I tink dis guy gt him2 pattern and abit of his shadow..when he playin pool and facin me..i dun even dare look @ him or the TV screen in frnt of ME. His name is Jae. Gt tattoo and ear stud oso..hmm i saw a ring too haha.

Jus lookin ard oso can find a J de..alamak! Initially dis 2 gals wanna me join them but i shy LOL.

Ok mayb long time no see guys ..or is it my likin is lidat de? Jie Meis help me look out such category de.. but play boi look again. He frm nxt table. Anywae jus a tot only!

Dats the guy in black who pulled me and i got a blue black. =X

Taken when sober !

I hate the greens but dis is damn ex with my most loathe seafood cucumber.. i tried abit though!

Eline, Jess and Me ^_____________^

For the past wk been livin like hell..i can only jus describe in dis way! Endless work and grievances, suffered in silence..who knew all dis ? =( Work and work to mit tight schedules lo all COS OF BOSS LEAVIN made my workload

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I ON 2 daes MC but i still went bac work..1 dae nt in reali lotsa to clear!

Den rashes FINALLY yesh FINALLY healed..nw left abit of ugly scars..i will work harder to apply Vitamin E every nite den my dresses and skirt can come to light again! Cos of my speed recovery, the doc said no nid blood test cos the blue blacks were signs of covering up the red dots. *Pat on my chest* Save $ and a pce of gd news finally! Meanwhile i still takin med and refrain frm eating anyhw.

Last thu finally mit up Eline and Jess @ Bugis for a quick dinner. Both mamas gt "curfew" to reach hm..ming bai la..so when Jess only can drop me @ her hse MRT thea.. i oso ok la! Missed them so much..been almost 2 yrs nvr see them le..We still hav so much to yak abt..Eline fed us wif latest gossips...of cos time nt enugh so part 2 to be continued..prob in Aug to cele Eline's Bdae. she is forever so jovial and carefree..of cos she gt her own probs too la. She commented i lost weight but prettier.. most impt to hear dis! Long time no go Bugis almost lost hurhur~

Last fri reali sway dae for me.. early in the morn oredi dun feel well cos of gan mao and all (But if i take mc, no 1 take mins) ..as usual I wanna take out the dept lappie frm the cupboard to copy files to bring to my mthly safety Board mtg I tot my colleague took it and packed it ready to go offshore ma so i asked BOSS which lappie I shld use. He gav me a blur look and told me use bac current one. To my horror, the lappie nt in the cupboard and i searched high and low for it! Still cannot find. I called up my colleagues who were all @ site. Boss called me in his rm and gav me a big thrashing..i repeat reali harsh and he 1st time yelled @ me lidat said the lappie supposed to be in gd custody and nw missing i even DUNO.. and scolded me i only noe hw to sit thea and waste time instead of finding solution. I TINK HE OSO BAD MOOD AND I KENA LO.. MA DE..$^$&#HE DINT SEE OR HEAR ME MAKIN CALLS MEH..NVR SEE ME RUN HERE AND THEA LOOKIN FOR IT MEH?! I super innocent le..ya la..only i hold the key to the cupboard..but whoever take after i left..hw am i supposed to noe. My office colleagues all xin teng Boss scolded me lidat and all came to console me. Even Kel on MC came bac 1st thing helped me find.. very touched to hav them as colleagues and i controlled my tears. Him2 dat dae oso bad mood rather hostile to me too..

Finally in the cab to mit Manfred to so called hav a simple fare to cele his bdae.. i teared..tink cabbie uncle oso stunned. I was late for 45mins but cos i dragged abit wanna go mit him in this kind of shitty mood , but i still go , tryin to keep my smiles ON.

He suggested Peach Gdn OCBC centre. A high class chinese executive club restaurant..can see some reali BIZ man havin meals and all. See pics as attached. We ordered set dinner cse for 2. Per pax is ard $80 ++ after GST ..variety only minimal as stated and portion is ok for me but nt for him hahha..big eater ma. Abit pai say to take pics but we were sittin in the corner so i fast fast chop chop. He buay tahan me. Too bad the window seats nt opened , if nt can view the whole of Raffles Place le. We were on 33rd flr. Dis kind of place go 1 kind enugh liao. Ya we had abalone, sea cucumber, sharks fin, snow fungus..a very tonic dinner but damn EX!! Overall its jus ok lo cos its high class and u get to njoy high class svc dats all ! Nope no chemistry betw us. He saw the pic i took wif him2 hurhur!

