile and sent her rgds to Serene. (Lucky Serene gt fb acc liao..can keep in contact even closer wif us =) ) Greg and Ray on off came in to talk to me cos seems like they are occupied @ TAOs.. Ray asked me whether i wanna some dessert..i said we are fine with it cos the amount of food @ Hot pot is reali filling. Gt 1 waiter Bing KUn recognsied me and popped in to chat with me often dat dae.. he gav us free complimentary fruit tea - hee my fav though nt the Grape mellow tea. He was oso friendly to us.. TAOs ppl are so heart warming ..i reali felt like VIP. He wanna offer us more dessert, i said its gd enugh! Den Greg came said that was specially frm BK.. i say ok thanks..and he gave me a 10% discount. Ray dropped by say nxt time go TAOs and find them.. i said ok and will intro more frens thea =)

Yeah..Greg exchanged msn wif me , Feli and Serene..but given his profession..hard to chat ba. HE dint reali get to talk to me cos he bz @ TAOS..i tot they wont come in though same mgt but nt their territory ma.. realised the Hot Pot no restaurant mgr ard. Thanks Trish for ur fab Taiwan gifts.. i love it =) Glad u njoyed ur trip too seein nice pics and makes me wanna fly to Taiwan soon!

30 Apr - super rush and bz dae - after work rushed hm to pack my mini luggage (nxt dae to Desaru 2D 1N wif Ah Na & family) and cheong to attend Mag's 30th bdae.. late but i tried my best to rush thea le.. lucky beforehand oredi did some packin..see pics.. Mag Sis reali so touched after seein her STAR cake and her dream bag we gav her as bdae pressie. B4 dat.. poor her admitted to hospital for some unknown viral infection..hugs.. ya i did went to visit her and bot her a stalk of mini sunflower.. lucky she still can get well in time..we had pizza, played Wii (i totali suck @ games #%#%B ) and took photos. AH Na was nearby so i left early and went to her hse to stay over..

1 May - HAPPY 30th BDAe MAG SIS MUACKS..after this ordeal..hope everything will go on smoothly =)

Woke up ard 7am lidat , packed and off we went to Desaru..along the way stopped by to get some bfast and lucky causeway nt so heavily jammed..reached Desaru ard 9plus.. A long drive up ..thank you Ah Na for being the driver.. muacks. Checked into the resort..rested awhile and to decide our itinerary.. drove out nearby so-called town to get some snacks and food..only got cup noodles.. =.= end up we called for RM SVC - i ordered fish and chips =p Tasted so-so.. haiz. Ah Na's chix wing nt ripe oso..changed 2nd time still same..nvm la.. price still consider reasonable.

After dat..we brot Tiff to the pool to play water..can tell she reali njoyed herself.. and i 1st time w/o him1 going into the water in my bikini..kinda uneasy and shy. (wrapped myself in towel) But i relented in the end..@ 1st only stood nearby the pool and helped Ah Na and Tiff take pics.. den after dat i joined in the fun too! Can see its a family outin for ppl ard us or couples - envious.. ~~ We drove ard 30mins to hav our sumptuous seafood dinner..reali cheap lo.. Ah Na kept lamenting hw cheap the food was even we bac in SG.. The place was norm eatin air con restaurant but dun play play Fann Wong patronised it, together with Channel U's Du Shi Da Fa Xian recommendation. Thumbs up for food..mayb they shld revamp the place abit..make it look more hygiene- friendly ba..

