Yest met up wif Biaomei, Ah Na & Susan for our 1 dae belated xmas lunch.. =p
Cos Justin found a new job and cant take leave..we gals went ahead w/o him..sorry~ will mit ya soon..promise!
Supposedly going to Merchant Court Hotel Ellenborough Mkt cafe.. i woke up late and Biaomei got somethin on so we had to change venue! Sorry Sorry~ Ah Na tks for fetching us @ our hse thea. Called up many places to ask abt high tea & lunch buffet in Ah Na's car..got to admit reali very waste time and every1 in the car were very hungry liao. Sorry goto let Susan wait @ merchant court for us for 30mins.. =.=
Ok..we ended up in Far East Sq and walked ard to see wad we can get.. luckily we came across this Zhou's Kitchen..lunch buffet frm 245pm - 5pm..best ar..wad we needed and only $12.80++ per person..ok variety kinda little, food nt bad..but service nt very gd cos they either forgot our order or the food came late! Brave Ah Na still feedbac to the Mgr. Every1 njoyed the food including Bb Tiff. We had our gift xchange too.
As time was still early..Ah Na wanted to drive us ard and to oso suggest a place to chill out..we named some places but we chose Mt Faber Jewel Box as i told her i hav nvr been b4..Since she got car..she asked me where i wana go reccee.. so sweet of her..she said can fulfill my wish todae.. =p We wanted to go East Coast as i wana go somewhere can see the sea and take pics. But we scared too crowded thea ..we dropped the idea!
Thank you so much Ah Na..reali appreciated u waste ur petrol and drove us to look see look see the Marina Barrage.. in the car saw many families gathering thea..besides the nice view and gd location..i dun see anything special.. heh =.=
Yup..Marina Pier / Marina South is 1 of the places i alwayz yearned to go..so Ah Na brot me thea.. though i am in the car and jus passing by ..i am reali contented..@ least i noe hw the place looked like =p
Ok..we reached Jewel Box ard 6 plus..dun understand y there was no carpark up thea...Ah Na got to park her car below and 4 of us walked all e way up wif BB Tiff in her prammie ..haiz..lucky per hr only $1.
1st time go up thea is wif my dearies..reali so happy.. =p Nice view can see oncoming cable cars and the whole of VIVO. Hmm alright..nice place to chill out and pak tor.. will take note.. heh heh for future ref!
Drinks we ordered :
Me : Lychee Magarita mixed Vodka - refreshing
AH Na - Colorado Bulldog - tasted kopi with alcohol - mild
Biaomei - Bellini - peach champagne wif some peach substance - calming
Susan - watermelon martini (aka fruitini) - strong alcohol .. i xchanged wif her in the end.. =p
We sat thea chit chattin and taking pics till late evening. Nite view very nice leh! Susan bzy be Nanny for BB tiff..she reali liked her so much..kept asking Susan to carry her and bring her walk ard.. We left ard 8 plus..but we were bein told thea is a special xmas show comin rite up....but BB and Mamas nid to go hm early..Me and Biaomei wanted to stay on but we were kinda tired after a dae out. 10Q Ah Na for sending Susan hm, Me and Biaomei dropped @ her hse thea to take cab hm. Wanted to mit elvin for drinks, due to 1 of our fren nt free..we cancelled. Haiz.

PS: Sian duno y GQ called me twice and asked me abt work and still asked me wad i doin.. can tell me nt urgent den y called me i ask? He says he kinda miss my voice..xiao ding dong leh..i replied~ >________<

Thanks gals..i reali hav a gd time todae.. =p This is 1 of my best xmas ever..esp after my brkup i noe i am nt alone and alwayz hav u all wif me.. reali feel so blessed in dis way le. Muacks..No nid Nan Ren la.. All of U are my zui ai de nu renssssssss.. ^____________^ Of cos my other 2 chummies Trish & Mag oso included =p
I jus wan say thank you and thank you again XOXO ..hope more of this kinda session ya. *wink*

Merry Xmas to my darlings..reali hope coming yr 09 will be a better 1 for every1 =) I dun wan Lan Tao Huas or irritating xdds anymore haiz. Recently i do attract more xdds la even on train..duh~

Yest in office reali no mood to work but still hav to jia jia lol. Had a mini gift xchange wif the ppl in main bldg.. i gav a filipina gal an Espirit bath towel as she requested.. For myself.. a GM frm mkting dept bot for me.. he ar.. duno who i am ..when i went fwd to get my pressie..he was so elated to see me..wonder y.. he took pics can see he smiled till so cheerful. The rest told me he rarely smiled till lidat hurhur~ well he ar.. i wanted vouchers go shop more ma.. he bot me a set of bathing xiang xiang series and a jewellery box. My dept buffet lunch was disappointing cos my sub -cons gobbled up all the food..me and the new gal arrived straight after the gift xchange and there were little food left.. Haiz..we catered for 40 ppl zhun zhun seems nt enugh.. the new gal was complaining & wanted to hop bac to main bldg to join in their buffet..Boss's face very black.. i stopped her frm doing dat. Dis yr reali different feelin cos no more my "dear" wif me..(of cos he is wif someone njoying nw, haiz) nvm still hav frens ard to dote on me and Biaomei.. =p Very blessed liao. Will take pics of all my pressies =p But takes some time to upload..recently reali very tired & oredi 2 daes late for work consecutively~ =.= *shucks* Oh GQ still called when i on the way out of my office worried abt my safety. He jus call to say bb and wanted to disturb me by drawing a cute ah boi and put in an envelope as my xmas gift. I told him i wanted a guy as my pressie. Xdd.. =.= He reali tink i xmm. No mood entertain him la. Oh my office gfs bot me a Mphosis coin pouch...i got them 4eva frens mouse pad. My new gal oso bot me a very cute piggy foto frame, GQ bot me a strawberry one!

GQ came in the morn to pass me my xmas gift..puzzled thing was he gav me a foto frame and developed our pics and make into a small card..very sweet of him but feeling kinda weird le.. hurhur! B4 yest.. he knew i dint take lunch and da bao some food frm his pre xmas buffet to my office and oso to discuss some work wif me ~very sweet of him~but i feel weird by his action..hope he jus treat me as fren as i told him many times he is a man wif status and he alwayz told me dun wori he noes wad he doing. He jus njoy disturbin and talking to me only~ He asked me wana attend his colleague's son weddin dinner in JB and still say he can fork out my ang bao..i told him its reali weird le.. to him he feels dat acc him only ma.. and says we so gd fren le somemore his buddies wld be gg too.. i told him our definition of gd fren is different..and he forced himself to accept my theory~ I told him2 ..he asked whether i reali gg wif GQ..i told him even he asked me i oso dun wan.. his bosses all noe me..hw will they tink of me rs wif Gq and him2 ar ? And most drama part if i go wif GQ will get to see him2 thea oso.. so i assured him2 i wont appear thea.

Him2 came the dae b4 to get his belated pressie.. met him outside office and passed to him..when he arrived in his car.. i was so happy to see him.. we were so drama lo..he walked towards me and kept staring @ me..i jus waitin for him to come towards me instead i go to his car. I duno y i blushed too hurhur.. den we kept looking @ each other.. eyes locked but once in a while we will see whether any1 ard ma.. the feelin was very funny & mutual and suddenly he asked to giv me a hug ..he said as in those ang moh friendly hug or wad ba.. ask me will i slap him ma.. i jus stood thea. After hesitating for a while ( i find his action reali so shy and sweet haha)..he stretched out his hands and wanted to reali hug me..@ dis pt of time..my office boi walked out frm somewhere and he put bac his hands.. he felt so disappointed.. can see he was so sad hurhur~den he stood thea and looked@ me den went off in his car.. duno y i still see him leave..

He sms-ed me nt long and told me he liked his gift and asked me whether he can wear the polo T the nxt dae..i told him he wear or dun wear i oso nt able to see.. haiz. He told me lucky he spotted someone was behind me.