After dat..strolled along Boat quay. he suggested drinking cos i jus lamented long time nvr drink cos EL nt ard too. We happened to walk to the pub him2 always freq. I was so reluctant to go in- if that is the rite place , i dint forget! He went up and told me to follow..he said mayb i can see him2 and i would cheer up. Manfred knew all about my uhappiness dat dae and oso said i damn ke lian and appreciated i still came to mit him! Heng ar.. place crowded (chiilin jazz bar) and him2 nt thea ( i would feel damn uneasy if he reali thea be it gt other gals anot.. )we left den he proposed going to a KTV pub he always freq. Most his frens be thea so ya we went. Everyone tot i his gal hahaha..both of us said at same time we are single and available. His guy frens so humourous asked Manfred to go away then and they will entertain me. Long time nvr play dice - the bluff game..i totali suck @ dis.. but heng ar..beginners luck i shld say! Den due to the songs thea very nice..sittin thea and i abit EMO liao. So we drank and played games and make merry but i oso cant help still feel so wei qu.

I happen to BIO a guy nxt table..reali so him2.. nt tall, fit, gt tattoo, gt ear stud etc..REALI like him..but CFM nt him. Accordin to 1 of the waiteress..his name oso starts wif J. (Cos the gals took pics with him and asked me together, all J ma..but i dint..pai say..aiya mayb i shld den can show u all haha).. mayb i drank too fast or long time no drink..i super high when we were abt to leave..so ya felt so uncomfortable and vomitted lo...so unglam but no choice.. (but i hid in a corner whereby no one can see me clearly. Manfred still help me to CAMO and still joked he is big built ma den i indirectly threw out all my sadness ESP for FRI de and being sick etc...Tot Manfred would freak out but he tole me to jus throw it all out , so sweet of him keep pattin my bac ..and asked the gals to take care of me.. sat outside for 2 hrs..cannot believe i took 2 hrs to hav an empty stomach. His frens wanna drag me for supper but i jus kept on sayin i wanna go hm accordin to Manfred and i got another blue black on my knee cos his fren was pullin me! He wanna call EL and complained abt ME dint take care..but haha EL hp was OFF. He wanna call him2 , i stopped him!

Of cos Manfred and fren sent me hm in the end rite to my door step , i still able walk so no nid hold on to me..so pai say lo..i 1st time went drinking with him..nxt dae hangover cannot mit Justin and Shanna go expo. Sorry guys! when i reached hm, i still am a merlioness @ 3am..dun like the feelin to vomit and all..but i hav bottled up real long le. Concussed till 6 plus and went ECP food centre to mit Justin and Shanna, after dat bunked in @ Na's place. Love her new lappie so much.. pinkos!

Him2 finally get bac to me jus nw after 1 wk.. hw i noe he went to Batam to work..he sms me said he reali bz and told me abt his work plans and schedule. Be it still excuses or wad..well.. he said he reali happy and touched i still will care when he so-called throw temper on me when he pek chek @ work. He apologised and realised i been HURT. Mayb its reali wise of me to leave him alone cos less wars and he can oso work in peace. Ya Sun woke up, still feelin abit dwn - worried abt lappie den my hp rang. My colleague called me and told me the lappie found. 'Buried" in my overalls pile cupboard la..wau lau i dun remember i put it thea...it shld be dat 1 la cos 2 daes nt in..i havent go bac and verify! But my office only 1 lappie! Will load some pics soon! I reali hope more gd things can come to me la.. sianz.. reali so sway la this JUL =( Mayb its gd he cant mit me for nw.. cos all dis bz deadlines all..we shall see hw den! Time oredi proved to me alot of things le.. haiz.

I jus hope i can hear more gd news dats all. Wanna find bac my happy self..tryin very hard too..JUL is indeed a sway mth for me le. SObz.

If nothin goes wrong..EL would be bac this SAT..fast rite..lidat 4mths passed le..he comin bac 2 wks and flyin off again.. I so envious le.............Justin nw oso in Philippines..hmm the country i dun like but still hope he can take care of himself. He comin bac this Thu den Mag flyin to HK this thu.. everyone fly here and thea.. i jus can be superwoman -flyin all ard in office doin all kinds of sian chores and needa entertain my sub-cons. I two daes nt in..they sure miss me like HELL as in no 1 to disturb and oso they waitin to collect the passes frm me =.=