Had a long dae..all of us zzz @ 11 plus.. of cos Tiff was the earliest to hit the bed. *Snooore*

In the noon..managed to get slots for full bod massage only $SG60 for 1 hr..the 2 massues gals were so skillful and friendly to us..Tiff and her daddy stayed in the rm to wait for us Ha AH Na saw my nude body..my 1st naked encounter given to her le. Tiff came to find us and hesitated to come in until she heard and cfm AH Na was inside..both of us were still lyin dwn , she abit shocked when see us..so cute.. ask her sit on the sofa and wait..she real did as told =) We only relax and ate seafood in Desaru, nothin more but reali felt so @ ease and let my mind @ rest!
Nxt dae 12 noon checked out..we dropped by Desaru Fruitfarm.. we dint go for the tour as it was expensive and nt worth, somemore raining..bot some tidbits and left for JB. Ah Na still the driver cos she is more familiar with the roads. On the way..3 of us zzz in the car.. she has to stay awake! Xing Ku Ta Le.
We oso forgo watching Firefly cos oso very ex and too late.. had our complientary bfast @ the resort..can see many s'poreans (drivin up ) coming to relax oso.. took Tiff to play in the water for the last time..she knew she be going to the pool..durin bfast..she kept fidgeting ard jus to hint us she wanted to hit the pool asap. Alas, her dad played with her this time..Me and AH Na hanged ard to hav a chat while watching them play! Upon reachin JB, we went to buy some car parts, service the car and car washing...went nearby to hav our lunch..superb wan ton mee.. 1 small kopitiam lidat, the stall appeared to look norm..but whoa thumbs up! Small bowl but fillin most impt cheap! And ya i saw 1 of the kopitiam boi lookin @ me on off.. i jus pretended i nvr see hurhur! A young xdd la! Walked ard to wait for the car to be done. Den went to another place to service car..ha happened to bump into Chaplin and his frens. ( i reali go where oso can bump into him..i telling Kris i can be her spy for her liao) I was actuali bio-in few of them..den suddenly Chaplin called out to me..frankly speakin i wearin shades and cant see properly de.. somemore carrying Tiff. I am so happy she reali can giv me her attn and become so close wif me nw. When she saw me and AH Na Msn..she will call for Yi Yi nw - ME and AH Na will 3G awhile and i jus played along lor. (My web cam nt in use ma) dat we went Holidae Inn Plaza shop abit and went to get Tiff' s milk powder and pampers. Ha 1 milk powder lady promoter tot i was Tiff's Mama cos i was looking after her while her parents bz shopping for Tiff's stuffs! Dinner @ the same place near the custom..Tiff asleep in the car so 3 of us finally had a peaceful meal.. reached hm ard 11 plus..thanks Ah Na for makin this trip possible.. though its reali a short trip , ya i managed to njoy myself and take a deep breather. Serene called me while i was in Desaru..Ah Na's hubby commented we reali like Les so lovin =) I told him dun be jealous la.. ! >__<
Sun rested @ hm ...to charge bac my battery.. cos Mon needa work.. managed to msn ELvin he comin bac in Jul..gd luck in his work over thea.. he promised me to buy me my bdae pressie..we shall wait and see ba!

After dat is work and work..reali bz.. my company trying to clinch a new proj..so Boss super bz..bringing new clients to the site and i on off have to prepare the PPEs for them lo.. den many workers come for safety induction cse..meaning my core biz had flourished. Den nw the swine flu thingy.. all of us including everyone workin @ site all hav to take temp everydae and mus inform HR if gg overeas, subj to approval..lucky i came bac frm Desaru liao! .. my office ppl all given a thermometer and we hav to record our temp every morn. Boss oso got to keep attending the Swine FLu mtg.. he has to update us on the latest discussion and measurements to be taken. Oredi so bz wif work , nw add on this..duh! Hw come the world is so unsafe nw.. more and more weird disease , more disasters, humanitarian probs.. reali hope can hav world peace soon wif gd economy boost !! Nw my emails oso flooded with Swine Flu updates etc..arghh.. lucky we are under the yellow color zone nw but the govern dare nt underestimate so ya still have to be safe den sorry! My engineer 1st dae they implemented this and he happened to take temp....realised he got 38.9 fever stage and asked to go hm..2 daes MC. Everyone got to take care..due to weird weather mus drink lotsa water.. a big sunny dae can oso hav a dwnpour suddenly. Very tired week but fulfilled.