Yest he told me he was wearing the top and he apologised for making it wet le cos of stupid rain..i told him he chose wrong weather le.. he wanted to come and see me in the morn but i scared GQ and him will bump into each other so i told him to hold on..when GQ left.. i told him area clear but he @ jurong yard le.. haiz.. He asked me be careful of GQ cos he gav me such a sweet gift and still say its his 1st time wrapping a gift for a ger ( i told him dat) well..be it true or not..i hope nothin complicated ba! him2 told me he prefers V neck tee den polo T..dots dots dots..but he will still wear cos its frm me.. upon hearing dat i felt reali happy! Well ...i feel dat me n him has reached a stage where we reali togther lo.. can feel he reali got feelin for me le and its nt very healthy..i will noe wad to do.. its wad i wan temporarily to 4get my pain but i wont allow it to go beyond.. =p *rest assured* Reali proud of my determination and clear mind. Temptations wont kill me. Call me half a saint ger ba.. mwaahhahaha.

After work, rested awhile and went to mit Mag, raining very heavily lo..went to fetch her in cab den went to NP Hong Kong cafe for dinner.. the chinese techno music they playing reali kills our ears and damn rowdy thea.. we quickly finished our food and went to buy some food for her guests comin over on xmas and for our ton-ing session of tidbits.. after dat went her hse to start our xmas eve counting dwn..

*wonder wad happen to NP cold storage..food on shelves almost bein swept off.. wadeva we lookin for either very scarce or dun hav.. xmas only ma.. tot recession bad? hmm..*

i bot the taiwan drama show currently showing on channel U..Bu Liang Xiao Hua starring Rainie Yang and Wilber Pan..so funny lo..Mag oso fell in love wif this show le..hahaha..waiting for her to send me pics den can upload liao. And i mus agree wif her Sex and the City is reali a nice show le.. =) Though i was very sleepy but i forced myself to open my eyes and continued to watch until i reali dozed off ..

haiz..this wk dint zzz well..pimples all popping out~

We ton till 3am plus den thanks to her courtesy of her guest rm..i am in sweet dreams till today 12 plus...Glad both of us njoyed the company and loved our pressies.. havin telepathy wif her..i got wad she wanted.. =0 Went hm and nw i am alone..everyone got their own xmas programme.

Lookin fwd to mit ah Na , Susan and Biaomei for xmas lunch tomoro (Justin found new job le so cant take lve)..yeah i on leave tomoro..but i noe i dint go bac work 1 dae sure jia lat de... Sat may hav to go bac..him2 told he will definitely wear his top and show me ..i told him nt impt la..he kinda nt happy.. haiz.

Todae shall rest @ hm and watched my Bu Liang Xiao Hua.. =)

Thank you biaomei and darlings for all ur lovely pressies =)

^_____________________^

I Hate This Part - Pussycat Dolls - PUSSYCAT DOLLS

We're driving slow through the snow on 5th Avenue
And right now radio's all that we can hear
Now we ain't talk since we left, it's so over due
It's cold outside but between us its worse in here

The world slows down
But my heart beats fast right now
I know this is the part
Where the end starts

I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through our fingers
I don't wanna try now
All that's left is good-bye
To find a way that I can tell you
I hate this part right here
I hate this part right here
I just can't take your tears
I hate this part right here

Everyday, 7 takes of the same old scene
Seems we're bound by the loss of the same routine
Gotta talk to you now 'fore we go to sleep
But will you sleep once I tell you what's hurting me

The world slows down
But my heart beats fast right now
I know this is the part
Where the end starts

I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through our fingers
I don't wanna try now
All that's left is good-bye
To find a way that I can tell you
I hate this part right here
I hate this part right here
I just can't take your tears
I hate this part right here

I know you'll ask me to hold on
And carry on like nothing's wrong
But there is no more time for lies
'Cause I see sunset in your eyes

I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through our fingers
I don't wanna try now
All that's left is good-bye
To find a way that I can tell you

That I gotta do this,
I gotta do it,
I gotta do it
I hate this part
I gotta do it,
I gotta do it,
I gotta do it

I hate this part right here
And I just can't take these tears
I hate this part right here

This MV depicts my mood nw..sobx

His 1st ex 3yrs = he sad for 1 yr lidat..still begged her frens for her whereabts..go her hse thea wait for her..even seein her holding another guy's hands..he still persisted on.. haiz.

Me n him 8yrs++ = 3mths move on wif a gal so fast be it serious ma.. wad am i to him? #%$^@ I dun expect he did the same but me n him bloody 8yrs lo.. he may hate me nw..well every1 is rite..i shld nt dwell on bein guilty anymore abt leavin him when he reali so-called turned over a new leaf.. lucky i left..cos i reali seen thru him! *crying, sobbin, tears dropping! *




An Jing Le MV - S.H.E



Crush -






I hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time deep inside
It was a rush, what a rush

'Cause the possibility
That you would ever feel the same way about me
It's just too much, just too much

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy

Has it ever crossed your mind
When we're hanging, spending time girl, are we just friends?
Is there more, is there more?

See it's a chance we've gotta take
'Cause I believe that we can make this into something that will last
Last forever, forever

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
This crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy

F/N: I prefer crush nw.. as in less hurting and somemore nw wadeva he say is the truth and keeps explaining to me oso no point..be it real or jus making me yearn more.. i am and hav to be rational~ I dun wish to immerse in his pool of logics and concern.. its nt rite but sometimes i reali nid this to spur me on.. no doubt frens are always thea for me esp biaomei.. but he came @ the rite time to divert my attn.. sometimes its very taxing but overall wad he gav me is wad i yearned for.. jus njoy this pointless effort he put in but i am reali touched.. mayb any Tom, Dick Harry can help me tide this..but its jus dat him2 jus walked into my sadness nw.

Rite nw.. i jus wana immerse myself in retail therapy as long as my bank acc allows hurhur~ hiao more, doll up more, pamper and love myself more.

JEN"S BIGGEST ANTIDOTE NW~~~~

Jus duno hw to describe myself nw.. VERY VERY VERY LOST~

1st of all mus congrats to my Dearest Couple fren - they are my new chummies =)

Happy Marriage to Chaplin & Kris.. finally tied the knot yest 18 Dec 08 @ M Hotel.

Woke up @ 430am and snoozed till 5am..got ready and made my way to Kris's Hse..yes i am being invited to be 1 of her Jie Mei.. This is my 1st time i shld say~ =p

The Bargaining , sabo-ing the groom processes were fun & creative... The groom did not use too much hassle to enter the hse cos due to protection of his MIL..She is one who did not like too much sabo-ing.. and scared missed the auspicious hour to receive the bride..Well..still fun in a way..made the groom and Bros fold 18 paper hearts, made the groom write a marriage vow wif both of the them countersigning.. *sweet* and make him sing loudly , make him recite a long movie line. Simple as dat but in our own creative ways plus the camera and video man in cahoots wif us sistas.. So glad all the jie meis got along well as it was the 1st time we all managed to mit up and noe each other..6 of us (including Kris 2 young sis) rapport very gd and very co-operative =p Kris is reali xingfu to hav Chaplin..a reali gd hubby who doted on her 1000000000 times.. =p Very touched by them. The jie meis were either pri/sec /colleagues..me linked frm him1 which i am supposed to be more to the groom's fren..the gers all found dat i am uniquely linked to the couple.. YESH! 10Q him1 for introducing me to them... =p

Since the time still early to go to the groom's hse..we headed to the nearest church in Serangoon i tink...a nice and famous location dat couples liked to take weddin pics @.. I dint reali take pics frm my cammy cos i am busy as a role as a jie mei..mus wait for Kris to develop pics den i can upload.

The whole thing ended ard 12pm..had a mini lunch @ the bride's hse.. den took a bus back hm..reached hm 1 pm..wanted to take a rest..but ended i slept ard 2 plus.. wanted go do my hair, make up...but i overslept till 4 plus. Haiz.. Super tired.. somemore menses came on the wrong dae.. Jie mei dress was white ma..thruout the whole morn i felt so unsafe lo..i kept asking the gals to "lookout" for me..though Biaomei kept assuring me the previous nite.. i still felt uneasy! Haiz.. luckily safe zone all the way~ =p By the time..i woke up, faster choose my dress , ironed it, bathe.. and suddenly received GQ's call (he finally got my no, so far called me for work and rarely sms me..)..asked me to help him settle some work prob.. den i faster called my boss, my uncle etc... den faster rushed out to be @ the hotel @ 630pm. I reached ard 7 cos i reali felt so tired and with my menses.. i reali so worn out~

When i reached the hotel reception..i tot my area shld be near ballrm or wad..i dint realise once the lift opened.. the camera man immediately "captured" me and say whoa.. jie mei here here..faster sit.. den took a pic of me.. abit in the limelight..everyone either came out of the lift in a grp or cluster..me alone leh.. hahhaha. Some of the guests were thea oredi.

Ha...due to morn oredi built rapport wif the video and camera man.. they kept on disturbing me..hurhur! And still let me see wad they hav taken so far.. awaiting the pics heh.

After the dinner... we bros and sistas cheong to the hotel suite and waited for the newly couple...Ha some bros reali came up with some funny sabo-ing.. Some too RA to be mentioned.. but we spectators esp gals still able to "view" the show..

Oh the groom told me him1 had moved on wif a new thai gf.. upon hearing dat..he asked me to move on and dun cry leh..i told him i hav moved on b4 him jus dat i dun need a guy! He says he reali admired my courage and so strong to go thru this ..nt easy lo.. i told him go honeymoon buy me more LV can liao...mwahahhahha.. diong~

We played ard 12 plus den went hm.. i slept few hrs and went to work.. SOme stupid sub cons givin me prob.. i felt so pek chek lo......... =( Last min got to order KFC /pizza hut for the board mtg as a reward for all our hard work and gd attendance frm my director.. luckily during the mtg..i still forced myself to be awake.. and the food delivery came on time phew! While eating half way, my director suddenly turned to me and say besides ur boss u are the only gal and only 1 nt married in this rm..i jus smile @ him..he says i still young , got time dun worry~ dots dots dots.. imagine my director say this . funny le..Hectic morn lor........... =(

In the afternoon..many sub cons wana book for other safety classes.. 1 company @ least got 20 men ..and i needa arrange special class..including GQ's company.. den remembering Boss did nt cfm wif me abt the dept xmas lunch with the sub cons..i quickly run thru the menu and faster called up the caterer.. finally decided on 24 Dec phew again! So many ad-hoc stuffs.. and i hav damn alot passes to make cos of them..tomoro no choice got to go bac be OT queen. Me , Boss and the new gal joined with main office ppl for a xmas mini gift exchange..we wrote our wishlist on a pce of paper and hang on the board.. luckily the person i drew lot to buy for is a gal..but a filipina..ha.. seems like i got "affinity" with Filipinas hor.. She wanted a nice pink/ blue bath towel..hurhur~ budget is $15 and above..to make the person buy for me easier..i requested for shopping voucher.. =p But i duno who will buy mine. The new gal got boss de and she was cursing and swearing..so you yuan fen hahahha. The gift exchange shall be done on 24 Dec morn.. i am nt looking fwd to work dat dae.. Recently many sub cons gave me lotsa diaries , calendars and kept telling me to use theirs cos theirs better.. every1 wanted me to use theirs ..alamak.. *headache*

PS : Duno y when i heard him1 is attached again..i dun feel sad or sour or angry.. i jus feel dat me n his 8yrs ++ rs cant withstood the test.. 3 mths ago..he still felt like dying, bugging me to patch up..nw 3 mths later he has a new gf..ok la..@ least he is not torturing himself la.. be it he is serious or jus playing ard..@ least he is up on his feet again. I feel happy for him too. But tinking about dis.. i jus cant help drop tears cos i reali wasted my 1/4 journey of my life wif him and seein ppl so happily hitched,,ya envious oso lidat.. and it proves 1 thing no matter hw he used to say love me forever, only 1 in his heart all bullshit.. no one cannot do w/o wif anyone.. as time passed by..life still has to go on unless u are nt living on earth anymore~

Dear chummies : pls- I AM NOT SAD OR EMO COS HE GOT NEW GF OR WAD.. I AM SAD IN A WAY TINKING BAC THOSE SWEET PROMISES HE GAV ME, THOSE PERSISTENT SMS-ES/ CALLS ..and nw he is someone's bf. I felt kinda lost .. mayb oso used to his bugging..suddenly dun hav anything anymore.... is the kind of feeling suddenly i am trapped in a maze w/o any directions given to get out.. I HAVE GOTTEN OVER HIM>> but not the memories we once shared..dats all.. PLS DO NOT TINK I HAVE NOT GOTTEN OVER HIM>>

For those who still dun understand..nvm la.. no need console or wad.. i jus wana be alone.. diff ppl diff views and i definitely respect that.. =p Jus hope he wont get conned by any woman out thea who jus wanted be PR. I feel dat thea wont be any frenship betw me n him1 le.. cos i tink he hated me most nw.. and i hav hurt him in some way..initially i still felt guilty and bad.. when he was on the rite track..i left him.. nw i wont feel dis way~ but somehw i still felt suffocating.. SObz.

I remember 3mths back..my workload alot and i buried myself @ work everydae..den i can forget him fast of cos wif him2 distraction too..nw 3 mths later my workload piling agin cos new proj coming in..i can use this to bury myself again..hmm is it fated to forget this fast in dis way?

Mayb too emo liao..sms him2 i wanted to opt out again... he asked me wad happened.. i told him abit detail abt him1.. he dint say much..den jus say y am i feelin dis way..shld feel happy for him1 ma. Me and him2 got some issues ..not much of a prob..jus dat me pisses him off again.. and he too busy to quarrel wif me..we shall see tomoro.

Prob with me dat needs to be changed..09 coming so i hope i will be more "xing mu" haiz.

I ALWAYS KEPT A DIST WIF SINGLE AND ELIGIBLE GUY - scared they jus wan be more den frens and i will siam them.. i got no sense of security nw.. will still hee hee haa haa wif ppl but i will shut my door nw.

TOT BEFREN THOSE ATTACHED de..safer cos i will keep reminding myself not to tread over the line.. but cos seein each other everydae / sms / hang out.. very click and hav feelin in the end =( So far i am very rational..noe wad i am doing le.

Reali felt like callin elvin for drink but i noe even i drunk le... i still will nt forget my sorrows.. arghhhhhhh..so save $$. Recession bad too~Bad year for me. Even someone is wooin my new gal..someone frm nxt door office..seems a nice and decent chap..happy for her~ nw i am her love consultant.. cos she is reali a newbie @ dis.

Rite nw..resolution for yr 09 most impt..work hard and earn more $$ to let myself free from this place and go roam ard. True..I am scared i cant catch up wif my marriage biological clock...i jus leave it ba..very tired nw.. very emo and emo and emo.. very scared of noein a guy nw..

Of cos hiao-ing with frens for xmas , gift exchange still go on...jus let me be these few daes b4 xmas.. i needa hav peace ya. Den i can be bac to myself to njoy this festive cele. Tis yr diff cos its with my chummies and Biaomei...

Dun worry.. i am sure i can get on my feet again..i will force myself to walk out of this b4 09 comes.. cos nxt yr more workload and appraisal stricter.. *stressed*well mayb him1 future wife is fated to be a foreigner..all along he wans a simple woman who noes hw to bear him kids, takes gd care of the family and COOK most impt. Wish him luck~

Kris and Chaplin - I am so happy to noe both of U thru him1. Though both of u are his frens, but are on my side and i am truly glad abt this.. =) Friends forever ya..congrats again. Enjoy ur honeymoon muacks.

^____^

1 whole week w/o biaomei ard seems very quiet lo.. ok la..i still manage to mit up Cz, Mag and Susan =)

Last Wed mit up wif Susan for a short dinner @ Far East plaza and i got a pair of low silverish white heels to match the white dress (tks biaomei for T-loan) to be @ jie mei for Kris weddin this thu.. kinda excited cos this is my 1st time be an official jie mei ~
Thu OT as usual.. haiz. Fri met up wif Cz for dinner @ Bishan Sake den we took train to Novena Sq for kopi and chilling out session.. after dat we shared cab hm le. *tired dae* Wanted to mit up Cz for MAC bfast @ Yis on Sat but i was too tired to wake up early.. anywae i still went bac to work. GQ came and seemed so friendly and even showed me his wife pic ..hurhur~

Long awaiting mit up wih Mag le..@ 1st still worried whether got anything to talk or how to break the so-called "frozen ice" betw us.. we hav left things as it was.. bad events had long passed.. our calmness has reposed bac.. but we still need dat " auspicious" dae & time to mit up to reali hav a gd meet up session~ and it happened on 13 Dec.. we had a gd talk, a short update abt our lives and though time was running fast.. we managed to reali hav a gd chat =)
Initially we wanted to hav sushi but the new revamp NP dun hav le..arghhhh =(

We settled @ KFC lo. Since time is still early to mit Shanna.. we decided to go and pamper our nails..I love my nails..very careful to bao yang till this thu..washed hair or wad oso very careful le. Ha i surprised her wif the mani/ pedi as her xmas gift.. she was shocked.. well as i said she oredi dun lack anything.. very difficult to buy xmas gift indeed.. though its nt reali a surprising gift ..reali glad she loved it.. see pics. I am veri sorry ger.. last time him1 reali restricted me to meet frens and reali spend time wif u all and i guai guai be a xiao nu ren haiz. And sometimes i admit i rather dun explain to u all abt this ..cos i wan to protect his image in frnt of U all.. well dat was in the past.. sometimes becos of u all. . i chose to quarrel wif him (dint tell any1)..sometimes becos of him...i chose to let u all be angry wif me w/o noein the reason why i behaved in some way.. sorry peeps.. I sincerely hope my nxt bf will let me hav my own space..enugh of dat kind of being a xiao nu ren and ended up got hurt and dared nt tell anybody..dun wan let my frens worry and i am too "blinded" to leave him1.

So sorry ah Na.. i dint noe the session took so long and i am unable to rush to town to mit U..
Sun...1st time in my life experienced gg out alone all by myself.. 1 word to describe - MISERABLE ! I wonder why others can reali go shop, watch movie alone le.. *scratch hd*
But i am proud la.. i did all by myself by train ok.. cos most of my frens nt free to acc me.
1st to Orchard den to AMK den to Yis NP den to CWP to mit my bro.. i treated him to Seoul Gdn and we were the last 2 tables to leave as we went in late and cos Bro ate lotsa junk food beforehand.. i "hoot" most of the food hahahhaha.

Yest knocked off early.. yesh Biaomei coming bac le ..yeah.. finally..missed her so much..we do sms each other when she was thea.. =p My bro so kind to acc me to go fetch her.. since it was still early..we went to xplore T3 cos both of us nvr been thea yet.. reali high class le.. whoa~
Waited half an hr for her..and finally got to see my beloved Biaomei.. b4 dat saw one of my guy fren TJ.. turned out he on same flight wif her.. so coincidence wor~
Reached hm, concussed .. heh.. Biaomei felt so touched i go and fetch her.. of cos la i dote on her so much surely will go fetch de ma.. =p Thanks for ur lovely pressies =) As long as bot by u ..i will love it.. Waiting to see more of ur holi pics =p

Todae my boss did my appraisal..ok nt too bad jus dat he reminded me nt to take too much leave/mc for nxt yr (he dint noe its due to him1 la..its nt easy to dun bring my emotion to work but so far i dint tell Boss..he jus say he can see i am trying very hard nt to bring my wadeva prob to work and doing OT is nt a gd one to forget my probs) work wise still ok ba.. still need to take note on my writing of mins sianz.. Well when he asked me abt his bad pts..i jus pointed out the basic things..boss is still boss ma.. i jus say whenever thea is a big event.. he will be gan cheong ...though we understand his stress , his tone is nt very pleasant. Very surprised after i voiced out..Boss explained to me why he behaved in dat manner.. and he said why he treated us so firm and fierce nw becos someone bacstabbed our dept saying we lacked of discipline.. well happens everywhere.. *green eyed" monsters.. hiding in a corner eatin sour grapes.. hurhur~
he can see i got no prob in working wif my sub-cons or rather he said the guys are under my gd control.. duh~ i needa take note of my safety items bein T loan out lo.. sianz..i reali hate to lend things out le.. some ppl jus dun hav initiative to return after use..i still mus go chase them @$#$#%
Recently i kept taking pics alone cos i wan see any difference abt myself.. the expression, glow, smile.. i jus wan cfm hav i reali moved on or i am jus escaping.. haiz. Verdict.. i admit i do look better and fresher. You can call me zi lian mwahahhaha.. well i hiao can anot lol.

Tomoro my whole dept gg to SAF yacht club for a pre-xmas lunch..will take pics again..though oredi went wif 2 of my bros @ work le.. Appraisal period + new proj coming in + boss foul mood.. reali very tough week haiz. Hope after i voice out for every1 he can change his attitude and control his mood.
Ok better get more rest le..thu is Kris big dae but i oso needa be mei mei wor~ recently pimples popped out again..*stressed*
Todae is him2 Birthdae..
Happy Birthdae to U.. best wishes~ i am sure u would hav enjoyed urself ba, whereva u might be nw.
Last week had a so-called gd voice out thru sms wif him2.. well.. after seein his reply..duno y i chose to retreat abit.. kinda worried.. but luckily i wont see him often.. and i tink i am able to handle so far.. ya i am happy to see his reply be it fake or wad.. @ least i noe i still got mkt value.

PS : jus cfm with Kris ..him1 nt gg to her wedding..duno he dun wish see me or nt ready to face every1..wadeva..he dun go..i feel more assured.

A SUPER ABSURD DAE - 09 DEC 08.. wads wrong wif the guys ard me la ? @$%#$%$^ Tink lao niang in gd mood meh.. duh?!!!

Recently kinda hate to go to work.. argh..due to power trip..yest was the 2nd time le , caused my office door card reader to malfunction.. all of us were stuck outside our office for an hr lidat..Called up maintenance , they said its under HR cos its card reader.. HR said shld be IT dept..wad the heck la... after rounds of taichi... 1 of my safety officer managed to "pry" open my side door - the one dat linked to my ladies bacdoor.. duno hw he did it with a phonecard in card..abit like James Bond movie trick hurhur~

Boss in a damn foul mood again dis wk..haiz..we mus "suffer" again.. this time round..our company is being nominated to receive some award with MOM , thus lotsa preparation and inspection gg on.. hav to make sure the site & workshops are well taken care of den we can be qualified.. duno wad exactly is dat but boss is seein it as a highly impt task for my safety officers and including my new gal.. haiz.. 7hrs later thea will be a internal dept mtg.. wonder wad boss gg to discuss wif us.. hope his weather be gd ya.. *pray hard*

Me and my new ger realised as long as there is a big event coming up, or he many daes nt ard in office or kena arrowed frm big boss to settle some stuffs..he will definitely lose his cool.. sighz.

Last Fri he reali shouted @ me for the 1st time.. i super pissed off..the new finance ger did nt check properly wif supplier abt the invoice..den boss happened to go over her dept and came bac "question" me.. ok i admit i gav him wrong info as in the ear plugs i ordered were for our dept use nt for visitors.. after few mths den ask..hw am i gg to remember rite? =( Den after checking my file half way...suddenly he shouted why i nvr reply the new finance ger email..which i did (i send bac a thorough email and cc my boss..he den shut his mouth )@$#! He realised he had blamed wrongly on me but as a boss he wont say sorry wad.. he went to mini mart to buy himself an ice cream.. (guess its to cool himself dwn).. when he came bac..he tried to use some stupid lame topic talk to me as in jus passed me a 09 calendar and ask me whether i need it.. i jus say NO and ignored him..super angry.. wondering whether he reali cannot handle the task given to him and caused him lotsa stress or when he stressed he will vent on us somehw...anyway i jus hated his behaviour lidat.. *ANGRY + PISSED* oredi very fan over my work stuffs cos the new finance ger practically rely on me and certain issues which is my personal stuff. Wanted to do OT on fri but i came bac on sat to work awhile..jus dun wan see his face anymore ..hmph..~ 1 thing got to add..my finance dept reali slow in payin bac supplier $ , i wonder y..and after few mths some new staff will come ask me for invoice, info..wad the hell la.. @$@#%.. i am nt free to always entertain them jus because the previous staff did nt do proper h/t. Shucks..nxt wk heard boss nt gg to be ard again..gg for some training again..he got his stress he oso mus understand we nt havin an easy time.. new proj starts..everyone is oso busy ma.. Everyone in town seems to gan ran the upcoming festive mood.. i am like a floating plank.. haiz.

Last sat met up wif Ah Na to go town to shop..but mayb needa take care of BB Tiff..she cant concentrate on shopping hurhur.. She last min called me and i needa put plane on biaomei for few hrs.. after dat biaomei came to mit us.. walked ard and look see look see.. (i can only browse 1st..bonus nt here yet wor~ hopefully can get @ least 0.5..cos i can see my SE C905 smiling @ me.. =p Thanks to ah Na's ride to Yis.. Me and Biaomei no nid squeeze wif ppl in the train on the way hm. Sun acc biaomei buy a luggage ..she went holi le..for a wk shiok..will miss her..i wonder hw i am gg to spend my 1wk w/o her.. hurhur.. she comin bac nxt mon only..and ya i gg airport to fetch her.. dis biaojie hao dao mei hua shuo rite? =) Still went to her hse to see wad i can help her with lo...If i hav lotsa leave.. mayb I will tag along.. hope she can njoy herself le.

Quite emo lately.. cos heard many frens either getting married soon or preparing for it.. suddenly tot abt him1 nt dat i still feel for him..jus miss his "company" ba..

Todae received Kris call..saying she n Chaplin may invite him1 to their wedding and asking me for permission..i nt the bride ma..so i got no rite to stop him frm appearing rite.. haiz..but my worry is hope he can let me attend the weddin in peace and hope he dun "pester" me after dat..wanted to find someone to come "rescue" me wif a car.. but i guess hard ba.. haiz..so meanwhile i jus got to doll up myself and be a pretty jie mei for Kris.. sighz. Its nxt Thu @ M Hotel .. i hope my worry wont come true.. *bite teeth*

After putting dwn the phone wif Kris , and seeing biaomei's boarding sms, wif emo boss haiz..simply no mood to work or reply any emails..feel like chiong-ing hm to zzzzzzzz haiz.

Boss out of concern asked me am i feelin ok anot..cos i took quite alot of MCs this yr and leave too..i told him i am fine but he says i hav lost my cheerfulness in office.. everydae seems so moody ..i told him wif new proj starting..more passes and paperwork to do..hw to be happy la.. i guess he overheard my conversation wif biaomei abt him1 gg to the weddin and i felt uneasy.. my boss dun play play..well known for his sharp hearing even though i oredi minimise my voice le.

Of cos..i jus hav to keep denying~ i am fine.. but i am NOT ... =( SObz.. No one can noe hw i feel ba.. @ dis moment @ this mood while i blogging..nt dat i wan tink bac .. doing certain things, gg some places do bring bac memories..

As for him2.. *speechless* he seems angry wif me calling him dear fren cos he purposely dun wan reply my sms.. wads wrong wif every guy ard me ? he is nt my fren meh ? jus dat more complicated only ma..

Den GQ came in the noon to pass me his workers pics.. i happened to go to main office wif new gal..i dint noe he waited for me 1/2 an hr ma.. when i called him he kinda gav me attitude when i happened to ask wad time is he coming cos i am leavin on dot.. he den told me he came ard 3 plus.. I stayed until 7pm wif the new gal.. cos boss last min wanted us do some work..norm i do OT..he will say go hm la..todae he actually wan me and the new ger to finish up..xiao ding dong rite? GQ came ard 6 and in a way asked me where i hav been jus nw.. and he was waitin for me.. dint see me tot where i went.. i asked him y he so gan cheong.. he jus say i shld tell him cos he is busy and i shld nt let him wait. Eh i dint tell him to wait ma.. another xiao ding dong~ arghhh =( The way he talked to me is like my bf questionin where i go.... diong~ ) GQ sent me an email saying if i got any prob can call and look for him.. hw i wish this comes frm him2 mouth! I nvr show it on my face..GQ got pyschic power ar? he still say Jie jie can count on him..totali 2 diff behaviour compared him2 and him.

HOpe tomoro be a better dae.. reali hope to receive surprise frm any1 anytime .. sometimes i tink my emo-ing is xtra de lo.. but sometimes i jus cant seem to shake off certain issues in my mind..

Wana cry oso duno y failed to do so.. guess reali too "used" wif him1 le.. i totali noe hw him1 felt and wad he gg thru.. even when bloggin nw wana cry out in silence oso failed..guess more to sleepy.. Happy dat 2 of my close frns picking up slowly over their probs.. we mus jia you le.. hemsem & pretty.. 8yrs of memories nt so easy wiped off frm my memory totali..though has been 6mths.. i have done well in nt dwellin on this and cry over spilt milk..its jus an emo dae i guess..

ok concussing nw @ 230am *yawnz*

Duno why mayb coming to end of yr time passes real fast..lidat lidat 1 calendar almost finished up le.. ~~~

Finally no more events , bac to work hurhur..mayb enjoyed too much and very reluctant to OT long hehe =p Somehw lost my full focus @ work..but will get it bac.. haiz.

Finally its time for me & Trish hiao-ing session again..as u can see i am Ms "Banana" for the 1st time..office ppl all shocked to see me so brite lo..i oso dun reali get used.. This is my 1st brave attempt to walk out of my hse with this color.. only pce in my wardrobe i mus swear! This was bot few mths bac togther wif my long black dress but it took me very long to bring it out to hiao on streets.

The place we wanted to go was fully booked and due to our restraining time @ work..we only can mit up and walk aimlessly to look for a place to chill out.. Finally decided on Robertson Quay..came across this Chiara Restaurant.. a nice and fine dining place to hav ur dinner.. to me i personally feel dat the food taste ok..mayb its an atas place so they serve sparkling water and not norm ice water.. I ordered the clam spaghetti vongole $26 , Trish , prawn linguini oso ard dat price.. dessert we had some choco slice of duno made up of wad..tasted like rubber with vanilla ice cream..very nice fragrance i mus say.. =p Since its a non fast paced chill up after work..we spent the time eating and chatting thea.. we were the last to leave and dat gav us a big chance to take pics all over the restaurant.. hurhur~ Well waiting time for food is still bearable if u are reali engrossed in ur conversation ..if nt well.. better order some appetisers ba. The lighting is a bit dark to take pics..mus say ard the vicinity reali got nice cars to see, food to eat and to chill out @. Hw i wish i hav a car ~while waitin for cab to go hm..1 car wif 3 guys jus wind dwn the car window to look @ us for very long den go off. *dots, dots*

Cz asked me y i feel so emo and yet can be so hyper & high recently..i tell him life hav to go on and mroeover..if i am dwn..den who will cheer my frens up rite? Recently somethin happen to my close fren..hope she can get over soon.. time reali can show a person true colors.. haiz. Hugz.

Nt that i wish to be happy go lucky but mayb i learn to take lotsa things frm a wider angle..less emo is good for me..meaning i wont tink so much..but the amt i bottled up hope wont be full tank ba.. well well.. everyone has their own set of prob..but as long as i can be wif my frens and biaomei..i sure i can overcome..most impt.. it mus nt affect my work. Recession so bad reali mus secure my job properly.. its the most impt nw.

Oh got to say this..GQ got a shock of my life..he is yr 83 de..aiyo reali duno hw to bao yang le.. and he still dare to call me jie jie.. haiz.. well.. he may hav his reasons for coming out to work early ..but its only gd enugh to noe his age.. no need go into further detail..when i saw his mail, i immediately called him to clarify.. he says my reaction is so cute duh~ well i told him since i am a jie jie.. he is a married xiaodi..he shld show respect to me.. well nw almost everydae we will email , but doesnt mean we hav go a step closer to frens.. i feel relieved cos frm nw on i can treat him like hw i treat my previous NSF lidat w/o any qualms..jus dat he has a status .. well the world always evolves many kinds of ppl.. i learn everydae frm ppl ard me..but going out with him or giving my no is still beyond consideration.

I told him2 to come by to collect his plaque as boss nt in again.. he no reply again.. and while i was so busy but @ the same time hoping to see him..he called my hp and jus say he reaching in 10mins.. ask me to get ready.. but get ready for wad i dun understand hahahhaa..

Well he came and we talked awhile.. i told him abt GQ's age..he says xiao di di wan sian da jie jie..aiyo..somemore married liao..cannot make it la.. i told him2 @ least he reali makes effort to ask me out as fren though i wont go out wif him so far.. ok la..go out with xiao di di is ok but married de..abit weird~ Him2 tot GQ got my no and got a shock when i told him i only gav him my no..nt even other sub cons.. den he jokingly say ok he is sorry to hav my no.. Upon hearing dat..i ignored him..seein my face nt happy..he apologised.. but i heck care and jus say bye to him..he still bow his head and wif his hands clasp togther ask me to forgiv him..i jus ask him to go to his mtg. He told me he oredi on the way to mtg but seein my sms dat boss nt ard..he U turned bac..be it real or wad..i am very happy.. @ least he come =)

When he left he sms me say he is nt all jealous wif me & GQ..and he noes i am nt flirting with GQ.. i jus told him to delete my no away ba since he feels so "mian qiang" to hav my no..and say to stop everything nw..we shall be bac to frens.. i jus told him off its nt funny to judge me in a way i jus anyhw flirt wif whoever crosses my workplace.. him2 so funny and scared dat i will reali wan to stop everything and says he nt scared i will flirt wif GQ , he scared i ignored him..seein the sms i am reali touched...it shldnt be this way when he reali tries to appease me..den mayb i too pissed off by his remark..i told him even a married xiao di di oso bother make effort wan ask me out or wan mit me..he ar... haiz.. always dun wan reply my sms and jus pop in lidat..after saying him..he sms me bac say he driving but still faster reply me and say sorry to me..

This morn when i was zzzzzzz..him2 reali initiated his good morning sms but he not working todae..so @ that moment...i feel so xingfu hahahahha.

Me n cz took a bus 969 to tampines all e way to Changi V for dinner.. hahhaha..too free rite..but the food thea is reali nice le.. =) I was so excited and forgot meetin him @ wdls..i alighted @ Yishun ..ended took a U turn train..

CZ brot me to changi beach...machiam dating hahaha..bot some drinks and chatted awhile thea and went hm after dat.. nice breeze and can see many malay families BBQing and havin a get togther.. so heart warming..

Very busy wif many events..finally can rest .. *halt* ... reali no energy to chiong all e way lidat..hurhur *panting* ... work is work no choice..who says hav choice.. hahahhaha..
Attached is the Bohai Ship him2 previous Proj ...finally work completed and ready to sail bac to China.. this is the sail off ceremony (actual date shld be Dec TBC)..a little grand one plus lotsa confetti wif some refreshments and drinks... see pics. Managed to get a plaque for him2..to reward him for his hard effort paid off while working on this ship =) Its reali a big ship until mus take 3 parts of the pics. Sail away Hai Yang Shi You 117 ..bon voyage =) I have been up thea during the AUg Family tour.. lucky me..cos its my 1st time been to a big ship and taking part in such event~
*mood * : feel a big fat fatigue in me... very tired~~~~~~~~~ ="=

Ya everyone ard me is rite.. JEN has put on a little weight so nw more exercise is inevitable!
And cos for my audience, i needa persist on to blog for all dis events and oso for my self keep memories =)

Last Mon went to my oncoming new proj open ceremony.. & i got well equipped wif my helmet, safety glass, safety shoes.. and talking abt this..i am so excited till i forgot to bring socks..ended up with 4 plasters on my feet..."flesh all bein eaten" up... *super duper pain*... wanted take pics show here but reali can bu ren du leh.. hurhur~ My sub con nt used seein me in this manner all shocked..tot which new ger coming... me & the new ger even got a chance to "slaughter" the roast pig leh.. keke =) Thank god..1 of my sub con asked his lorry driver send us bac to office lo..

It was a simple opening ceremony.. but wad i dreaded was ~ i had to chase bac all my T-loan items from those who borrowed frm me..best part 2 of the ang moh VIPS "kidnapped" my brand new safety helmet.. i havent tell boss yet lo.... he gg to jump man! Sianz..

Work busy as usual... cant afford to let loose.. oh him2 very sweet drop by cos i told him boss on leave.. he asked me to make a new pass for him..so more or less he is coming bac to my yard yeah ... he wanted to punch a hole in his card..so i taught him hw to do it and he kept laughing which i dun ming bai lo.. he came in and sudden clear his throat.. i was so thrilled to see him... =) He spolit 1 card and i hav to print for him another one ..he took the one i made for him..he made me laugh ..the 2nd card oso bein punched slanted..but he still took it so happily.

Hmm abit bo liao la..playing with the so-called puncher.. hurhur..seems like he njoyed le.. we chatted awhile and he told me he reali busy lo.. no time log in internet or sms me cos his current proj finishing soon and he needa run many places for mtg everydae.. i understand fully cos his walki talki beeped again and someone asked him to go bac le... he refused to and told him no point he go bac when he knew some materials oredi bein used for some purpose.. i told him to go bac see lo.. he said this time he left duno when he can see me.. well.. he is bein sweet and kinda melt me.. but he seems reluctant to leave.. and seems like wan to tell me somethin le..

He left nt long and suddenly my hp rang.. he called me and asked me abt work.. den i said will call him when i done wif the checking..suddenly he asked will i reali call him bac.. i was quite taken aback and asked him y..he jus asked me to call him bac no matter hw & said i got reason to call him liao.. duh..no logic rite ? well he is a man with no logics and i am used to his "nonsense" haha... i reali miss him alot..when we talked ..we were so natural lo..of cos ai mei la.. hee =p Lidat is reali gd enugh le.. oh i showed him GQ's emails.. his expression nothin much le..jus dat he said whoa date U out hor.. so u can mit him when u bored or when i dint come see U le.. i told him to go fly kite hurhur~ ^____________^ ok la..lidat oredi makes me very happy liao..weeeeeeeeeee. I asked him jealous ar..he jus say GQ will envy him lo cos i chose him nt GQ! KNS..when him2 told me he was @ Batam last sat..i asked him go find 2nd wife ..he turned serious and said my dear for work la..always like to anyhw tink of him and he dun like it.. oops! So serious for wad la.. dots dots dots~

Xiao ding dong rite.. i oredi said i need company dats all.. nw got GQ to mail me in office , him2 to sms me and come see me once in a while or call me to disturb me.. another fren to jio me go drink..cun zhang to care for me almost everydae hee..ok la.. wad can i ask for nw ?

Frankly speaking..i tink i do look cartoon in my PPEs... kekekkeke =p

This 2 weeks office many events..coming Mon is him2 past proj ship sailing off ceremony..finally after 2 yrs of completion..ready to sail bac to China...a norm ceremony with buffet..will take pics .. my kakis and Boss will be attending..Haiz..only for staffs so wont see him2 le. Den on Tue gg to Mandai some ulu park after work to cele another proj 2 million manhr w/o injury accomplishment hee.. reali nt easy to hit this target.. everyone xingku le.. =p Thumbs Up for gd work~ Dec gg to be a busy mth for me lo..more passes to make! SIan~

Todae went bac office OT awhile.. him2 wanted to come find me but last min he busy again..he kinda sad i wonder Y....but actually i felt disappointed too..though he said sat he will be less busy but who noes abt last min work la.. =( Luckily got 1 of my safety uncle tompang me to semb MRT...suddenly pouring very heavily le.. tot of asking him2 but i noe he sure busy and i dun wan him to worry~ @ dis pt..me & him2 reali hit off very well and more clse... 1st time i felt this way w/o going out with a guy or walk close with him2.. hmm..

@ nite meetin some frens for drink.. lucky dad helped to da bao cos raining lo.. tomoro continue my jogging wif Biaomei mwahahhaha.

As you can see i dun update my bloggi often le.. haiz..
Last week went on a sudden Ipoh Trip with my "Qing You Tuan" ..reali very unexpected cos i remember Mama was jus asking me free on 14 Nov ma den i say ya and everything was bein paid for and i jus need to bring myself go to this trip..Too bad Biaomei last min got work committment so she was being left behind..Luckily still hav my 2nd Biaomei Ashley (her youngest sis) with me for the 3 daes (i hav forgotten i got class..oops).. Rushed hm from work, anyhow packed a few clothings & whizzzzzzz..off i go..Simply canot understand why my mama wanted to take the bus 980 from Semb Bus Interchange all the way dragged to Golden Mile..well in order to make this trip a peaceful one.. i obliged.. Whole journey was so "mountainous" hurhur and thanks got my Judy Biaojie chatting with me den i dint doze off..but she got motion sickness along the way~ poor her~Ashley oso very kelian..she took cab straight frm work and dint noe our bus took so long..she waited 3 hrs for us @ Golden mile.. and her fish burger which her mama da bao for her was damn damn cold liao..but she still ate cos she was too hungry liao.. Luckily she sticked to me cos i bot bread to eat along the way~ We took the 10pm Grassland coach.. 2 of my uncle and auntie still so loving came to send their wife / hubby off.. total journey took 8 hrs and me totali concussed in the coach till 6am reached IPOH - the destination~ Me and 2nd Biaomei decided to sleep then during midnite cos the VCD the coach was showing was simpy too violent and bloody though i love watching "HK TRIAD" movie~ all of a sudden my mama last min say eh IPOH IPOH faster wake up..both of us still in dreamland... yawnz..We faster throw aside the blanket (issued by Grassland), dragged our bags and rushed dwn the coach..very gan cheong and still feeling groggy! Thanks to a baby who keeps havin "concert" in the bus @ wee hrs.. sighz.

We waited @ the terminal, tot my Judy Bioajie parents will come fetch us but they hard to get cabbie , so me and my other relatives took diff cabs to their hse instead.. Daes living in a kampung starts frm here:

Everyone went to freshen up and off we went to hav breakfast.. me & Ashley tot we can sleep on a proper bed le.. sighz. Ok compared to other "bungalows" , my Biaojie parents arent dat well off..considered average. When a group of us "strolled" along the way...can say practically every dog in every hsehold start to "welcome" us by barking non stop and some ferocious kind attempted to jump over the fence or come near the gate.. some wolf dogs were let loose out on the road..very scary~ Compared to my Biaojie hse de "PIT" is alot more tamed and friendly~ We reali zou ma kan hua leh.. =)

I ordered milo and wan ton mee and it taste no diff frm SG de jus dat more salty for the noodles and more sweet for my milo lor.. oh 1 thing to add ..their Chee Cheong Fun reali looks like Ipoh hor fun ...cos mama ordered frm 2 diff places in 2 daes..pattern same same and she was reali disappointed cos that is her fav food ma. diong~

Oh got to mention this..the so-called tour .. Biaojie dad catered 1 van bring us go , itinerary very short...and we were brot to see some caves...needa climb up many stairs..see pics..very steep and very high up...and we actually forgotten to bring torches along cos it was simply too dark and there is only 1 tour guide to bring us up ..accompanied by whoever wanted to go in the cave.. Best part when we reached the top i still duno wad i am up thea for.. pengz..sweating all over and niam niam ..walked dwn all over again bac all the way out! Some of my relatives chose to wait dwnstairs cos they no energy to go on.. me thinking so far come here jus climb up and can burn calories too.. kinda regretted hurhur~ This tour included other visitors ..and we been to other 2 caves..but this time round nt much climbing..phew~ 1 of the temple can feed turtles.. we bot bread and feed them..very fun and relaxing.. Oh coming to the 3rd temple.. is a thai sacred temple oso required climbing skills.. cos there were many black "cats" - heard they were sacred cats... and we feel kinda uneasy thea.. esp me i am reali scared of cats esp black ones.. (bad encounter b4) On the way to buy the "Tu Chan" .. 1st surprise.. near the ladies after feeding the tortoises.. there were monkeys lingering round.. and seems like very "cheeky" and i even dared nt go in the toilet..lucky 1 of my auntie "shooed" them away~ but my another auntie happily asking her hubby to take pics for her wif the monkeys..and all crowded ard her..we were all screaming..everyone thea looked @ us.. 2nd surprise..my menses" reported" to me unknowingly ..OMG..i was wearing kaki color pants lo..abit stained ...nt so obvious ...den after dat my mood simply dampened and my mind keep tinking hopefully we can settle @ a shopping mall or wad soon so dat i can go buy the "bread" haiz..cos its quite a "xiang xia" place so i got to endure... reali feel so "unsafe" and uneasy lor.. =(
Finally saw 1 grocery store beside the Tu Chan shop.. Ashley , me , my Biaojie and 1 of my auntie acc me to buy the "bread" and told the others to go ahead 1st... den to my horror... my other relatives followed us and came to "peep" to see wad is so secretive...and best part 1 of my uncle called me and i turned ard - in my hands holding my "bread" he said " chey buy dis ar..tot wads so secretive" ...my face immediately turned red and faster pay liao and went to mit the rest @ the Tu Chan shop..nothin special reali..i bot some durian biscuits and Lao Po Bing ...my fav cuttlefish dats all~ den we adjourned to hav dinner @ a famous coffee shop..HK Actor Bobby Auyang Zhenhua was thea few yrs ago (see his hair and clothes)... dint manage to take a pic...cos this trip i was using mama's 3.2 mega pix cammy...my sis "hijacked " mine and i was so perturbed hurhur! Each time i wanted to take pic.. i will tell Ashley.. i hate my sis hahahha.. reali cannot fight with my cammy lo.. We had their famous Ya Cai Ji - reali a big plate of bean sprouts and a plate of white chix. Mwahhahaha..this is called a combination~
@ nite we went to the STOVE shoppin centre..nearest us liao.. i went w/o my makeup tinking nvm here is IPOH no one noes me.. mwahahhaha.. I dint buy anything ..1 of my auntie reali can buy alot.. she is like the only 1 who bot the most things thruout the 2 daes..many goodies for her big family.. her poor hubby got to carry all bac to SG! Wanted to hav supper nearby but all shops closed.. 1 of my uncle and Biaojie dad took cab to somewhere and bot bac some night snacks for us..
Due to constraint space.. all of dint sleep well ..mostly on the floor with blankets ..some played cards some "meditated" on the sofa.. oh reali cannot get used to bathing thea..lucky mama boiled hot water for me to bathe...reali very "kampung " style of living i get to taste for this trip.. thanks to all my fun loving relatives and i did enjoy myself and considered it as a mini "educational" tour lor.. As usual ...i kena mosquito bites lo.. =(
Wad a nite.. can reali feel the "kampung" aura ard me.. @ nite is so cooling and the weather thea in the morn was reali breathtaking leh.. the mangoes in the pic arent consumable cos i heard frm my mama...inside got many beetles leh when 1 of my auntie wanted to cut open and served us.. heng ar.. if i see i sure faint! Guess this is reali typical kampung fresh fruit.. heh heh >_______<
My relatives all lamented cos i applied too much sweet things on my body liao..
Nxt dae had breakfast b4 setting off bac to SG..got to admit the BAOs thea very big and yummy le.. hw i wish can da bao bac here.. sorry no pics.. haiz.
Biaojie parents cant bear to send us to take the coach...but later part they still appeared thea.. tink most sad is my Biaojie ba... cos her parents all alone in IPOH! And she dun go bac often to see them too.
Ya another 8hrs bac to SG hurhur..Zzzzzzzzzzz.. stopped @ 1 place for late lunch and da bao some snacks on the way bac... luckily reached SG no more rain le.. very tired cos nxt dae got to work! Ok this trip somehw makes me & my mama bring bac the bond in us.. after she knew i nt feeling well ..she took good care of me.. =p Mayb overall she do care abt me ba.. *ponder* Oh i realise i do miss Biaomei alot le.. hahaa..ok la..less emo and duno y i tot of him1 and him2 unknowingly ..but i noe.. tot wont kill la! I reali cherish this trip with my relatives.. nan de ke gui lo... =D

Last Fri was a hectic week as usual.. office got lotsa tension but lucky dun involve me la!

Oh thanks to Bro Mohan..he got drive ma...and my beloved Uncle Jarn suggested gg out for lunch since got car liao..and they say wan bring me to a romantic place ..hurhur..Uncle Jarn so sweet still remember i told him b4 i havent been to SAF Yacht club..and Tadah..see pics..we had a quick lunch thea... We ordered their famous fish head curry, kangkong sambal and fried chicken! Overall filling and yummy~ can see its packed with ppl during lunch time. Hee and i oso fast fast chop chop ask them let me walk ard take pics while they smoking..hmm basically i felt dat going thea @ nite shld be more romantic... hee... =p See pics. Windy lor so our expression mayb weird haha. Heh..i oso acc them to play jackpot awhile and nope.. no winnings..tough luck lor. Hey..they promised me if time allows and got car, will drive me ard during lunch.. xiao xingfu yi xia..cos they reali dote on me le. =) If nt i will either Zzz...seems like every1 is against me napping.. diong~

Heh...The BottleTree @ Khatib..i oso havent been thea..shall i voice out ? hmm..dat 1 think only open in the evening..so any1 got car i dun mind go thea le... bleah~

Hmm.. the sun rose up from the WEST liao.. me and Biaomei went jogging on Sun..though its not a long distance but overall..we spent almost 2hrs doing exercise + fiddling with the fitness station equipment.. =) And later den realise...we were "hoggin" @ the Senior Citizens Corner mwahahhaha...spent the dae @ her hse watching SCV and chilling out wif healthier snacks hurhur! And i can jus dozed off on her comfy sofa... zzzzzzzzzz ...@ nite we had sandwiches only..dun wan to waste our effort to jog.. well both of us come to realise dat HEALTH is reali impt.. mus hiao to stay pretty and oso to maintain fig and to be FIT most impt! Toned will be enugh no need hav "Lao Shu" (Muscles)..We will jog every weekend nw.

Todae GQ came and i got a shock..seems like in some ways he was reali like him2..or hmm..mayb i missed him2 too much liao (somehw can see him2 shadow in him..well if him2 noes, he sure wont be happy haha)..GQ oso hid @ a corner ..i was busy with my Ang Moh vendors, helping them to get the safety equipments for them to go on a visit to site.. and i chose to ignore GQ for sometime and he was still lingering ard waitin for me.. haiz.

We talked abt work and to my astonishment , he was so efficient to do the data for me when he went bac to office and within 15mins asked his worker to bring bac my thumb dr..noein he has to go site for meeting. Being polite..i called to thank him and he asked y i dint do OT cos after his mtg..he can send me hm..i was like duh~ and i said no need..he asked me y i cannot giv him my mobile..i jus ans nt convenient lo...we are nt that "fren" stage..still colleagues.. =.= Hurhur..He tried to prolong our tele-conversation but i somehw jus say tot u gt meeting and i said bye. The new ger say she reali admired my "rejection" skills.. Up level..

Well..sometimes i jus feel dat i jus wan drift apart frm everything ie someone... but ..but... it jus keeps coming onto me when i least expected it and of cos dat did not 100% affect my work..but somehw in a small way..unfocused! Somehw i feel dat when u start to ignore someone..he/she will jus come to u naturally..so ..so.. tsk..tsk..sigh..sigh... a kind of affinity ba! Can i say human beings deserve to be slapped @ Oops.. >________<

27 yrs being a human on earth, i definitely noe everything cannot be taken for granted esp R/S & health. Nothin in this world called..once u put effort in anything u do, u will see result...more or less u cannot dun include "sheer luck" or lady luck..

Ok when Dec comes..will write my reflection for the yr..eh mus look bac wad i wrote last yr..good to see bac old posts neh..hope dun get too emo liao !

Recently quite worried for a fren..hope he can tide over his crisis soon! Hugz. Sorry cannot relate wad happened here..TOP SECRET~i felt so helplesss too.

As usual..work work work~~~ haiz haiz haiz..
Last wk went over to Justin's Bdae cele @ this ulu sampan Pasir Ris Bungalow Hse which is near the Fisherman's Village. Cabbie uncle oso duno hw to go le..ended up calling Justin and asked him to direct him.. haiz.

Went a while.. had a quick dinner, hanged ard, took pics and left..cos its a Mon ma..needa work nxt dae...Justin's mama can reali cook nice curry hee =) 10Q auntie. Thanks to Ah Na sending Susan hm and me to YCK MRT and still acc me talk on the phone hearing my "nonsense" again.. reali nice to mit up once in a while lidat.. Ok la..be frank.. i do feel envious seein and hearing Susan and Ah na sharing their "mama jing" (exchange pointers).. heh heh... i jus sat thea and listen lo... hmm..i guess @ dis stage i am happy ba..ppl all say my face rounder ya la.. and seems put on weight and i "ridiculously" glow when taking pics le.. office ppl see me everydae ma..so they are observant.. they tot i went for some plastic surgery..duh~ I oso no idea wads happenin to me..mayb we called it " Shi Guang Fan Zhao" ba..
But my signs are showing slow neh..hurhur~
Anyway these few daes hav a gd chat wif AH Na, Trish and Biaomei & Serene ...thanks girlies for all ur diff opinions of cos most hit the spot is Ah na la cos we noe each other so long leh and she totali noes wad i feel and gg thru... =p
Divertion is reali impt to me if nt i dunno hw to get over all dis.. ok la..though work is mundane..studies gettin more stressed + more chim modules to take.. oh ya..last wed i remember i got class de ma..den feli says dun hav den i dint go..last nite went to clarify..actually hav lo...i bet Feli more seh den me cos she needa prepare for her nxt OCt wedding stuffs.. Every1 ard me gettin married ... well ..wad to do...my turn is nt Up yet..so meanwhile i mus thank him2 the most.. he reali done a good deed (mentioned by Trish) haha...and 6 mths has jus passed lidat for me & him..and i am reali happy so far.. nope no nid go out ..jus sms and once in a while he popped by and make effort .. =p
Oh GQ - him2 colleague finally wanted my mobile no le but i dint giv ...him2 very angry and sounds very serious tells me be careful..and still tells me if things get outta hand, i mus let him noe and he will deal wif GQ as his superior! I feel so "blessed" hurhur~be it true to his heart anot.. i told him i very dao to married man de..cos GQ is ! Lets hope GQ will be out of this pic soon hahaha. I feel dat somemore hard to be frens wif married man la.. Him2 seems very bothered by GQ's presence nw..cos he is annoyed by him.. in a way he is comparing himself to GQ = jealous ? =__= Oh him2 sent 2 guys come for cse and he called my mobile jus to tell me dat..i oredi noe la..cos he has sms me b4 ma.. and to my astonishment - the 2 guys were standing in frnt of me and i says ya they in frnt of me rite nw.. and den him2 says ok..i can sense he wans tells me somethin cos he kept quiet after dat and i jus say bye..After dat he went to walki talki 1 of the guys and asked him manage to find their way ma and the pretty ger in frnt of them is me .. duh~ and they asked me is it him2 i talking to on my mobile..i jus reply a short yes. I sms him2 say bo liao la..he dun wan reply me.. jus say busy le. B4 dat GQ called and checked abt work and he wanted to chat awhile and still says dat 3 daes he nt ard cos his grandma has passed on and asked me to console him..i jus say take care..w/o caring he blabbering wad after dat..after dat GQ oso came by my office. I jus say bye and put dwn the phone.. haha. ok i oredi let things flow naturally betw me n him2 for so long..so leave it ba.. =p Everydae oso got diff spices to my life..rite nw i jus wan faster graduate.. reali nt easy to study part time..yest i even resorted to buying kopi during tea break to perk me up ..in the end i only slept @ 3am this morn. Mwahahhhaha..and OT queen is officially skivin hee =p
Recently Boss's mood nt that gd le... everyone is distancing away frm him hahaha..even the new ger buay tahan liao and keeps complaining to me and everyone goes thru me to convey msg to him..arghhhh..

Oh my mama recently become very IT-savvy le.. she initially got a Mp4 frm a fren den she went to buy new hp - Motorola V9.. and she keeps askin us to dl hokkien /canto songs for her ..causing my sis (who everydae mushrooms @ hm hurhur) so pek chek over her.. hahhaa..mayb cos nt pop songs..so sounds obiang and she is so into the mood to listen to the songs even when she havin meals or cooking lol.

Ya coming Fri gg to Ipoh to visit my Biaojie's mama..with my dad's side family..haiz..best part my hse rep is my mama and me..Biaomei can't make it due to work..my 2 sibs not gg too..dad gt med appt le.. kinda weird & sian..cos Sun evening den come bac lo.. but ok la..a short breather to get away here.. 8hrs travellin on a comfy coach.. shall 'immerse" in my mp3 and enjoy the short trip ba. Will take pics ba.. Donkey yrs nvr stepped over to my neighbour country le.. Mama is a reg le.. hurhur~
Ya and to announce i will reali and i wan to change my hp..looking @ this 3 models lo. Ya mus get 1 WIFI de la.. any opinions ma ? These are the designs dat heart me la hee..hopefully dec can buy lo..hmm waitin for dec bonus..nvr go travellin den save $ buy hp ba...economic so bad..tsk tsk.. haiz.

Ha presenting hiao jen.. my engineer made me pose cos he 1st time saw me wear this long dress to work.. ya me into this kind of maxi dress recently~ though somehw it makes me "longer' ? Haha..got this @ Hypnosis some mths bac wif Trish.. best buy $25 =)